I know, I know I am amazing. Two chapters in two days, I think I have outdone myself. Partly because I was a bitch and left you on a cliff hanger and partly because I just wanted to write this and hide away from family bonding and partly because I have been on ebay all day and selling things [make a fortune I might add just quietly :-)]

Someone said, I can't remember your name sorry. That they didn't think it was believable that Sophie would share something that personal about herself. From past experience from drinking I tell secrets that I don't want people to know so she might possibly have shared that but we all act different under the influence of alcohol.

Oh, no mention of Blaine in this chapter. I know it's a tradgity but he will be in the next one. Promise!

So please enjoy this chapterr, well you probably wont think it is enjoyable but anyway.

TRIGGER WARNINGS

Very unpleasant things happen, not too extremely but bad enough if you were expriencing it. But skip to the divider part if you don't think you can handle it. There has been mentions of violence in other chapters so you probably can handle it.

Love Squiggle 3

The first thing Jeff noticed was how wrong everything felt, the terror in Nick's eyes that shouldn't be there, the way Nick was whispering furiously into Jeff's ear when they were playing 'never have I ever'; telling him that Puck was staring at him. Even when Nick had pulled Jeff back down after Jeff was going to follow Puck and kissed him again it felt wrong; Nick was usually so gentle and soft when he kissed Jeff but all of Nick's worry and uncertainty was spilling out in that one kiss had unnerved Jeff further. When he walked away he looked back at Nick and saw him immediately start to stress, all Jeff wanted to do was run back over to Nick and comfort him but he was stopped as Puck placed his hand gently on the small of his back. Jeff squirmed away and out of his touch, the music grew louder and they walked further down the hallway. If Puck was looking for somewhere quiet he shouldn't have turned the music up; they continued to walk room after room until they reached the other end of the house. Puck stopped outside one of the rooms and opened the door; gesturing for Jeff to walk through. Jeff looked around the room, it was nice enough. Dior grey walls, three small white arch ways leading to a patio outside, a white tall boy cupboard against the wall, a 40" flat screen on the wall in front of the king sized bed, the bed was tastefully decorated with an assortment of scatter cushions matching the white bedspread. The only things that looked out of place in this room home was Puck's ratty old army green duffle bag and a white board that was on an easel that was in the corner of the room. A photo of Santana on one side and a photo of Puck on the other separated by a thick black line down the middle, there were little tally lines on the board almost like they were keeping score; more on Santana's side then Puck's. Jeff's forehead scrunched up in confusion and turned back to Puck who had shut the door and was leaning against it. Jeff quirked an eyebrow and gave him a questioning look.

"Sit" Puck said simply as he gestured with his hand for Jeff to sit on the bed, Jeff looked between the bed and Puck and crossed his arms tightly over his chest.

"No I'd rather stand; I have to get back to Nick. So if you would just apologise I'll be on my way..." Jeff trailed off when he heard Puck start to laugh amusedly, that wrong uneasy feeling was speedily crawling back into the pit of Jeff's stomach; this felt wrong. Puck leant off the door and took a step towards Jeff, Jeff gulped and stepped back.

"That's cute, you actually thought that I was going to apologise. Coming from a highly prestigious school I would have thought that you would have been smarter than that" Puck said sweetly, Jeff didn't try to hide the noise of disgust that left his mouth; Puck grunted angrily and took another stride closer to Jeff. Jeff jumped back and his back crashed into the white tall boy cupboard, the drawer handle slamming into the middle of his spine; no doubt there would be a bruise there tomorrow. Jeff's eyes scanned the room frantically and noticed that if he didn't move now he would be pinned against the cupboard. Jeff saw Puck's arm extend to reach out and grab his shoulder, he leant under it and ran towards the door; the situation making him feel on edge and completely unsafe. Jeff had pulled the door open an inch before Puck's muscular arm had slammed the door shut and pinned Jeff with his back against the door. Jeff screamed out in pain when Puck grabbed his head and slammed it against the door hard. Pain immediately started to swim around his head, his head pounding as he let out another shriek of pain.

