Here we are kiddies! Chapter 11. I think I like how it turned out. Hopefully you guys will!
Fiction, don't own, blah blah blah...I get so tired of saything...
ENJOY!
Angela's POV
My heart felt like it was going to explode. I couldn't move I was frozen in my place.
Jordan looked nervous. I took a deep breath watching as they played a few songs. The crowd seem to of really loved them. And I must say they came along way since high school. Although Jordan was always amazing at singing and playing the guitar something about his voice was different.
I continued to sit there watching and listening slightly smiling to myself. He looked over at me more than a few times and I felt my heart skip a beat each time.
I really need to talk to him .
I was so lost in my thoughts I almost didn't hear him speaking.
"I uh.. wrote this songs a couple of years ago.. about someone who means a lot to me.." He said looking directly into my eyes.
I felt the tears immediately swell in my eyes. Rayanne, Sharon, and Rickie all looked over at me smiling.
I looked back at the stage just as the song started.
Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
about things I couldn't say to you
and things that we could never do and,
This conversation has had no face
when the words take days you can re-write and erase anything
you know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
knows all this
and I'll borrow words from all my favourite paragraphs
to write about all of these faded things
we hope would mean the most to me
and
each line is sent i have found a new pages of hope for the days when i fell like I've lost everything
you know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart really can't take that)
so I'll sing this song for everyone thats come out lost
But, I'll be ok (Is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken
But I'll be ok (is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken
I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken
(repeats)
(singing)-I'll be ok, is that what you want me to say
Cause it's broken
and well, try so bad to tell me that you
make it that you're sorry and the
lines we said
never meant the words we meant
Cause it's broken
Every kiss that you could ever mean
The everything that takes you back
The chocolate, rose, the kisses
That like chasing through your misses
I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken
(x2)
Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
about things I couldn't say to you
and things that we could never do
I sat there in awe with my mouth hanging open slightly a few tears rolling down my cheeks.
Taking a deep breath I realized I needed air... Fast. Getting up not saying anything I got up running out after they had left the stage.
Leaning against the building I rested my head back trying to catch my breath. Trying to let everything register.
"Angela..."
I looked up my eyes meeting Jordan's beautiful blue ones.
It was like a water line busted or something causing the tears just erupted and didn't stop falling. Walking over to him I wrapped my arms around him burying my head in his chest.
"I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry" I choked through my tears that drenched his shirt.
He wrapped his arms around me running his fingers through my hair.
"hey... don't cry.. it's ok" He whispered in my ear.
I squeezed my eyes shaking my head.
"No... it's not Jordan.." I said looking up at him "First, I didn't even try contacting you to tell you want happened, and then when I did tell you I didn't even give you a chance to say anything, And second I'm sorry I couldn't have our baby. I'm sorry... I'm sorry" I broke down again.
I never really let it out about how I felt after losing the baby that I didn't even know I was carrying till it was dead. I never let anyone know how I really felt about it. I just always went alone as if everything was ok.
"Angela.. baby, you didn't know how to contact me. You had no clue where I was or anything I totally understand that, and I also understand why you didn't give me a chance to say anything. You were scared sweetie, I promise you it's ok... And Angela.." He stopped taking a deep breath "I think you lost the baby, as a way of god letting you know you weren't ready, or something ya know?"
Where is Jordan Catalano and who the hell is this?
I looked up at him into his eyes. There was something there that made my heart flutter, it's always been there but it was so much deeper now.
"Angela, you don't have to apologize.. For anything" he whispered wiping my tears away.
I didn't know what to say, I couldn't find words to explain what I wanted to say. So I leaned up kissing him hoping and praying to god this would let him know.
Jordan's POV
I was searching her face for some sign of what she was thinking, or what she was going to say when I felt her soft lips against mine. It had been so long since I kissed her, it took my breath away. My knees got weak. Partly my lips slightly I allowed her tongue in and it gently massaged mine.
God I've missed her taste
It felt like everything disappeared around us as I deepened the kiss.I almost didn't notice it started to rain. Bringing my hands up I cupped her face.
When we broke apart I rested my forehead against hers both of us trying to catch our breath.
"I've missed that" She said barely above a whisper holding on to my wrist.
I smiled "So have I"
We stood there looking into each other's eyes ignoring the rain that fell soaking us.
"I've missed you" I whispered running my hand gently over her face.
She smiled up at me "I've missed you too"
I fought the urge to lean down and kiss her beautiful soft lips.
She giggled and I raised an eyebrow at her.
"What?"
"You want to kiss me"
"what?" I chuckled.
"Jordan.. I always know when you want to kiss me"
"hmm Really?" I asked smirking putting my hands in my pockets.
"yep.. It's so obvious. You get this look in your eye..Like a little kid who wants candy but can't have it" She laughed.
I rolled my eyes shaking my head.
"whatever"
"you do!"
"ok.. if you say so... how about we get out of this rain?" I asked reaching out for her hand.
"please" She said taking it.
I started walking towards my car.
"we're not going back inside?" She asked
"Did you want too?" I looked at her hoping she would say no
"Not really"
I smiled and nodded opening the door for her.
So there you have it! I sorta have an idea of what I want to happen in Chapter 12, but I'm not too sure.. Any one have suggestions? I'll proudly use them, and give you credit for giving me the idea!! Love ya guys!
The song played in this chapter is called "The Last Something That Meant Everything" By Mayday Parade.