~Chapter 11~

Messed Up

BPOV

I dreaded going to school today.

It was going to be a long and sucky day and just to prove me right, Alice was knocking on my door at 5:30a.m as usual and I hadn't slept hardly any this weekend.

"Damn, Swan, you look like shit…"Alice snapped.

"This is going to take some magic, get showered and hurry" she continued.

I padded into the shower and put it on scalding hot to release the tension in my shoulders.

I stayed under for a few minutes, before Alice was knocking on the door, telling me to hurry!

I was finally finished and she knew I wasn't in the mood to be Barbie today, so she found a pair of skinny jeans and a tight, dark blue tunic sweater, blue ballerina slippers, she French braided my hair and added a little bit of makeup.

We grabbed pop tarts in our way out and stopped for Starbucks!!

With Alice's driving we were never late!

We arrived at school, minutes before the silver Volvo…

We were walking onto the sidewalk when I heard my name "Bella, Bella can we talk?" It was Jake.

"What Jake? I have nothing left to say to you. All these people are staring at me, because of you!" I spat.

"Bella it was stupid and I'm sorry, but they were really pissing me off…" he was still talking.

"Whatever Jacob (he knew I meant it then), we're finished, no more, nothing. You threw my friendship out the window with the fucking lie you told. Stay away from me!" I yelled and walked away.

I walked straight to first period English which, thankfully I had with Alice and she was already there, she shot me a confused look and I said "later" and held up my hand.

Class started and I actually enjoyed it today, we were reading Romeo and Juliet, one of my favorites.

Most of the morning went off pretty boring. I was waiting for lunch…

Finally, it was lunch.

I walked into the cafeteria, shortly before Alice and felt her hands on my shoulder, whispering in my ear "Edward has been asking if you're o.k. all morning."

"What? He didn't say anything. Don't get my hopes up Alice, you know I like your brother, but he can't get over the fact that Jacob was at my house last night and he didn't even want to hear me out. So don't tease me!" I snapped and grabbed a lunch tray.

I got my food and looked over at our usual table, there was an empty seat, well 2, but I new Alice would be taking the one next to Jasper and would be pissed if I did. So I took a deep breath and sat down next to Edward, across from Emmett.

"Bella, what's up sweetheart" Emmett asked.

"Nothing" I said unemotionally.

"Well you look pretty pissed, so something…" he continued.

"Nothing Emmett, nothing at all, now leave me the fuck alone!" I grabbed my tray threw the entire thing in the fucking trash can, except my drink and stormed out of the lunch room. Thankfully it wasn't raining and I grabbed a spot under the big tree and sat, steaming, Emmett and his big mouth!!!

I heard the bell ring and went to Biology, knowing I'd have to see Edward. I growled.

I looked down and SHIT!!! I forgot my bag in the cafeteria. I went to turn around and he was standing there with a shitty smile on his face and holding up my bag 'forget something?' .

"Thanks" I reached out to grab my bag and he grabbed it back.

"That's not very polite Bella Swan", he snapped.

"Fine, carry it to class, less work for me" I retorted.

I turned and walked towards Biology.

"Wait!" Edward yelled.

I kept walking and he grabbed my arm, spinning me around towards him.

EPOV

I grabbed her arm and spun her around towards me.

"Damn It Bella, I'm trying to be nice here and listen to what you have to say, but you just keep walking away." I sighed.

"Well, every time I tried to talk to you , you ignored me or gave me the cold shoulder. What was I suppose to do?" Bella sighed.

She was so damn sexy when she was pouting, I wanted her even more so… But, I know she wouldn't act upon anything for a while now.

We both headed for Biology class and sighed when we got to our respected seats.

Thank God, a lab.

I'd be able to talk to her a little while.

"Listen, I'm sorry I stormed away" I whispered.

"I just, I was jealous when I saw Jacob sitting there and you in your tempting jammies. It made me crazy. I went home and was so pissed and jealous, I started throwing and punching my walls, see (I showed her my hand and all the cuts on it.) Alice was freaking out and tried to calm me, but it wasn't working. Finally my dad got home and we had a long talk. He told me I really couldn't be jealous or actually have any right to be jealous, since you weren't truly mine, yet. (I stressed the 'yet' part)." I looked up at her under my lashes and smiled.

She was blushing.

"So what are you saying Edward Cullen?" Bella asked

"Well, I think I'm asking if you'll be my girlfriend, I'd love to give it a try, if you're sure you're done with Black." I replied.

"I'll give you my answer after class, now lets finish this lab." she was blushing again.

Class seemed to drag by, I watched her the entire hour, she was driving me crazy, even if it wasn't on purpose. Finally the bell rang.

We packed our stuff and made our way out into the hall.

"So???" I asked hesitantly.

"Walk me to gym?" she asked.

"Yes, anything for you Bella love" I smiled.

We got to gym, she turned and pushed me against the lockers and gave me the most amazing kiss, everyone was watching!

She pulled away and smiled.

"Is that a yes?" I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders and walked into gym.

Damn, now I was horny and confused.

I decided to skip Spanish, I had things to take care of.

I sat in my car and listened to music, waiting to hear the last bell.

Finally.

I raced to gym, waiting fro Bella to come out.

She walked out, wincing, she had a big welt on her forehead that she was rubbing.

I walked up and grabbed her around the waist, she let out a shriek, until she realized it was me, she turned around and gave me another wonderful kiss. This one was harder and deeper, I was groaning in the middle of the school, when we cam up for air, I realized that she was wrapped around my body and I had my hands on her ass.

Emmett came walking by and said " take it to a hotel Cullen".

I just smiled, flipped Bella to my back and carried her to our cars.

We sat in the back of her truck, while we waited for everyone else.

Alice came skipping up "I knew this would happen" she said smiling.

Bella was blushing again.

I hated to say goodbye, but I knew she had to get home and my siblings we quite impatient.

We kissed again and I told her I would pick her up in the morning.

"I'll call you later, love" I said and gave her a quick kiss.

Emmett pulled me away from her and shoved me in the car.

Man, I hated being away from her, I felt empty all of a sudden.