"Shut up!" Puck growled as his fist came into contact with his cheek, Jeff was going to yell out again hoping that someone would magically turn up but they didn't. Jeff's shout was cut off as Puck crashed their lips together, sliding his tongue into Jeff's already open mouth. Jeff felt violated, even through his drunken haze the feeling of disgust and betrayal that was coursing through his was so strong; he had been lied to. Dragged to the other end of Blaine's huge house and was now being defiled by some pathetic excuse for a human. Jeff crammed his fists against Puck's chest and tried to push him away, turning his head and trying to get Puck's mouth off of his. Jeff squirmed and fought under Puck's hold, trying harder to push him off. Jeff finally freed his mouth and screamed out

"Help!" Jeff shrieked but it was useless, he knew no one could hear him but that wasn't going to stop him. Jeff cursed himself for not being stronger, he always had. Jeff was an excellent dancer he could out dance anyone, he could run for miles without getting tired and he could spend hours with even the most uncoordinated Warbler and get them to follow the routine without breaking a sweat but strength was his weakest element. He had always relied on Nick for that, Nick was the physically strong one of the relationship; they balanced each other out. Jeff would usually have to control Nick so he didn't kick someone's ass for looking at him the wrong way. He cried out in pain as Puck roughly turned him and pushed him until he landed unceremoniously on the bed. Jeff tried to get up but he was pinned to the bed, Puck grinded his hips against Jeff's hips and all he wanted to do was cry. Jeff kept telling himself that he was stupid, blaming himself for putting himself in this situation and feeling ridiculous for not listening to his boyfriends wise advice. Jeff let out a strangled cry when Puck violently thrusted up against him again, Jeff continued to scream; still trying to push Puck away from him to no avail. Jeff squeezed his eyes closed as Puck bit down on Jeff's neck, nipping, sucking and moaning as he continued to thrust against Jeff's hips. Normally Jeff enjoyed when Nick would kiss his neck, leaving little marks along his collarbone knowing that someone who loved him had put them there but this; this was not an act of love. A pure selfish act was what it was. Jeff let out a broken sob, tears rapidly cascading their way down his face as he kicked, punched and pushed at Puck; doing anything he could to get Puck off of him. Jeff thrashed harder when he felt Puck climb off his chest and slide down to straddle his thighs.

"No, no, no!" Jeff screamed over and over as Puck palmed him through his jeans, Puck letting out noises of pleasure. Moaning and gasping getting off on Jeff's discomfort. Jeff tried to crawl up the bed but Puck just leant more heavily on Jeff, pinning him there. Jeff squeezed his eyes closed tighter as he felt Puck unbutton his jeans and slowly pulled the zip down. The slow pace was agony, the quick flurry when he was thrown on the bed and pinned to it was bad enough but waiting and knowing what was coming next was traumatising. Jeff felt more hot tears roll down his face, not even registering that it was him who was screaming. Puck grabbed the waistband of Jeff's jeans and briefs and pulled them down to his knees. The cold rush against the sensitive skin made Jeff shiver involuntarily, Puck leant down kissing along Jeff's jaw line.

"Decided to play along?" Puck asked before he started sucking on Jeff's earlobe. Jeff shuddered and tensed up, Puck groaned as Jeff shuddered against him and thrusted again. Puck removed a hand from where it was pinning Jeff's shoulder's down and unzipped and unbuttoned his own jeans; shimmying them down his legs slightly. Puck reached up and grabbed Jeff's hand.

"You are going to touch me and you are going to like it" Puck told as he tried to put Jeff's hands under his briefs, Jeff yanked his hand; amazed that he had managed to get out of his grip. Jeff screamed out in pain when Puck slapped him across the face and grabbed his hand again and thrusted it into his pants. Jeff sobbed, he didn't like this at all and wanted it to stop but yelling 'no' over and over didn't seem to be penetrating this guy's skull. Jeff squirmed and ended up shoving his fist into Puck's dick. Puck groaned in pain and cupped himself, Jeff tried to get up but Puck just grew angrier. Puck growled and grabbed Jeff by the throat, squeezing his airways and cutting his oxygen short. Jeff had choked on food before, swallowing water and coughing because it didn't go down right but this was different. Strong, calloused hand firmly gripped his soft neck; with the tight squeeze on his neck he was sure he was going to pass out soon.

"Are you going to shut up if I take my hand off your neck?" Puck asked as he released the grip slightly, Jeff sucked in as much air as he could before he let out his loudest scream of all. Suddenly the door crashed open and all hell broke loose.

No words could describe the feeling Kurt had; no coherent thoughts were in his mind as he looked at the bed. Jeff naked from the waist down with his pants around his knees, his hand being held down Puck's underwear, sobbing and crying; Puck straddling Jeff, a determined look on his face as he tightened his grasp on Jeff's neck; not even noticing he had an audience. Kurt felt sick, physically sick. It took all of his self control not to throw up right there, everyone was literally stunned speechless. Kurt knew Puck could be mean sometimes and say crude things more than other guys his age but he never thought he was capable of doing something like this. The look on Jeff's face would haunt him forever, the contorted look of pain and horror was confronting. Three seconds after the door was opened Puck looked up and saw everyone staring at him. Kurt didn't expect the cocky look on Puck's face, expecting scared, shocked expression after being caught molesting someone but the look of pride covering his face was disgusting. Nick had turned white as a ghost, his jaw slacked and just staring in terror. Scared stiff would be the only way to properly describe it, his hand still on the door knob after he had so courageously barged through the door. Puck looked directly at Nick, smirked and winked; Nick was snapped out of his shocked state and before anyone could do anything had lunged at Puck and tackled him off Jeff and onto the ground.

