"Jackson is going to be OK, it was touch and go there for a minute but your son is fine, he is sleeping and probably will be for the rest of the day and night"

"so Jackson's OK?"

"yes,… Kaya how much does Jackson drink?"

"I don't know, I can't watch him 24 hours a day… I do have a life"

"Kaya,.. Jackson drank so much alcohol that he passed out and nearly killed himself"

"look doctor I try my best, the mistakes my son make are all his,… so please just tell me when Jack can come home"

"Jackson is still asleep like I said, ….for now all we can do is wait in till he wakes up"

"and then what"

"Jackson will able to go home after we make sure that he is healthy mentally and physically"

"OK,.. can we see him?

"of course I'll show you to his room"

Kaya thanked the doctor and the four of them stood up and were about to head out the door, when Grey asked the doctor.

"did Jack try to off himself?"

"Grey don't talk like that, stupid boy!" Kaya told Grey off with a disapproving look on her face. The doctor crouched down in front of Grey and asked him,

"And why would you think that?"

"last night when I was going to bed I knocked on Jacks door and asked if he was alright, he said he was, but he did not sound right,… I should of made sure"

"Its not your fault Grey, your brother just drank to much"

"you sure, doc?"

"very sure,… come on why don't we go and see your big brother"

The doctor walked out the door after Grey nodded his head and lead them to Jacks room, the doctor listened as Kaya told Grey off and told him not to ask stupid questions. The doctor lead them into a hospital room where they found Jack, lying asleep in bed with a IV in his hand, Grey walked quickly over to his brother and sat on the bed next to Jack. while David sat down on the chair next to the bed. The doctor expected Kaya to take a seat at Jacks bedside as well so was shocked when she told them she needed a cigarette and left the room. The doctor followed Kaya outside where he found her sitting on a bench lighting up a cigarette, He took a seat next to her as Kaya glanced at the doctor and told him.

"I don't won't to be rude doctor, but can you go away I want to be alone"

"you and Jackson don't get along?"

"what are you a therapist and a doctor now?,…… what's it to you anyway?"

"nothing,.. It's got nothing to do with me but your son is my patient,…Jackson nearly died I would think you would want to be by his bedside when he woke up, not outside smoking a cigarette"

The doctor was about to go back to work when Kaya said.

"I had Jackson when I was seventeen after he was born I had post natural depression, every time he cried I started to cry,…. It got so bad that I tried to… anyway after what happened I got help for the depression, but the time I was better Jack was two and a half, Franklin Jacks father had moved on, they both had"

"what happened to Jacks father"

"car crash he died instantly, Jack was put into my care,….I tried to make it better but Jack seemed to hate me, what the hell was I supposed to say to a angry and grieving child?"

"and Greys dad?"

"I was with him when Jack came to live with me, him and Jack were close, he got ill and died, both of the boys loved him"

"You and Jackson ever talk about it?"

"my son lost two dads,…. every time I tried to talk with him about it he would hold his hands over his ears and scream or walk out the room… I guess after Grey's dad died I gave up, started to drink a lot more then I should have and left Jack to look after Grey"

"there's still time to make it right Kaya. There's still time"

The doctor stood up and walked back into the hospital, leaving Kaya sitting on the bench finishing her cigarette and thinking about what the doctor had just said. The doctor walked to Jacks room and saw Grey lying down next to Jack and David still sitting in the chair next to the bed reading a magazine. The doctor walked over to the bed and checked on Jack, he turned around and was about to leave the room when Kaya walked in and took a seat at Jacks bedside, Kaya mouthed 'thank you' to the doctor, he nodded back to Kaya and left Jacks room to go and check on his other patients.

The next morning Jack was awake, but not speaking to anyone except Grey, he was healthy and was being released from hospital in the afternoon. David stood in his kitchen looking at his mobile phone trying to decide if to call Ianto and tell him about Jack or not, as he had told Ianto to stay away from Jack. David finally decided to call Ianto as he wanted Jack to get better and thought Ianto might help. David was left staring at his phone after Ianto had shouted at him and had hanged up on him as he was pissed of at David for not telling him that Jack was in hospital. Ianto was about to walk into the hospital when he saw David walking towards him, Ianto stopped and waited for David to get to him to ask.

"why didn't you tell me yesterday?"

"I didn't know you and Jack were getting close in till Grey told me!"

"bullshit you walk in as me and Jack were kissing, you know me and him were getting close that's why you told me to stay away from him"

"yeah well I still think you should"

"well it's not up to you is it, now if you'll excuse me I'm going to see Jack"

Ianto started to walk of into the hospital when he stopped, turned around to David and asked

"what room is he in?"

After David told Ianto where Jacks room was he walked off into the hospital and to Jacks room. when he got there he look in and saw Jack watching TV with a board expression on his face, Ianto walked more into the room and knocked on the door, Jack looked up and was shocked when he saw Ianto standing there looking nervous.

"what are you doing here?"

"David called me told me what happened,……how are you?"

"fine,…how about you?"

Ianto ignored Jacks try at avoiding the question and told him.

"Bullshit! if your fine then I'm the queen of fucking England"

"you sure look like one"

"Fuck Off!!" said Ianto while trying not to smile as Jack laughed. When the laughter had died down between them Ianto looked seriously at Jack and asked.

