011. Pain {Clary/Sebastian}

Maybe it only felt wrong because he wasn't Jace, and for better or worse (definitely worse) that was who Clary loved. Maybe that was why his fingers seemed to burn her skin, not with the warm glow that Jace had outside the Wayland manor in the grass, but with a dark, phosphorescent flame that hurt. Maybe that was why his hot gaze made her feel more than naked, but stripped to the bone, bloody and vulnerable. Maybe it only hurt so much because Clary knew that even though Jace was her brother, she should've said yes out in the grass.