"I knew he was easy" Puck said smugly to Nick, Nick let out a fowl growl and clenched his hand into a fist and smashed it against his face. Nick pulled his arm back and let another devastating blow crash against Puck's smug face. Puck started to cough and spat a mouthful of blood next to him before he smiled at back at Nick. Nick snapped his arm back and punched him again, blow after blow growling in frustration; determined to get that look of his face. Kurt was shaken out of his trance when he heard Jeff's broken sob.

"Shit Jeff" Kurt whispered as he walked over to Jeff who had pulled his pants back up and was tightly hugging his chest, watching Nick violent assault Puck. Kurt sat down on the bed and tried to hug Jeff only to be pushed away.

"Don't touch me!" Jeff screeched as he threw another concerned look at Nick who still had Puck on the ground only this time Finn, Wes, David and Sam were trying to pull him off. Swinging powerfully and carelessly as he tried to kick every square inch of Puck; he wasn't trying to hurt Puck, he was trying to kill him. Nick's eyes were dark but most surprisingly Jeff didn't look scared by him, he only seemed to want to be held by him. Kurt pushed his luck and tried to hug Jeff again, powering through the vigorous attempts to push Kurt away; Kurt pulled him closer and had Jeff tightly against his chest.

"I'm applying deep pressure to relax your sympathetic nervous system" Jeff started to try and pull away from Kurt "you will fight it fiercely but it will decrease your metabolic rate and you will feel more panicked at first and you will try to resist it but soon you will feel your pulse rate start to slow. Just take deep breaths ok, nice and easy" Kurt said as he took exaggeratedly big breaths and held Jeff tighter as he continued to try and shake Kurt off. Kurt caught Charlotte's eye and motioned for her to join him, Charlotte ran over and hugged the other side of Jeff applying more pressure. Jeff continued to fight for a few more moments before he began Kurt's breathing instructions and eventually began to calm down with tears flying down his cheek. Charlotte began to loosen her grip but Kurt told her not to, she nodded and rested her head on Jeff's shoulder; Jeff resting his cheek against her head.

"Where did you learn that?" Charlotte asked as she soothingly rubbed Jeff's back, he winced when she brushed the part of his back that had crashed against the cupboard.

"I'd like to say that I paid an extreme amount of attention in biology and psychology at school but it is from watching too much Grey's Anatomy" Kurt said sheepishly, Kurt was surprised when he heard Jeff chuckle quietly.

"Let me at him! Let me kill this scum!" Nick yelled as he kicked at Puck his legs flying in the air as Finn and David had him by the elbows, viciously snarling and trying to force his way back to Puck. Puck had blood running down his face; his nose certainly looked broken by the way it was pointing to the right, he spat another mouthful of blood onto the wooden floorboards as Wes and Sam hoisted him up from the ground; finally the proud look was wiped clean off his face.

"I won Santana, I won the competition and there is nothing you could do to top that" Puck said as he coughed and tried to smile at her but stopped when the pain in his face became too much. Santana frowned appalled at the sight in front of her and shook her head willing herself not to cry.

"This contest was not about raping someone you idiot, I don't know what would have possessed you to do that. Jeff is a sweet guy and obviously cares alot about Nick, you're a fucking moron" Santana said brokenly as she wiped her eye and sunk against Brittany who turned and hugged her. A look of confusion crossed over Puck's face, utterly befuddled by Santana's words. Nick was still thrashing violently against his restraint, the fire in his eyes still burning strong as the hatred blurred his vision. Jeff began crying again when Santana had uttered the word 'raping' because that was exactly what would have happened if they hadn't got there in time but they had no idea what exactly had happened to Jeff before they got there.

"But you kissed David!" Puck vociferated.

"Does anyone know about this contest?" Rachel whispered to no one in particular.

"Exactly kissed! I didn't physically hurt him or rape him against his will!" Santana screeched, Jeff shuddered ferociously at the said word again and Kurt couldn't take it.

"All of you get out! Either help Jeff or get out of this room, I want Puck out of this house now!" Kurt demanded as he began to stroke the back of Jeff's head as Jeff hid his face against Kurt's chest. Nick growled again and kicked out as they dragged Puck past him and out of the bedroom door.

"Nick" Mike said sternly as he stood in front of Nick, narrowly missing a wild kick. Mike grabbed him by the front of his shirt and made him look into his eyes. Nick stilled and gazed back in his eyes before they darted back to the doorway.

