Married to a Cheating Uchiha
Chapter 9: Jealousy Bites
A/N: Hi, mina~! It's Kagome! If you haven't read my profile, then you should know that I am on hiatus because I am no longer in middle school or high school. Recently, I have completely my first year of college. My update schedule is really slow, an apology to all if that is an inconvenience. I decided to redo this chapter because I have a strong dislike for the way it was formatted. So please enjoy this chapter again?
Kagome*POV
"My first problem is how to deal with Sakura."
I was lost.
The adrenaline rush was gone. I was back to the calm, cool, collected Kagome.
But boy, do I miss the adrenaline rush because when the adrenaline was kicking I did not have to think. But now I was sitting here trapped in the world of my guilty thoughts and decisions that I had made in the last few hours.
'Well, let's see how this all started, I woke up naked next to my cheating husband to find out we had sex which he calls a one night stand. I had an emotional breakdown and ran to Tennie's condo. (Thank god, Neji was at work.) After picking up some of the pieces of my shattered emotions and listening to Tenten's advice, I get the idea to go fuck my cheating husband IN A CHAIR IN THE KITCHEN OF OUR HOME WHILE HIS FAMILY AND SAKURA WERE THREE DOORS AWAY. WHY? I DON'T KNOW, BLAME THE FUCKING. ADRENALINE…. OH! Wait there is more! Then I end up in a restroom of a fancy restaurant, FIST FIGHTING WITH THE WORLD'S BIGGEST WHORE, SAKURA. WHAT IN THE FUCKING WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME? I COULD HAVE DIED. NO, I COULD HAVE BEEN ARRESTED. I COULD BLOW THIS FUCKING CHARADE WE CAN A MARRIAGE TO PIECES HAD I BEEN CAUGHT.'
I blinked several times to reframe myself from punching a hole in Suigetsu's car window. I glanced over to see Suigetsu whistling to "Young and Menace by Fall Out Boy" that was playing on the radio. At least one of us was having fun on this car ride. Then the car got silent.
"Kagome."
I stopped beating myself up mentally and look at him.
"Yes."
He gave me a grin. Suigetsu has always been attractive to me. But I knew that I could never go beyond that because he is one of Sasuke's best friends.
"So how are you and Sasuke? If you don't mind me asking." Mood killing question.
I return his grin with one of my fake smiles. (I started to develop them ever since Sasuke took Sakura on our honeymoon trip to Paris.)
"Sasuke and I are great. I am happy that we got to spend so much time while we on holiday break from the job. Both of us go back to work tomorrow. But what about you Suigetsu? I haven't seen you since the wedding. What have you been up to?" I quickly changed the subject on him because I honestly did not feel up to talking about Sasuke right now.
"Yeah sorry about that, you see after you guys got married, I started talking to this girl who I happen to meet at the wedding but it turns out her and I were not going to work out because she was too crazy for me."
I laughed. "What girl?"
He gave me this nervous look. "Don't get mad at me nor laugh at me ."
Giving him a questionable look, "huh?"
"It was Karin."
I started to cough to avoid laughing but I could not help it so I laugh.
"HAHAHAHAA…"
Suigetsu looked embarrassed. "It's so not funny."
"HAHAHAA, Yes it is."
Karin and Suigetsu, it was too much to handle. Suigetsu clearly deserves better.
My second cousin, Karin Uzumaki has hated my guts ever since we found out we were cousin in the first place. She is also Sakura's best friend.
"Awww, Mae, I already feel bad about it."
I stopped laughing.
"Sorry."
After an interesting conversation with Suigetsu, we finally made it to my home. My mind was still preoccupied from what happened earlier. I really hated that I had to lie to Suigetsu but if I told him the truth. He wouldn't completely understand.
"Thank you, Sui."
"Anytime, Mae! Tell Sasuke I said hello." He winked at me. Suigetsu such a loyal friend.
"Will do." I reply with a fake smile. How long can I keep up with this crazy charade?
As I enter the house, I heard the roar of engines signaling that he had left the driveway. I slammed the down in frustration. This day has been awful.
My first time was called a one-night stand. Fighting my husband's girlfriend in the bathroom of a five-star restaurant, I even made one of my best friends lie on my behalf.
Maybe confessing to Sasuke was a huge mistake? Was I fooling myself?
I made my way upstairs into my room. I walk into the master bathroom and clean the scratches on my face. I apply a little medicine. They didn't look too deep so they will heal in a few days.
