I get a text from Sam asking if I could meet him by his car, I agreed he won't tell me where we are going. He looks more peaceful and alot calmer than yesterday and I'm so relieved about that. I look at him for five minutes then look away when we got to a stop light I felt him looking back at me I turned around and his gorgeous eyes were locked on mine "Sam I'm sorry we had to go through all this I can't wait to see what tomorrows homework assignment and this weeks video will be." Sam stops at this animal shelter.
he smiles and says "well aren't you coming?" I get out of the car and I'm so excited I told him how I loved to volunteer at animal shelters they help me calm down. That's all I did after James broke up with me I run to Sam and hold his hand there, we see the most adorable puppies ever. I kissed him on the cheek and asked how I could help our job was just to play around with the puppies that's so relaxing later when Sam and I got back it was so late everyone was asleep I went in the kitchen and got chocolate syrup and tried to put it in a spoon I spilled it it's all over my hand then I wiped it on my face then Sam walks in laughing "what" I say "Well I don't know if you know this but you got chocolate sauce everywhere" I laugh and try to get it off he says "I'll help you" I look at him and "how are you gonna help me with no napkin?"
He just simply walks over and licks all the sauce off! My heart is pounding I turn my face and kiss him repeatedly. Ok, so we made out for quite some time, but this is SAMUEL FRICKEN LARSEN! "I think we should get some rest." I nd at him reluctantly and kiss him one more time before heading for the girls dorm.
The next morning we find out the theme of the week is vunerablity and for the homework we had to sing "Please don't leave me" that song says something to me even more when Sam sings it. Sam won the challenge! "Sam what's your word for your board?" Erik asks him.
Sams POV
"my word is Rejected, I chose it because I've been cheated on many times in the past and when one really good relationship lasted and marriage was brought up bam I was dumped" I say and look down, all their staring eyes boaring holes in me. None of the holes are bigger than the one in my heart. Which someone has finally managed to start filling. I think you know who I mean. Erik then says "Jasmine what's your word" and I look over at her.
Jasmines POV
"My word would have to be Insecure no matter what I do I think someone is judging me most likely because they are-but I can't help that I think that I'm ugly and that I'm not going to make it anywhere in life, I've never had any confidence in myself." I say and Samuel gives me a reassuring smile, even though his eyes are red and puffy from crying.
As the others tell their stories streams of tears flow down my cheek. Alex's word was Gay, Hannah's was Fat, Cameron Misunderstood, Damians was Numb, Marissas word was Anorexic which really shocked me! And Lindsays was Fake dead on Lindsay dead on! But then she starts talking about her adoption, which kind of breaks my heart and I instantly feel sorry for her.
After the video shoot was over everyone took their signs off and stomped/ ripped them tiny pieces, We walked out of shot and the second Eric shouts cur, Samuel hugs me. "You ok?" I ask him and he nods. "I'm great." He says back and I smile.
When all was said and done Lindsay went home. Even though she may have been a little Fake, but she was a really good friend who I could speak to about anything including, including Samuel.
Ok so I've fallen in love with him, but I can't just tell him! I don't know if he feels the same way I know im in love hen I see him my mood changes my heart races and I can't stand to be away from him, he is the only thing I think about, I even scribble his name in my notebook doesn't that say love to you? I wonder if he's fallen too.