A/N: Just have to say something about the latest episode. Oh my god. I have NEVER cried like that in my life! Sat by my computer in the kitchen with the sound in my headphones. Suddenly my mom hands me some tissues just like in the movies because I cry a darn ocean. A river doesn't even cut it.

So this chapter I wrote a little differently. I wrote the ending first, however I refuse to watch that part again so it might not be exactly as the episode but I think it's pretty close :P

Also I feel like I should tell you as well. In my other story (A whole new me) I mentioned that I probably will be more active on the story that get's the most reviews so the more you review the more chapter (or faster/longer chapters) you will get. I hope you get the point :)

Anyways... I hope you enjoy the chapter. I really like the part in the end when Tara runs in to Derek's loft (a little spoiler :O) I hope you like it as well.

Enjoy,

Wikked

I sat in Allison's room, admiring everything. It was so beautiful. I never really bonded with Allison so when she called I was nothing but happy to hear from her. She wanted to hang out with someone and I was happy to do so. I watched as Allison pulled out a box of arrows.

"Wow", I said impressed.

"You like it?", she asked and smiled.

"It is really cool, I actually think you are really cool", I admitted happily.

"Thank you, for what it's worth, I think you are pretty awesome aswell", she said and smiled.

"I don't know, I never seem to do anything right", I said suddenly really depressed.

"What do you mean?"

"If I tell you something, can you promise to keep it to yourself?", I asked.

"Of course", she answered honestly

"Well... This year, Aiden started, right. And we became friends and I sort of fell in love with him. He started having these make out sessions with Lydia and I became friends with all of you. And then this thing happened...", I said

"What happened?"

"Well, he made this really sweet speech and I sort of you know... did it with him. After he was like: 'we can't be together, yatta yatta yatta'. And I just... I know that it was wrong and I know he's a bad guy so why do I feel this way?", I asked heartbroken.

"Oh, Tara!", Allison said and hugged me. I started to cry and she held me tighter. "It's okay, it's going to be fine. If you are meant to be then maybe he will change but for now I think it's best that you keep away from him okay?", she said suportivly.

"Okay", I agreed, wiping the tears of my cheeks.

I had separated from Allison, even though I really didn't want to. She had transformed into someone I was leaning on, sort of.

I sat beside a random student in what used to be Mr. Harris class when the new teacher came in, Jennifer Blake. A very pleased smile decorated her lips.

"Good morning, as you all know Mr. Harris is still missing- I mean sick... Anyway I'm filling in while we all hope and pray for a more qualified substitute to take my place", she said and I chuckled. "Okay, so, let's get started shall we", she continued.

Suddenly I heard Scott's phone vibrate and he bent down and got a very worried look on his face. I frowned and looked at Stiles who appeared to know nothing.

I was walking through the hallway with Allison when suddenly the firealarm went off.

"Seriously?!", I said and groaned.

Allison laughed at my reaction and grabbed my arm to drag me along the hallway. I felt like sitting down on the floor, just because it never is a fire. I looked further ahead in the hallway and saw Aiden walking out of a room, Allison looked at me and then at Aiden. A few seconds later Lydia walked out of the same room.

"They might as well walk hand in hand, they suck at hiding it", I said grumpily.

"Indeed... But don't worry about it. You're too good for him anyway", Allison said.

Just a few seconds after Lydia, Stiles and Cora walked out of the room and then we both frowned.

"Hi, Timmie, It's Tara... I was wondering if you wanted to hang out, maybe?", I said nervously.

"Hi, Tara! I'd love to hang out! Are you at school?", he asked.

"Yeah, I'm by the entrance!"

"Okay, see you there in a bit", he said and hung up.

A few minutes later I felt a tap on my shoulder so I turned around.

"Hello, stranger", Timmie said.

"Hi, sorry, I've been really busy!", I said.

"Really? I think this town seems really dead", Timmie laughed.

"I wish", I said seriously.

"So... Where do you want to go?"

"How about the park?", I said and smiled.

"Let's go!", he said and threw an arm around my shoulders. I didn't mind though, we were just friends, both of us knew that.

As we were walking I could feel someones eyes on me and when I looked I saw Aiden looking really pissed at Timmie... What was his problem? What did Timmie do?

After my time with Timmie Stiles had texted and told me to meet them at the vet clinic so I headed there. As we were there we managed to figure out that Deaton was at that vault and Derek was at home. Scott was convinced that we could save both of them so we split up. Scott went to save Deaton and the rest of us went to help Derek.

The closer we got the more we hurried and the closer we got the worse I felt. We reached the building and Stiles parked his car. I threw myself out of it and ran.

I ran, af if my life was depeding on it. But my life wasn't... However, I could feel that someone else's was. I felt it the moment I walked in to the building. Someone was on the verge of dying, so I ran. Faster than I had ever ran before. Step by step, I got closer to Derek's loft. The closer I got the more death I could feel. I didn't know why or how but I could feel it.

I turned the corner and saw everything that was happening, within a millie second I comprehended that Boyd was about to die by Derek's hands, that was foreced up by the twins. I didn't think of my actions, really I just knew that I had to stop it. I didn't care how far behind Stiles and the others were, I had to stop it.

I jumped into the water and the electrified water soaked my feet, I didn't feel it, my body was to pumped up to feel anything. I ran to tacle Aiden with everything I had. If I could loosen his grip than maybe Boyd could be saved. I was close enough to Aiden so I jumped at him with all my power and stabbed the arrow that I got from Allison into his shoulder. I heard his growl and saw his eyes go red, as red as the once in my dream.

I turned to Boyd and Derek, I had failed. I had been useless. I was useless. If I died it wouldn't make a difference but with Boyd it does. I looked back at Aiden, unforgiving. This time it was over. This was something unforgivable.

"You asked me if I regretted anything... I do, I regret every part of it!", I said mercilessly. "And you were right, I can never be with a monster like you", I continued as I rose from our lying position. I looked at him as if he was poison while tears began to fill my eyes.

"You are dead to me, Aiden", I said so low that I'm doubtful that he even heard it. I kneeled beside Derek and Boyd and the rest is just a blur.

I sat in the park, just enjoying the chirping of the birds, the smell of the flowers and the sound of the stream.

I felt empty, like something was missing. I didn't know why. What was going on?

I heard steps from two people on the gravelroad just above me. I turned around and saw Erica and Boyd. I gaped at them and felt my tears coming again.

"Don't worry, Tara. We're happy now. We're finally happy and at peace. Don't worry about us", they said.

"I'm so sorry, Tara for abandonning you after I turned into a werewolf. I wanted to protect you from the pain", Erica explained.

"Don't worry about it", I said and wiped the tears away.

The whole scene blurred away and I opened my eyes. I was in my room. It had been a dream. I sat up and looked around.

How did I get here? I saw a note on the table next to my bed.

Tara,

I took you home, I hope you don't mind.

Isaac

Of course I didn't mind. I was really thankful.

I looked into my wall and my eyes teared up once again. I felt like that anime/manga character Naruto. He always managed to make friends in such a short time and always mourned their deaths.

I just wish I could stop feeling everything. The pain is too great.