I put my hair into a high bun and strip out of my dress to take a shower. The hot water hitting my body is relaxing. I quickly soap my body down and then rinse. Knowing the Uzumaki luck, I would fall in the shower and hit my head if I stay in too long.
I slip into a huge white t-shirt and underwear. I brush my teeth quickly. I wanted to be in bed and sleep before Sasuke got home. It may be 2:00 in the afternoon.
However, I have already embarrassed myself enough in one day. I just wanted to go to sleep and forget I am in love with a cheating bastard.
I walked out of the bathroom and met eyes with…"Sasuke."
He stood before me glaring at me. "I need to talk to you."
I glared and crossed my arms and sat on the side of my bed. "Well, I don't want to talk to you."
He tosses my purse beside me. "Hn. Does it look like I care? Why did you leave the restaurant?"
I raised my eyebrow. "I told you! I didn't feel well." I was lying again.
"You are going to continue to tell that lie to someone you love." No.
I couldn't even look at him. "No. I'm done talking to you."
I got up from the bed and started walking towards the door. "Where are you going?" Ignored.
I felt my arm being tugged and then I was turned to face him. "Uzumaki, I sa—"What happen to your face?"
His hand brush against one of the cuts. I finally looked up at him to see this unreadable expression on his face.
"Sakuradidthistome."
"What?"
"The real reason I left the restaurant is that Sakura and I fought each other in the restroom. It was better for me to leave. I'm surprised she didn't tell you. Since you and her love each other and all that shit. I was going to walk home but Suigetsu saw me on the side of the street and drop me off at home."
"Does Suigetsu know?"
"No. I lied told him a cat got to my face. To keep appearances, you should probably call him especially since you haven't talked to him since the wedding."
"Are you sure that is all that happen?" I was confused on what he was asking.
"What do you mean? I told you the whole truth."
He kept staring at me like he was searching for something. "Did you and Suigetsu have sex?"
I couldn't process the words that he just said to me.
I didn't know how to deal with this new set of information.
Why?
What?
When?
Who?
Where?
All of sudden, I felt my hand go across his cheek. I felt the tears leaking down my face. I started to shake. I took my fists and started punching him in the chest.
"HOW COULD YOU POSSIBLY THINK THAT I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH ANOTHER MAN? HOURS AFTER I HAD SEX WITH YOU! YOU ARE AN IDIOT, IDIOT, IDIOT! I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOU! I AM NOT A WHORE! I HAVE ONLY BEEN WITH ONE MAN! WHY DO YOU KEEP MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY? WHY?"
My punches didn't move Sasuke nor affect him. He just stood there and took it. I was so hurt. Hurt over this entire marriage. Was I masochist for this type of pain?
I could not stop crying.
The tears were probably from all of the pain and turmoil I had been through these last three years.
My hair was probably a mess.
My punches became sloppy. I was running out of energy.
I just felt like if I punch him I would feel a whole lot better but I just did not know how to feel at this point.
Hands were placed over my fists stopping them from hitting his chest. Sasuke was taller than me. So, I had to look up at him. When I glance at him, my eyes were met with his onyx eyes. He had a heated expression on his face. An expression that I could not really understand. It was almost as if he was having an inner battle with himself.
I couldn't take it anymore. If he was going to ignore my feelings then I could not do this to myself anymore.
"S-Sasuke, I want you to let me leave. I can't do this anymore. It is obvious that you want to be with Sakura or any other women but for me. So let's make this easy and end this whatever you call me and you because obviously, it's not marriage. I'm sorry we got married in the first place. If this will make you happy, let's do it, let's get a div—"He forced his lips against mine. My eyes widen. I tried to push him off but I failed miserably.
I was so confused by all of the feelings that placed in this kiss. He dropped my fists and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him making sure that there was no space between us.
Not feeling like that was enough, he moved his hands to my rear and picked me up not breaking the kiss. I almost moan in mid-air.
My back hit the softness of the mattress. Needing the air to breath, I broke the kiss. I was in such a daze. Sasuke climbed on top of me breathing heavily just like me.
What just happen?
Our eyes met.
Ebony met Onyx.
"S-Sas—"I won't let you go. All day I have been thinking about you. I can't stop looking at you. And right now, I'm going to show you how much you mean to me. No more talking, games, people, just me and you."
He kissed me and this time I didn't fight back.