"What is more important? Kicking some guy's ass, when there are two guys and a hugely pissed off Latina on your side dragging him outside and probably beating the living shit out him or Jeff who is curled into Kurt who is holding him and trying to calm him down when it is your responsibility as a boyfriend to do that. Make the choice to which is more important to you" Mike stated on the verge of yelling, the fight Nick had in him died immediately and he stopped thrashing against Finn and David's restraints. Nick's eyes fell onto Jeff's frighten form and felt his heart clench.

"Jeff" Nick told.

"You made the right choice, guys come one" Mike said as he walked out of the room with Finn and David flanking him, Nick watched them leave before he was kneeling in front of Jeff; gently taking his hand and squeezing it tightly.

"I'm going to see what is happening with Puck, are you going to be ok sweetheart?" Charlotte asked sweetly, Jeff nodded against Kurt's chest. Charlotte leant over and kissed Jeff's cheek before walking calmly out of the room before they heard her sprint down the hallway. Nick climbed on to the bed and gently rubbed Jeff's back.

"Kurt" Jeff sniffed "I don't want to be rude but can I hug Nick now?" Kurt just laughed and nodded slowly releasing his vice like grip from Jeff, Jeff shuddering slightly at the loss of pressure before Nick had him securely in his arms. Nick leant back against the bed head and tugged Jeff with him, Jeff buried himself into the juncture of Nick's neck and began to shake as he let out a heavy sob.

"I'm sorry, I'm so freaking sorry Nick" Jeff whispered as he hugged himself closer to Nick, feeling safe for the first time since he had been in this room. Kurt looked at Nick with a worried countenance.

"Jeff you have nothing to be sorry about" Kurt told reassuringly, Jeff just shook his head wildly before finally resting his head on Nick's chest.

"No I do, if I wasn't so stupid and actually listened to Nick I wouldn't have put myself in this messy situation. Nick please, please forgive me" Jeff pleaded as the tears began to well in his eyes again; Nick shook his head a small sad smile on his face.

"Jeff I am not and never will be angry with you for this. What happened here wasn't your fault and don't you dare start to blame yourself for what happened. The person responsible was going to end up in intensive care but I got pulled off him, I would have enjoyed sending him there; the crunch of his nose breaking under my fist was delightful. But I just wanted to kill that idiot and I am not lying, I have never felt like that. An animalistic quality was surging through me; I didn't even notice any of you around me I just wanted to keep hitting him. I wanted to kill him, I did and that scared me but no one hurt's you and he needs to know that-"

"Babe calm down" Jeff said soothingly as he placed a soft hand over Nick's tightly clenched fist, Nick took a deep shaky breath and tried to settle himself down.

"Look I know it might not be my place to say" Kurt said slowly, Nick and Jeff looking up and realising that he was still in the room.

"But if I was Jeff I wouldn't want to still be in this room, hell I don't even like being in this room let alone sitting on this bed. I think we should get out of here" Kurt told as he stood from the bed, Nick nodded and slowly stood up. Jeff freaked out when Nick let go of him, calming down instantly when Nick wrapped his arms tightly around him.

"I suggest that you should sit on the banana lounges by the pool, Blaine and I sit out there at night when we come here. Just curled up together and talk as the cool breeze rolls off the water, it's nice, really peaceful and relaxing and I think that both of you need to relax. I'm going to see what is happening with Puck, are you two ok?" Kurt asked seriously.

"I was stupid and let my own insecurities cloud my judgment but my main priority is always Jeff and he needs me now. So I should be fine but I have to make sure he is ok before I worry about myself" Nick told as they walked down the hallway, Kurt heard a commotion from outside and shuddered unintentionally.

"I'll see you later, Jeff I am so sorry about what happened-"

"Kurt, you did an amazing job. You held me while Nick was defending me, you got my heart rate under control and you told us to go to Blaine's and yours special spot. So don't apologise you are not the one I am angry or afraid of at the moment; so go do what you have to do and I am so sorry that we ruined your party" Jeff said earnestly, Kurt shook his head.

"Jeff you didn't ruin it, the asshole outside did. But please if either Nick or you need anything tonight please don't hesitate to ask, I just can't believe Puck would do something like that" Kurt said incredulously "I'll pay for your counselling sessions".

"That won't be necessary but thanks" Jeff said as he cuddled closer to Nick, Kurt nodded and was about to walk away when Nick grabbed his forearm lightly.

"Thank you Kurt, for helping Jeff" Nick said sincerely.

"You would have done the same thing and I know how important Jeff is to you" Kurt said.

"I would hug you but Jeff would freak if I didn't hold him-"

"Say no more, now go I have a very hostile situation to control" Kurt said, Nick nodded and slowly lead Jeff towards the outside pool. Kurt took a deep breath and jumped on the spot a few times psyching himself up for what he would be possibly facing outside.