Ch 11

Anabella "Ella" Lee Brooks

I was going back to Ohio after visiting my family in Chicago and I became very sick. My mom getting tired of me throwing up and no explanation took me in to see the dr. So while going over everything and sitting for 2 hours waiting on results we got the answer. Just not one I was really ready for.

"You're pregnant Addie."

"What?"

"Yep by my calculations you are 3 and a half months along but I asked for an ultrasound tech to meet with you tomorrow."

"Ok then what?"

"Then if a few weeks and you come home we go over all your options."

"But I can't wrestle anymore?"

"No that would a very bad idea. Discuss this over with the father and we can talk more."

The father shit what Jon going to say when I tell him. He is just getting back into the groove of wrestling like mad right now. I can't take that away from him.

"I will thanks doctor."

The next day I go to see the ultrasound tech with my mom because she discussed everything with me last night. No matter what if Jon wasn't going to be here her and I would raise this baby. This is my child and I knew what would happen if I had sex with Jon so it is my responsibility to take care of her.

"So by the looks of things you are 2 and half months along your due date is December 8th."

"The day after Jon's birthday."

"Everything is looking good would you like to hear the heartbeat?"

"Yes"

Then this amazing sound came through the room and the tears in my eyes could not stop flowing because all I was hearing was the heartbeat of the child Jon and I created the very first night we had sex. She was made of love but I just hope that love would last. But as usual when it came to Jon moxley I was wrong oh so very wrong.

2 days later

I flew out to Cincinnati to go see Jon and to tell him. I already told two of the promoters I worked for about it and was going to tell another on this trip. WI stopped by the apartment I was sharing with Tara and Alex to see them helping pack up everything because we all decided to go back home. Especially Alex who wanted to be close to Joaquin. One of our close friends from school growing up that Alex always had a crush on. Tara just didn't want to be in Ohio.

"Hey pregnant lady have you gone to see him yet?"

"No I was heading there in a minute after I grabbed his stuff from here."

"Ok we will see you back home the truck should be here shortly that Phil paid for and then we are driving up home." We all hugged each other.

I got in to the rental car because my friend Xavier came over and took mine to Chicago for me. I drove over to where Jon was staying and just got these weird feeling in my stomach that I wasn't going to like what happened next. Sure enough I was right. I walked in and his roommate Rick was trying so hard to not let me to Jon's room until I punched him in the face. When I got closer I heard moaning from a woman saying Jon's name over and over and I was like please let this be a joke. But it wasn't a joke. In his room was Jon having sex with one of the girls he was working with at one of his promotions. She screamed when I came into the room and Jon tried to look guilty for a minute than that Mox attitude came out.

"Why don't you join us Princess we were just getting started?"

"Not on your life you piece of shit."

I threw the box he had given me with a ring in it at his head. Then I threw his stuff I brought at him. Till the slut got the idea and left without her clothes because I wouldn't let her grab them. I didn't care at that moment all I saw was red. I punched her in face when she came towards me and I kicked Jon in the nuts when he went to grab me.

"What did you want Addie."

"I came here to tell you something but I guess I should have known that everything you have been saying to me for months was still a lie."

"It was only this one time I swear I got drunk and she was here you weren't so I went for it."

"Well while you were going for it I was too busy finding out I am having a baby Jon."

"What"

"Yes I'm pregnant and don't even start with the whole it's not mine because we both now I only ever had sex with you."

"Then what do you want from me money?"

"Nope just wanted you to know the truth and that I am leaving here going back home and raising our child without you so don't worry I won't come after you for child support."

"What if I wanted a part of the child's life?"

"Really Jon we both know that is bullshit so just go on with your life without a care in the world while I take care of this child."

After that I left. I never looked back and went about my days. At 6 months I came back there to see Matt. He wanted to talk because a month after leaving Jon I started to date this guy Matt Polinsky. He was a good guy but he wanted so badly to have sex and I really wasn't into that and we ended up in a huge fight over it. He tried to hit me once while drunk and Jon's friend Brian who had come to see me for the day stopped him. I knew he was going to tell Jon about it and frankly I didn't give a shit anymore. I was going to be single and live my life how I wanted now that my baby girl was on her way.

"So does he know?'

"Jon yes he knows that I was pregnant and hasn't tried to contact me so he obviously didn't care."

"According to Cody he is just scared bunny you have to give him time."

"I think almost 6 months is plenty of time but it just shows he doesn't want someone as amazing as this little baby growing inside me or to be with me for that matter so why should I try to please him?"

"He is the dad Addie."

"Being there for the baby makes you dad leaving the mother while she is pregnant is being a sperm donor and to me that is all he is. I love you matt you know I do but Jon isn't going to change and I can't wait around for him. She is coming soon and she has all she needs in me."

I went to hug him and we decided on going to a little place to go eat. When we got there Jon was sitting there with some friends and immediately stopped talking when he saw me. He tried to come up to me but I turned away with matt standing in front of me.

"Addie can we please talk?"

"Why so you can treat me like crap again and tell me bullshit lies?"

"For the baby please?"

"Fine 5 minutes."

"So how is it going with the baby?"

"She is doing just fine we are at the halfway point and I can't wait for her to be here."

"Her?"

"Yep Anabelle Lee Brooks. Ella for short."

"She isn't going to have my last name?"

"Why should she Jon you don't want her or me and as I said to you I will make sure you don't have to pay child support now you can go be with your friends and live your life."

I let him leave then ate with matt before going to the airport and going home to be with my family. It was hard but I know Jon wanted to be free to wrestle and have fun who am I to deny him of that so I just went on my way and took care of everything for Ella on my own.

December 7th 2008

The day my life forever changed. I was at my mom's house sitting with my twin when all of a sudden sharp pains started up and I just screamed. My mom came in and timed them and after a little bit decided we were going to the hospital. Luckily for me that Phil was able to be here for it and came with us because I knew I needed my family to survive this. After 10 hours and no pain meds because I wasn't ok with them at all. After pushing for 10 minutes I hear this loud scream and I instantly started to cry as the dr cleaned her up and they laid her on my chest. From that moment I was in love with this sweet angel. After a while the nurse allowed the rest of my family and friends to hold her and all I could think about is how much I hated Jon for not being here and witnessing this miracle. How that little girl will probably never know her father because he just didn't care about us. And from that moment on I knew I would protect her with my life.