Act II: Chapter 1- Children
Dark purple and blue swirls are all I see for many years… I have no Idea how long it's been now… I would occasionally hear strange moaning sounds, or the occasional cry. Derreck comes and goes… never saying a word, just looking at me with longing eyes… almost as if he wanted to tell me the secrets of the universe…. or… I don't know…
His company is often short lived… as everything is in this dormant slumber of mine. Is this some kind of dream world? Am I destined to always live in this horrible, loud, and dreadful place for the rest of my existence? A question swirls in my mind always… if I'm a robot, a fake non-living thing created by humankind to entertain it's younger generations, then why can I feel, why can I think? Surly humans are incapable of creating living, thinking, and emotional automan's, right? Or is there something deeper than my creation? Some kind of deeper chain that links the living things and nonliving objects together?
Or is this just insanity talking? Is my fragile mind breaking under the pressure?
I miss Freddy… I haven't spoken to him… felt him… looked at him… in such a long time. I wonder if this longing feeling will go away… much like these pointless "Why am I alive?" Questions.
I was so busy with these thoughts that I never noticed Derreck materialize in front of me. It didn't scare me… It just… surprised me. His tear stained face never ceased to make me feel even worse. Still, I reached out my hand to him, to try to comfort him. I mean, It must be hard for him too, a young boy, killed before you could really learn to live… at least he had a life… more than I can say.
"Bonnie… do me a favor… will you?" He said. This was the first time I ever heard his voice (oh, the sweet sounds of another being…) and I sat up to look at him in a better fashion. I nodded… though I had many questions… I wanted to listen to him again. I had already heard my voice enough… I wanted to hear him instead.
"It's been a long time… since… you know… but I think it's safe for you to wake up now… so please… wake up. I need you to wake up so you can really help me… as of now… neither of us can be of any use… I know I don't know you, and it's ditto for me… I guess, but I want you to wake up! Wake up Bonnie! Do it!" He said, tears falling from his cheeks. I awoke with a painful lump in my throat.
Derreck….? I wanted to say that… but no words came out. Maybe I was just too weird out from my sleep? I ignored everything… so I could look around. I was in a strange room… no light was on, it was pitch dark. A light came from my face, however. One I dreaded. Faint red light came down from my face… the kind that was under my eyes… my face. Trying to reach for my face, I noticed something else. I was missing an arm. Though, with my still remaining arm… I confirmed that my face was also missing.
My voice box was also gone… I made no noise when I tried to scream for bloody murder. I tried to scream for the pain in my neck… the fact that some of my skin was gone… things I never felt before… yet…. I now did… and it hurt, but no one could hear me. I was mute and dead.
I don't know how I managed… but I stood up using my leftover hand to push myself up. I heard something rattle in my chest when I stood up… Derreck. Ignoring this, I tried to look for a way out. If I was going to be in a mortal's pain, I at least wanted to know where I was. It took a while… maybe ten minutes… to find the door. Yanking it open… I saw… more dark rooms… hallways...
One thing stuck out though. A pair of bright, shiny, green eyes looked at me from across the hallway. It was shorter than me, yet… unlike me… it had a face… it had both it's arms... It was also a bunny. A light blue one at that. And he looked a lot like me.
"What the heck is this thing?" I heard it say, looking behind it quickly. Was there more?
"Not sure… let's ask it." I heard a deeper voice say behind it. The blue bunny moved aside, and from behind it stepped a light brown bear. He had rosy cheeks, a black bow tie, and a top hat with a red ring. Freddy… oh it was so much like Freddy…
"Ask it Teddy? Are you sure it understands what we say!" Another voice said from behind it, a female's. I would have retorted at that… but I was only able to feel this unbearable pain. I had to sit down.
I shut my eyes for a moment… thinking about how that brown bear looked so much like Freddy… and that bunny… what happened? Derreck said I was out for a long time… how long is that?
"Is he dead?"
"I think he's resting. Wakey wakey bunny." I heard. Looking to the voice (Right in my face, creepily) The bear was looking at me, his eyes dead in mine. Or lack of. "Who are you?" He asked.
Unable to reply, I looked down from his vision. Looking at him reminded me of Freddy… oh Freddy… The bear begun to realise that I would never reply. He spoke again "Um, are you ok?"
Shaking my head to say no, I decided to look back at him. His eyes were calm… almost… filled with pity. I hated looking at them… How dare he pity me! I was in no need of pity… If I could, I would have told him to shove off then and there… but It was hard when he looked so much like Freddy. And I couldn't speak anyway.
"Say something already, you dumb rabbit. Too dumb to understand what we say?" Someone said in a snooty voice. From behind the rosy cheeked Freddy, I saw another familiar-ish face. She looked like Chica… though, I must admit, she was much nicer looking. Her face was in a scowl though, and her tone was enough to make me punch her, if I had the strength and hand to do it with.
