I'm Soooo sorry you guys. I broke my promise please forgive me. I can't believe that I haven't written a chapter in so long. I mean I've been studying like crazy for tests and I just haven't had anytime. But I will really try to write chapters faster. Once again I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry.

Sonny POV

I groaned. I was just about the kiss the Chad Dylan Cooper. Wow, it sounds less annoying now that I figured out I loved him. I mean seriously. I turned to my mom and saw tears in her eyes. Suddenly I remembered why I was here and felt extremely guilty for hating her a second ago. Stupid Chad. Great now I feel guilty about that. When will the torture end?

"Mommy!" I exclaimed, and ran up to hug her. She squeezed me tight and said,

"A limo sweetie, how'd you get a limo here." I knew she was refering to Wisconsin. I mean in the 16 years I lived here I never once saw a limo, except the day Allie went to prom.

"Long story. Save it for another day?" I offered. It was never statement at my house. She chose if I saved it for another day or not.

"Another day." She agreed. I tried to smile. I really did. But it wouldn't come out. It was more of a half grin smirk. She attempted a smile back. I could see it wasn't working for her either.

"Sweetie, I'm really glad you're moving back with me. I really am, it would be so hard without you." She said. My heart dropped. My mom really needed me. Going back to the studio really wasn't an option. Even if I wanted to go back now. It was too late. I promised my mom, and she needs me more than ever.

"Right. Same." I said shortly. She looked into my eyes, I knew she could sense my sadness, but I didn't want to tell her.

"Sonny, is there something you're not telling me?" She asked

"No ma, I'm staying here with you. It's for the best. I'm glad to be back." I lied trying to sound convincing. I hadn't really thought about Chad and the limo since I ran up to my mom. I looked over to where they were. I saw him getting in the limo about to drive off.

"Wait!" I shouted. My mom looked at my confused, but I didn't have time to explain right then. I ran over to Chad and he stepped out of the limo, to the point where we were both half covered from my mom's view by the limo door.

"Are you leaving?" I asked whispering so my mom couldn't hear.

"No, I'm staying in the only hotel they have ten miles from here. It may be crappy, but I want to be there for you." He said grabbing my hand. I smiled a wide smile.

"You are by far the best boyfriend in the history of boyfriends." I smiled again.

"Well, you're not to bad yourself." He smiled. Ah yes, flirting. I really wanted to lean in and kiss him, but seeing as my mom was watching us like a hawk, I couldn't do that. Instead he grabbed me into a hug. A short he let go, much to my dismay, he slid into his limo. The limo revved to life (which was more of a buzz) and drove off, leaving me in the drive way with my mom looking at me with curious eyes.

I walked over to her.

"Now or later?" I asked knowing what she was wondering.

"Now." She stated.

"Long story or short?" I asked again. This was routine for us. We kept no secrets.

"Short. For now. Now come inside, it's getting chilly." She stated and started to walk in. I followed behind her. I looked around the house, it was all the same. It almost made me cry, every time I'd come here, Allie would be here too. We took a seat in the family room.

"So, what's up? What's happening?" She asked

"Short version, right?" I asked, and when she nodded I continued. "Well, Chad took a jet and met me here and now we're dating." I smiled a innocent/guilty smile. My mom, much to my surprise, broke out into a grin.

"Very funny Sonny, now what's up?" She giggled.

"Mom, I'm serious." I said, her smile was instantly replaced by a shocked expression.

"Honey, that's not funny. Really what happened?" She demanded.

"Mom! I'm serious!" I exclaimed. "Me and Chad are dating!" She thought about it for a second and then decided to respond.

"Sweetie, from what you've told me about this boy he is not good for you." She said concerned.

"Mommy, don't you get it? I liked him the whole time. I was just denying my feelings." I stated looking straight into her eyes. My mom exhaled a long breath, then looked up at me.

"Do you really like him? He's not just using you?" She asked. "You're not just using him?" She asked accusing, but playful.

"I'm positive that I like him and he likes me mommy." I stated surely. I mean obviously I love him, but I can't tell my mom that. She exhaled another long breath.

"I'm just scared he's going to break up with you and break your heart. No guy is a prince charming." She said looking like a concerned mom should. I smiled

"I know mommy, I'll be careful. I know no guy is a prince charming." I said, totally not believing what I was saying. Chad was so my Prince Charming. My mom looked at me with her "I'll let it go. For now." look.

"It feels so empty in here doesn't it." My mom said talking more or less to me, changing the subject. Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Yah." I said.

"Oh sweetie. It's going to be OK. It was just your sister's time. Now she's your guardian angel." My mom smiled, tears streaming down both of our faces.

"You know," My mom said looking at me "Allie always told me that when she died, she'd be your guardian angle. She just loved you so much. She really admired you, even though you were younger than her."

"Really?" I croaked

"Really." She smiled slightly "You know, once she even told me that you were her hero." It took me a minute to comprehend what my mom was saying. Allie was my hero, not reverse. Silent tears rolled down my face.

"I was, was h-her he-r-o-?" I asked trying to hold back sobs.

"I guess so," my mom said staring at me.

"She wa-a-s always my he-r-o" I cried thinking it through. My mom grabbed me into a hug.

"You girls both really admired each other. You shared something most sisters don't share. You two had a special bond." The words my mother spoke comforted me so much.

"I think I'm going to go un-pack." I stated, realizing I really didn't want to talk anymore. I had a lot to think through and knew if we spoke any longer the discussion would go on for ages.

"OK, when you're done come down for dinner." She said.

"Alright." I stated and trudged up the stairs with my bags. This was it. I was back with my mom. Back home. Back to Wisconsin. Going through my stuff I realized something was missing. It took me a second to find out what it was, and then realization hit me.

"Hey, where's my diary?"

Lol, so like no Channy. (IDK why i said lol) Well a tiny bit. Sorry. But I will really try to update soon! I promise. REVIEW!