Reveling

When both Oliver and Felicity arrived at the lair, Digg and Roy were both waiting on them. Digg had a big look of concern on his features. When Felicity glanced at him she realized how lucky she was to have so many men around her to take care of her, and always have her back. There is a lot of irony in that considering the fact that her father left her as a child, and what Jason had done to her. She was both nervous, and at peace, knowing that she was fixing to let them in on the deepest,darkest part of her past. She realized at that point, that she was not afraid. For the first time in her life, there was no fear of judgment. She knew that these three strong men would stand beside her no matter what the circumstances. She takes in a big resonated sigh.

Oliver looks to his right at her to make sure that she is okay. He searches her face for any signs of fear. Upon seeing none he gently touches her arm and leans over to her ear. He lets her know that it is okay if she doesn't want to talk about it. Truth be told he was just as upset to have to hear the story again.

"This is something I have to do Oliver. It is past time that I began to heal from everything. And this is my first step. Lettingin the people who I know I can trust, and who I know care about me the most."

She says it loud enough so that the boys can hear. Her boys, she thinks to herself, these three strong amazing men have no idea of the impact they have made in her lonley life.

"Okay, so there's no easy way to say this, so I am just going to say it quick, like ripping off a band-aid, although I'm certain that would be less painful, and defiantly less dangerous, because let's face it, as over protective as the three of you are to the women in your lives, not that..."

"Felicity" Oliver gently whispers with a squeeze of his hand that's intertwined with hers. He effectively cuts off her ramble with his silent support.

"Right, well here goes...five years ago, I was raped."

Instantly the look in Digg and Roy's eyes turned murderous. All Felicity could think was that it's good that Roy was cured, because this wouldn't end well for anyone otherwise.

"Please don't go on a rampage until I'm at least finished explaining."

Felicity continues to rehash her. Nightmare with the rest of the team. She didn't go into specific details, because they were t warranted, and frankly she didn't want to relive them again. When she was through with her story, explaining that Jason was back in town, she looked up at Oliver. She searched his eyes and found what she was looking for. What she needed. Right there in his eyes, was all the love and support she could ever ask for. But also hidden in their deep blue depths, was a silent rage that was brewing. Somehow she knew this would not end well for Jason. Felicity was going to have to do everything in her power to keep her boys from killing, because she would not let any of them give up all they had worked for, not for her.

Oliver looked down at her, and could see that she was shaking. He knew what a physical and emotional toll it took to tell her story again. Oliver then looked away from Felicity and his eyes caught Digg's. They had a silent conversation, understanding that Felicity needed to go home and that they would figure out a plan tomorrow to make Jason pay for what he had done to their girl!

Oliver gently placed his hand on the small of her back and leaned in to whisper to her.

"Let's go home, you have had enough for one day."

Felicity gave a slight nod of her head, showing that she agreed. Oliver decided that they would order in food from her favorite chinese delivery place. With his hand on her lower back, he silently guided her out of the new lair and back to his black Audi. He pulled out his phone and placed an order for them both on the way to the car.

When they returned to her place, Oliver took her keys because she was shaking too hard to get them into the lock. As he quietly unlocked her door, he slipped an arm around her waist. He gently pulled her into his side to give her a show of support.

"I think I need a shower Oliver, I feel dirty just talking about it again."

He tilted her chin up with his finger and thumb to look her in the eyes.

"I am here if you need me, you know that right Felicity?"

"I know, right now I just need a minute to get my head together."

"Okay. By the time you get out, the food should be here."

She stayed under the steaming shower until there was no hot water left. somehow it made her feel better. She went through her nightly ritual of blow drying her hair, brushing her teeth, and cleaning her face. After she put on an oversized AC/DC tee-shirt and a pair of pajama pants with little computers printed on them, she emerged from the bathroom feeling refreshed.

Oliver was sitting on her couch waiting on her. She could see how tense he was, and knew he was worried. So she went and sat down beside him, slightly turning her small frame to face him on the couch. She took both of his hands in hers, and with solid conviction she began to talk to him.

"It happened 5 years ago Oliver. While I won't say that the nightmares don't still haunt me, and the fears still grip me from time to time, I'm okay. I really need you to know that. Over these years, I have learned to accept what happened and deal with it In my own way. What I can say, is that having you here when the nightmares come, comforts me in a way that I simply cannot put into words. I feel safe with you, and I cannot thank you enough for being here with me and for me these last couple of days. You are an amazing man Oliver, and you don't give yourself enough credit. Arrow is starlings hero, but Oliver Queen is mine."

Oliver was floored by the words that she just spoke to him. This amazing, beautiful woman, who had been through her own hell, was showing him a strength that would rival anyone's. He realized at that moment that not only did he want to spend his future with her, but he was irrevocably And hopelessly in love with her. There was no turning back even if he wanted to. He was a goner.

"Felicity" he whispered, but before he could finish what he was going to say, she closed the distance between them with a sweet, but too short kiss. Effectively shutting him up. When she pulled back, she looked at him and smiled the biggest smile he had seen in days.

"Let's eat! I'm starving!"

"You're always starving Felicity" Oliver chuckled lightly

"Hey! A girls gotta work for this figure!" She quipped

When they were done eating and cleaning up, Oliver showered and changed into sweats and a tee shirt. He wasn't really sure what sort of sleeping arrangements Felicity would want, and he was not going to push her, so he began to make his bed on the couch.

"What are you doing?" She asked him

"Getting ready for bed."

"I was kind of hoping that you could be my personal dream catcher again tonight" she stated with a blush.

"I will always be your dreamcatcher, and whatever else you need me to be." He approached her, and took her hand. She laid down on her side of the bed, and Oliver slipped under the comforter and reached over to her, pulling her into his arms. With one hand around her waist, and her head tucked under the crook of his neck, nestled right over his heartbeat, he whispered "sweet dreams" and placed a kiss to her head.