"David said your not talking to anyone,…"

Ianto watched Jack as he turned back to the TV, Ianto took a sit next to the bed and turned to the TV as well. Ten minutes later they were still watching TV when the doctor walked in and told Jack he can leave soon. Jack thanked the doctor and he left the room. Jack started flicking though channels when the remote was grabbed of him by a pissed of Ianto who told Jack.

"you get the control back when I get an answer"

"Didn't't know you could be so forceful Ianto!"

Ianto shook his head and put the control down, he was about to walk out the door when Jack called after him.

"I'm sorry Ianto!, happy now,… that's what you want to hear,. Right?"

"No, I don't want your FUCKING apology Jack I want some answers, like why aren't you talking to your family? And…"

"and what Ianto…"

"and what that kiss between us meant?"

Ianto was about to leave again when Jack did not reply and it looked like Jack had regretted their kiss, when Ianto heard Jack say,

"our kiss did mean something,…. well to me I don't know about you, and even if I wanted something more with you I couldn't"

"why couldn't we?"

"your uncle he said.."

"said what!"

"It's nothing….. I don't want to tell on your uncle!"

"David told me to stay away from you,….what did he tell you?"

"he…..he told me I wasn't good enough for you and that you would do as he said"

"I can't believe he said that to you,…. How dare he that Fucking WANKER!!"

"calm down Ianto, …maybe David's right about me you can do so much better so maybe we should forget that kiss every happened and move on, I mean it didn't't really mean anything…did it?"

"well maybe it did mean something to me"

"well even if it did it does not matter anymore, I don't want to get in-between you and David,…. So maybe we should just be friends"

"is that what you want?"

"look Ianto maybe he's right you can do better,… but thank you for visiting me It meant a lot"

"look after yourself Jack"

"I will, maybe we can hang out sometime?"

"yeah, I'll like that,… so I'll see you sometime"

"yeah bye.."

Ianto left Jacks room more confused than ever, he was so caught up inside his head he did not see Jack smirk as he left. He walked out of the hospital where he saw David leaning against his car, Ianto walked over to him and before David could say anything Ianto asked.

"why did you say those thing to Jack?"

"why do you mean Ianto?" asked a confused David.

"don't act confused David you know what you did, ..you told Jack he was not good enough for me"

"I don't know what your on about Ianto"

"don't fuck with me David I like Jack and he likes me I don't know why you have to cause trouble, just stay out off my life…. OK"

Ianto went to walk away when he was stopped with David grabbing him gently by the arm.

"I don't know what Jack told you Ianto but Jack is just using you to get rid of me, I was trying to protect you, I swear!"

"yeah and look what happened,.. Jack drank so much that he nearly killed himself cause of what you said, so stay out of it,.. Please"

David watched Ianto as he walked away, when Ianto was out of sight David turned around and went into the hospital and headed straight to Jacks room. David barged into his room where he found Jack laughing at something on the TV. David snatched the TV control from Jack and asked him,

"what lies did you tell Ianto you little shit!"

"what every do you mean Davie I haven't said anything!" said Jack innocently

"quit with the bullshitting Jack,… I've worked out what your up to, turn Ianto against me and dig up something to get rid of me"

"I like Ianto David, maybe your just jealous cause I'm not chasing you anymore"

"WHAT!, you have got to be shitting me right, …just stay away from Ianto" David was about to leave when Jack called after him.

"if I want to see Ianto,.. I'll see him and there's nothing you can do about it babe!"

David left the hospital full of anger at Jack and himself at thinking that Jack might have changed from being a bastard to having a Fucking heart. He got into his car and drove back to Kaya's while trying to figure out how to protect Ianto and make him realise that Jack does not really care about him.

Two days later Ianto knocked on Jacks front door, a minute later Grey opened the front door and told Ianto,

"Jacks in his room Ianto"

Grey let Ianto in and told him to just go up stairs, Grey walked of into the living room leaving Ianto in the hallway. Ianto walked upstairs and knocked on Jacks bedroom door, when he did not get an answer he quietly opened the door and looked in to find Jack fast asleep in bed. Ianto walked fully into the room, picked up a jumper and threw it at Jack. Ianto laughed when Jack woke up startled but stopped when he saw the glare that Jack was giving him, Jack sat up and asked Ianto.

"what are you doing here?"

"I thought we could go out somewhere,… if you want… we don't have to.."

"OK sure,…. I better get up then"

"yeah…"

Ianto looked away and tried to hide his blush as Jack got out of bed with only his boxes on, Ianto stuttered slightly and told Jack,

"I'll go and…. umm wait down stairs"

Jack laughed as Ianto left the room and started to try and find some clean clothes to wear. Twenty minutes later Jack came down stairs to find Grey and Ianto on the sofa watching TV. They both headed out the door after both saying 'see you later' to Grey. They walked out the flat and across the walk away and out of the building as Jack asked Ianto.

"where do you want to go?"

"I really Don't know,…… do you know anywhere?"

"yeah I know a place we can go"

"where?"

"It's a surprise, come on"

Ianto had to jog a bit to keep up with Jack, nearly five minutes later they stopped in front of a building that looked like a old gym to Ianto. Ianto watched as Jack walked to the old door of the building and turn the handle when the door would not open Jack lifted his leg up and hit the door with his foot. The door flew open and Jack walked in with Ianto following on behind him.

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