So glad to be back after such a long time! Between work, school, and vacations, I haven't had time to do anything. I had to read what I wrote last to see where I was at. Thanks to all who review (It means a lot to me) EnJoY.
I looked at her still body with amazement in my eyes. I can't believe a girl with a body like this was treated the way she was. Faye looks like an angel, but she's nowhere near one. None of us are. Faye, Jet, and myself have done more sin than we can be forgiven for. We've killed so many people in our life times. If there was a God, he would send us to Hell with out a second thought. I can't speak for them but I know that's where I belong. But I'm not there, that's why I don't believe in God. So many people love this figure but live lives that no one should live but people who don't give a damn about this man live with so much fortune in their lives. If there was a God, I'm sure he wouldn't let Faye live the way she did for so long.
I laid next to her and her body curled up immediately next to mine. It gave me comfort but I knew this was wrong. I'm old enough to be her Father but yet I'm slowly starting to develop strong feelings for her that is not exactly what family members in there right minds have for each other. I love Julia but Faye is starting to make it fade. I betrayed Julia but Julia always betrayed me with Vicious. She was a liar and conniving, not to mention a killer, so does that make things like this right?
I reached for my cigarettes and lit one. I added liquor to my session just to help make my thoughts a little softer. I stroked Faye's arm, it was just like ice. Now that I know where she came from, I know the little red spots scattered across her body was where she was freezer burnt. More and more everyday I feel sorry for this girl. I give her hell even though she's been through so much. It makes sense to me now why she is so snappy, it's because she never had a chance to stand up for herself. It takes a strong person to be in her shoes. From here on out, age is nothing but a number. It's about knowledge and experience, Faye has both. She's not a child anymore.
I left after a short nap. It was still wrong of me to even be in the same bed as her. I went to the living room to claim my normal spot on the couch but Jet was drinking his coffee looking at the paper. I was waiting for this moment. It's the perfect time to show Jet the tapes and the diary. Faye's fast asleep and I highly doubt she's getting up anytime soon.
"Hey Jet, you gotta minute?" He nodded his head as he closed the paper. I pulled the dairy out of my coat pocket and handed it to him.
"What is this Spike, it looks pretty old. Did you steal this?" Why would I still someone's shit that's not worth anything but that's beside the point. I went back to the ship and brought the tapes in. There was no way I was risking Faye to find these. To be honest, I don't think she's ready to find out yet.
"Jet, I found out a lot of things that I can't put in words. You'll just have to read the diary and watch the videos," Jet's known me for so long he knows when I'm lost of words, it's something really serious. We stuck the one of the videos in and watched.
These movies were of Faye before she was frozen. She was a very talented little girl. She sung and knew how to play piano. And just like being talented, she was one beautiful girl. They used her beauty for guilty pleasures. Beauty was her pitfall. If it wasn't for her beauty, she wouldn't have gone through what she did. I looked over to Jet and he just stared at the TV. He couldn't believe what he was seeing either. Jet took it harder than me because he is raising this girl like it was really his child. It made him upset because he saw how her real parents mistreated her. Faye's mother just stood there and watched along side her other siblings as her father beat her. But I feel her mother. By the looks she has, there's been many of times she tried to intervene but was easily beaten by that man as well. Faye's father must be sitting right along with Julia in the pits of hell.
After that video we stuck in the other one. It was surveillance of when Faye had her baby and when she woke up. We watched and no words could be spoken. There's one hell of a difference from hearing it to seeing it. I can't imagine what Jet's thinking right now. When they carried the dead infant to the next room, my stomach turned. What if that was my child? I tried to put myself in Faye's shoes but I could never do that. Now I understand why that scar is such a touchy thing with her. Faye doesn't know what it is but her body does. It remembers everything. The mistreatment, the beatings, the hurt of giving birth to a dead baby. The video changed from Faye's death to being born again. She remembered everything before her body went into shock from being froze for over a hundred years. She fought the doctors and nurses that were trying to help her. She was like a wild animal in that room. I see now how Abel let her have his ship. He felt sorry for her. We all feel sorry for her. I'll never be able to say how many times sorry needs to be said to her. Than the tape went blank. It was over. Jet walked over to his drawer of cigars. I haven't seen him reach for one since he told me about his missing wife.
"Damn..." It was only thing Jet could say. Jet looked at the ground, than looked at me. He blew smoke from his cigar than spoke, "How are we going to tell her all this stuff. We can't tell her all of this!" He fails to see that we have no choice.
"Jet, we have to. We owe her enough to tell her where she's came from. We can't just forget about this and act like it didn't happen. Faye deserves to know. We can't lie to her anymore. This is too much to lie about,"
Jet took another drag and looked at the ceiling fan. What the hell have we got ourselves into.
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