This wonderful day turned into my personal nightmare.

Randy ran over to me and kept asking what was wrong, while I continually muttered incoherently no. Carlos was holding Roxy as she cried by the barrier. Though Audri was my friend first; her, Roxy and I became the inseparable trio. Randy was visibly freaking out and he ran over to Roxy to find out what was wrong. He had just reached her when I started to get up. He ran over and held me as I cried.

"She is gone Randy, she finally did it. I thought she was better. She hadn't said anything about it to me in months. She was so much better. How could I have been so blind? It's all my fault."

"Babe, who did it? What's going on?"

"Audrianna Mayfield, the actress, my best friend and sister. She killed herself Randy. She took her own life and took herself away from me! It's all my fault; I was supposed to be there for her when she needed me. I promised her, Always, I would never leave her. I would be there when she needed me and I obviously wasn't. I wasn't there! She needed me Randy and I wasn't there to save her. It's my entire fault."

He shushed me and held me as I cried and broke down in front of these millions of people. I was starting to get better when, Lillian took a mic and asked for the undivided attention.

"Ladies and Gentlemen, as I am sure you heard; actress Audrianna Mayfield was found dead earlier today. The WWE would like to share our condolences towards her family and closest friend, Miss Kaitlyn Michaels who is with us hear right now."

My heart broke to hear someone actually say it, it made it true. I brought my head off of Randy's shoulder to look in his eyes. Our eyes met, and he brought his hand up to my face. He used his thumb to wipe my running make up off my face before looking behind him towards Roxy and Carlos. He looked back towards me and I nodded, having a rough guess on what he was going to do.

He sat me on the apron of the ring; and helped me down so I could walk and took my hand. We walked by the fans and they were all saying condolences as we past. As I walked past I saw a little boy with a bald head standing at the corner of one of the barriers screaming for me. I walked over to him and smiled. His mother was standing behind him smiling with tears in her eyes.

"Hi Kaitlyn." I wiped my tears off my face and sniffled trying to get my act together for this little fan

"Hey, little dude. What's up?" I looked behind him to his mother and she stepped forward.

"This is James; he is 6 and has Leukemia." A few more tears spilt but I smiled down at him before speaking.

"Wow James you're really brave."

"Thanks Kaitlyn, I'm really sorry for your friend Audrianna."

"Thank you James"

"This is my best friend, Randy," He said as he showed me his teddy bear wearing a miniature 'Apex Predator' shirt, "He helps me get through when I feel down. Here you can have him, you need him more than I do right now."

My heart broke as I saw the sincerity of this little boy and they unimaginable amount of love he has. I took the teddy bear and gave it a big hug before giving it back

"Thank you James, I needed a hug from a best friend. James do you want to come with me and Randy here, to the ring to show your best friend it? I know that is what my best friend would want to do."

Through my tears started falling again as I thought of her, I knew this is what she would have wanted me to do in this situation. Smile and put my emotions on the back burner and take care of business but always put fans first. I saw his smile grow and he looked back towards his mom who nodded her head. I reached over and picked him up before setting him down and grabbing his hand and walking towards the stage with both Randys. We climbed the stairs and I got a mic to speak into before sitting in the middle of the ring. The entire stadium came to a complete silence waiting for us to talk.

"Okay WWE, this is James and his best friend Randy,' as I said that James jumped up and waved and hugged his bear,'

"Okay James and Randy, this is the ring that we do our matches in." I took the time to show him everything there. Smiling knowing that where ever Audri is she is smiling down, knowing how sweet and innocent this little boy is.

We were walking back into the ring when the crowd burst into applause. I looked back to see everybody from backstage coming out to the ring to meet this incredible boy and give their condolences to me. Each superstar introduced themselves and I smiled as he looked up at me.

I went to say something to Randy to see him over by James's mother helping her over the barrier so she could be in this moment with her son. As she reached him they both hugged and then posed for pictures with every star. And the cool part was that the stars that were waiting to meet James or already had, we going around the arena meeting fans and signing autographs.

I started crying again profusely thinking of Audri and how this would have changed her life. When I hear a single clap start before the entire stadium started joining in with the slow claps. When that was at full force they all started chanting my name. I got back on the mic and simply said, 'This isn't for me, this is for James and Audrianna" The chats changed to Audrianna and James off and on for the rest of the night. When James had met everyone he ran up and hugged me so tight. I picked him up and held him close. I just set him down when Triple H came out. The crowd went wild and when it settled Hunter finally spoke.

"Kaitlyn, I am deeply sorry for your loss, but you have just done something to all of us. You have made the first step in reconnecting the stars with the fans. I am sorry it took the life of your friend to do that, but in a way I am glad it happened. And because of that, I would like to offer you, a contract with the WWE as a Diva on Smack down AND Raw. Or any job you would like."

More tears fell as I fell to my knees, my mind overused by happy and sad moments in the last few hours. James ran up to me as Randy dropped to his knees and held me close.

"Kaity, you have to take it. This way I can come and see you!"

I looked up at Triple H and nodded my head, before speaking, "I'll do it. And James, from now on, you don't have to pay to come and see me. I'll give my number to your mommy so you can keep in touch with me and I can keep in touch with you and Randy."

I stood and put my number in his mother's number and told her I would like to know how he is every so often. Before I grabbed the little boy and hugged him with all of my being. Finally as him and his mother left, Randy escorted me back to the deserted locker room. We both had our things packed and were heading back out to my car when I remembered to tweet something.

'Though I lost my best friend today, I gained another.'

We got in my car and drove to my apartment; it was 1am when we finally got home. I unlocked the doors and went straight to my room not even bothering to shut any doors knowing that Randy was right behind me. I set my stuff on my bed before going to my closet and getting my suitcase out.

I started packing and was almost done when Randy came up and wrapped his strong arms around me and held me close. I zipped the suitcase before turning in his arms and looking up into his eyes. I reached up towards him as he brought his face down and our lips met for the most innocent kiss in history. I went to my room changed before grabbing my phone and sending out a text to Roxy and Audri's manager.

"I will be in Vegas tomorrow morning, leaving here in 4 hours after some sleep. Meet you there. I will handle all with the funeral arrangements and will."

I set my alarm for 6, since it was already 2am before settling down to bed with Randy behind me holding me close. I closed my eyes and silently prayed for the first time in a long time.

'My lord, please keep Audri safe and keep James here to live his life in her place.'