There's a really important AN at the bottom, it's about the future of The New Trilogy. So, read it please!
Discaimer: Nothing is mine, just the way the storyline flows is mine. :)
I still love you, but I haven't forgiven you yet. Those are the words circling my brain. But for some reason, the part I'm focusing on, is the former. I still love you. That's the only thing going through my head now, as she's in my arms. She just finished singing, her voice beautiful as always. She is beautiful as always.
I lean down to put my mouth right next to her ear.
"I love you too," I breathe. She squeezes me tighter, and then let's go. However, I keep my arms around her waist, so she doesn't get very far. "Could you forgive me?" I ask, smiling slightly.
"Yes," she responds, smiling back. "But just know, that I don't want any secrets between us. Even if you think something no longer concerns me, because it was in the past, I'd still like to know about it. Because, if we get back together, I'm in it for the long run."
After she finishes her little speech, I nod.
"No more secrets. Ever." I let her go, but before I can move away, she entwines her fingers with mine, and squeezes my hand.
"C'mon," She says, pulling me by the hand towards her house. "Zeke Uriah and Christina say they're gonna clean all of this up, and Marlene was gonna take Echo back to Mike and Laura."
I smile and willingly follow her through the trees and to her house. About halfway there I stop, and pull Tris onto my back. She starts laughing hysterically as I brush past bushes and trees, wind blowing her hair behind her.
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"I'm really glad we're getting back together," I say, as I sit on the grass in the park with Tris.
"I was so sad when we were apart," she agrees. I can't seem to wipe the grin off my face, no matter how hard I try, and it's been this way since we got back together about… ten minutes ago. Basically we just explained our reasoning for everything, and we decided that we were both in the wrong.
Our hands are entwined between us, as we sit on the wet grass across from my apartment.
However, before long, our time is up.
"I should probably get back," Tris says with a sigh. "My mom is coming home tonight or something, and I feel like I haven't been home in forever. Plus, I have school tomorrow."
I nod, and stand up, pulling her with me. We walk to my car, and hop in. She buckles her seatbelt as I start the car, and we drive towards her house. We get there much too quickly, and when we stop she leans over, pecks me on the lips, whispers 'I love you' in my ear, and leaves. I shake my head to get rid of the fuzziness she left in my brain, and back out of the driveway heading home.
Lemme just start by saying I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD! I know none of you care why I haven't updated, so I won't say anything.
VERY IMPORTANT NOTICE:
I have no idea what I'm doing. When I started this story, I knew what my end goal was: to make people happy, and to make them feel something.
That is still a goal of mine, and I still want people to feel something when they read what I've written, but I feel like I'm not succeeding in filling that goal anymore. When I started my story, I wanted to write. I'd get home from school, and I'd sit down, and for hours I'd just… Write. But now, I don't know what to write about. I feel like this story is over.
Does anyone oppose to me only posting a couple more chapters and then maybe making a new story, with a new plot, and more room to grow?
So, this comes to my next set of questions. If I was to write another story, one that was still Divergent and still MD (Modern Day) and AU (alternate universe) would any of you read it?
If you would, then you should go to my profile page. On it is two sumaries of stories I could do next. Then, vote for them on the poll. Or send me a review. Here are the summaries:
Vulpella: Beatrice Prior has a secret. There's a reason she's always in hoodies or hats, there's a reason she was chased from her old boarding school in Ohio to her new one, Factions Boarding School, in Chicago. Because, beneath the hats, hoods, and baggy pants... There's a fluffy tail and red ears. Beneath the disguises... She's part fox.
Home: "This is so unfair!" My manager is making move to Chicago. 'Home'. It's for a music video, but still. I am Beatrice Prior. I'm idolized. And yet, I don't have a choice. But then, that's not even the worst part. Dauntless, the number one boy band in the nation, is gonna be there too. And the only thing I can think is, 'Why did I make a fool of myself in front of the incredibly attractive lead singer, Four?
So.. Vote!
Stay Dauntless,
~Cat