"Calm down TC, he might be scared, or hurt. Or both. Or maybe he can't speak? Maybe?" The blue bunny said. The chicken seemed to accept this, and she walked off a bit, leaving the bear to stare at me with still eyes.
"Can you not speak?" He asked me. I nodded, making his face darken. Standing up, he looked over at the blue bunny. "He might be one of the ones used… for us…" he said. What did that mean? Did they use me to make them!? What? One of the ones… did… did that mean the others are here!? If they are… they might be in the room I was in earlier… I… I have to get… get up and check…
I try to move, but the bear stops me lightly by pushing my chest. "Whoa there bud, I need to help you out here, you're a falling apart mess and It's kind of our fault… so let me just help you out… now, turn around and open your head panel." He said. Before I could comply, he spun me around and propped open my head. He fiddled with some of the wires, screwed in some bolts (The other bunny handed it to him)
"g-g-g-get off m-m-m-me… I need- need- to find Freddy! Please!" I said finally. I guess he fixed my voice box… his eyes narrowed a bit though…
"Not exactly the best thank you…" He grumbled. "Green, help our friend back to the service room. TC, Go back to the stage, I've got a few things to say about your behavior." The bear said. The other Bunny (Green was his name?) Helped me to the door as I saw TC trudge off to the stage, the bear close behind.
To my surprise, Green produced a flashlight (Does he just carry that around?) and handed it to me. "Wanna see if anyone's in here?" He said with a sly grin. I reluctantly nodded. This was moving all too fast… and everyone was helping me out so much… and It confused me. I didn't even know them… technically.
"Freddy?" I said, looking at the fallen brown mass. He was in relatively good condition… what for being about twenty years old or however long it's been. Chica was across from him, bent over a bit. Her jaw had snapped, many sharp objects stuck out from it. Foxy was along the other wall… just as messed up…
"Yikes! Well… Teddy will be waiting for me… so um… keep the flashlight and… sorry… about… kinda using you guys to make us… um… nevermind… bye!" Green said, skittering quickly out the door. I sighed, looking at my friends… what was left of them at least.
"What a ride this one… huh? I was asleep… for so many years…. then, the child that possessed me… wakes me up… and… I… the pain… it hurts so much… I feel like a human feels… and it hurts… Then there's you… what do you guys feel? And… golden.. where's him…? Where could he have gone too… maybe they left him? Well… I guess there's still a few things to be happy about… maybe? I'm… I'm alive… somehow or another, I'm alive. And though I might feel dead and crippled, I am alive… Are you guys still dreaming too? Are you trapped, forced to stare into the same exact purple and blue environment that I was forced to watch? Only visited by the child possessing you too? Well… Freddy… if you can hear… if you can hear me then… please… wake up please…" I closed in on him, looking into his dead, soulless eyes. "Please wake up… for… for me… please… I've been so alone for so long… I just… I just want to talk to you again… I know you're stoic and all that… but… but you're my best friend… and I need you. Please… Freddy... " I said. I looked down at him… nothing. Not even the smallest of movement.
"Derreck… can you… can you hear me either? Or am I really alone? Why me!? What did I do for this!" I yelled. It was unfair… so unfair. The only reason I'm here is because… because… that man… killed those children… then they ended up in us… wait… he left. He left, I saw him, but, something happened.
"If… if he didn't shove Derreck and the others into us… who… who did? Who put the children into us!?" I said to myself. This new revelation helped me cope with the numerous amount of questions in my mind… writing them down might have helped… if I had the right arm for it. Looking back over to Freddy, I sighed to myself at the pure silence the room produced.
I decided to fix Freddy. I never did that sort of thing before, so it would be a large learning experience for me. Another thing that I've never done before is do all of this with the only light source being a dinky little flashlight; Not the best experience I've ever had. I think after about thirty minutes, the only thing I managed to do was wear myself down even more than I already did. And Freddy looked exactly the same as he was before I started… so dead… and broken. Like chica… and Foxy too… and the children inside us all… Dead…
And broken…And mangled.
And we smelled offal too… the stench… only got worse as time went on too… and time is one of the most painful things I've ever had.
And sadly, I had a lot of time; most of which I spent looking at my dead friends. Hoping their child would too awaken them like mine did to me. I hope it happened soon… Even if it was just for an hour. I hate being so alone…
And it's dark.
Author's Note-
Oh wow, ok, this took much longer than I wanted it too! I'm sorry! Don't worry, I'm still trying to get these out, it might just take a bit longer, as I've been way busier than I'd like to admit lately. Don't worry, I'm not going to leave or anything, I might just be a bit slower on relesing these. It's probably a good thing, go outside once in awhile! Anyway, this is now act II! YAY! Well, while this one was difficult to start, I think it will get better and better as it goes along! Anyway, enough rambling, have a great day! BYE!
Song of the day-
"Fire Fire" By Flyleaf. Omg, this one is a new one for me, but I LOVE THIS SONG! IT'S A NEW FAVORITE! Oh sorry, got excited. ^_^