A/N: Welp, I didn't want anyone to think that was the end and poor lil Soi was dead. Not yet at least XP. So here it is another chapter. i feel as though i'm on a lil role with uploading! My fingers can't stop! They gots a mind of their own! I'm fucked... But anyhooters, appreciate the loving of reviews and comments and hope to post at least two more chapters by next week before my month long vacation. And that means no computer, microsoft word, or fanfiction... o.o How will one survive!?

Anyhooters, grab some tea and ramen, and enjoy!

~BINGO!

"Soi." Suddenly I was interrupted by a voice in the distance calling my name. I look up from my fetal position into the blackness pit. Nothing. I soon dismissed it as it was me just going crazy after being here for what felt like forever. Wiping away my tears as it's still hard to come to terms that this is how im going to be tortured. Forever alone.

My worst fear has came to reality. I guess there really is a god, and he wants me to suffer. I didn't protect the ones I love, and cant even be happy. Im just a disgrace for a human being. Tears started to spill again placing my head against my knees, then suddenly.

"Soi-Fon." It was a calm gentle voice calling out to me. It made my heart lurch as I jumped up making circles as I try to find the source to the voice.

I knew exactly where that voice came from, and I saw a glimmer of hope. "Mom?" I shout started to jog in one direction. Then I would hear her again saying my name but in a different direction. This happened 4 times until I dropped to my knees looking up. "Mom! Please help me!" I begged crying. Just hearing her voice made me so happy, but not being able to find her makes me that much more crazy. As I lowered my head when I didn't hear anything else after a good 5 minutes, I crawled into the fetal position once again giving up all hope.

But just as I closed my eyes shut, there was a bright light that shone through my eyelids. I raised my head opening my eyes, to see a figure standing in the distance where the source of light came from. "Soi-Fon!" I heard her voice again and I knew it was her. I scrambled to my feet running towards the figure in the light.

"mother!" I shouted as I reached out to the figure who did the same thing. Maybe my time of being alone finally ended. I can finally be with my mother and family up in heaven. Finally be at peace. Finally be happy. Just as I got close, the figure got a little taller, too tall to be my mother. In the end, I didn't really care who it was, all I knew is that they were here to get me out of this place.

But as I was about to touch the figure's hand, the blonde figure disappeared. And before I could stop, i started fall face first into an endless white hole of nothingness, again. But this one had an ending. There was a small black flat end. I closed my eyes praying it wasn't just a trick to wind up in the place before. And just before I hit the bottom face first I begged. "don't let it hurt."

Suddenly I felt loads of pain as I hit the bottom. I moaned and groaned as the bright light still shown through my eyelids. After about a minutes of writhing in pain and moaning, I opened my eyes.

I was no longer in an endless world of black or white, I was in a room. I was in a big bed with a nice white room with the sun shining through a closed window by my bed. I looked down at my body to only get moans in return. Just moving my neck and head made my whole body ache and give my head awful pulsing headaches. Fighting through the terrible pain, I looked down at my body to see my arms all bandaged as my right leg was raised in a weird looking cast. Obviously broken. Slowly lifting up the blanket covering my body, it showed nothing but bandages covering my body.

Laying my head back down, I realized my hair was flowing all over my pillow and part of the bed. I wanted to braid them, but obviously couldn't. I sighed looking out the window until I realized the most important part. "im alive!" I whispered as my gut felt like someone had punched blades in and out of my body.

Groaning, I managed to not move or do anything drastic. I was still alone with just me and my thoughts. But the thought knowing im alive, made tears trickle down my cheeks. I fought letting out any noises knowing that my body would kill me with pain again. Now stuck with just me and my thoughts, I was soon wondering, where the fuck am I? I have never seen this room in Hisagi's or Isane's apartment. And this is no hospital. Plus this is too bright for my house. Where the fuck am I?

As if someone had heard me, someone had walked through the door. I closed my eyes immediately trying to play sleep, figuring out where I am and what exactly is going on. I heard two sets of steps enter the room slowly and quietly trying not to "wake" me. After a few seconds of silence I heard a voice I never would have guessed I would ever hear again.

"why is it taking so long for her to wake up?" I heard Harribel's worried tone talking to a stranger. Maybe it was one of the girls that lived with her.

But it wasn't it was a soft man's voice. I have never heard this voice before, but it made me question who this person is, and what are they doing here? "Patience Harribel. She will wake soon. You need to remember that any ordinary person, even you, Could have died that night. So be grateful you have a strong fighter on your hands that is not going to die without a fight." The man's voice was so mesmerizing. But I was confused. I survived eventhough what happened could have killed anyone else? But what confused me even more, was what happened?

Harribel sighed in response as I heard a leather chair groaning making odd noises. Assuming Harribel was now occupying it. "Thank you Lord Aizen." Harribel whispered then the door closed just leaving me and Harribel together alone. Before I opened my eyes to surprise her, I was interrupted by small sounds of crying. My bed moved a little bit and more cries came but were muffled.

I couldn't bare it anymore. Opening my eyes, looking down at a Harribel arms on the bed covering her face crying into my bed. She moved her hand which was inches away from my right hand. She grabbed it holding it so gently, it was as if she put any pressure, I would shatter into millions of pieces. She then spoke. "please, wake up. I can't take it anymore. I am so sorry for getting you into this mess. If there is any way you would forgive me, I would forever be in your debt. But I cant do anything for you and protect you, unless is you wake up." This girl has gone crazy.

I smiled at the thought of wanting to protect me, but had to force myself not to laugh. Instead I took a deep breath moving my hand so it was now squeezing her in a nice hold. It stung like pins were pinching my skin, but it was worth Harribel's attention. Also I loved holding her hand. Once I got her attention, she froze and stiffened shocked.

In response she jolted up looking over at me. Her eyes were red along with streams flowing down her cheeks. Aside from the tears, looking at her small three braids and her beautiful blonde hair flowing across her face and shoulders, she was beautiful. Except for that fucking turtle neck thing that was again covering only her boobs and up to her nose. Even though I was asleep, she still was hiding. It upset me, but I had to let it go and be thankful im alive and here with her.

"I appreciate that you want to protect me. But I think your over exaggerating." I smiled but she was still speechless with her mouth hanging open.

"but it is my fault you got hurt in the first place." She scooted closer tears still flowed down her cheeks. Letting go of her hand fighting through the pain. Trying not to wince or make any weird sudden movements, I reached over wiping away the tears from her face as she smiled when I finished leaving my hand open as she brushed her cheek against my palm. It fit perfectly as she nustled against it comfortable.

"you no need to put any fault. Just give me some more credit. I am a lot stronger than I look. You should know that." She nodded as her eyes filled again with more tears but somehow understood my comment. "But if you don't mind me asking. How did you find me?"

Harribel looked back over at me then froze. "are you telling me you don't remember that night?" she seemed to have a worry tone in her voice which made me uncomfortable.

I furrowed my brow thinking. It gave me a slight headache but ignored it. "lets see. I was wondering around the park. I saw a some sort of animal, it attacked me. I passed out, and then woke up here." It was hard enough to remember that much of last night. It was all like a big fog. And just that little bit appears and that's it. Something doesn't seem right, even by Harribel's response.

"that's all you remember?" she asked in a sort of shaky tone. As I nodded, she got up leaving my hand to fall on the bed as it stung and she vanished through the door. For some reason, I feared that I am missing some important things from that night, and it even seems to worry Harribel. Again, I have more questions than answers. My head started to have huge pangs as I tried to fight through the fog. But I remember nothing. It made it more and more painful until the pain clouded my head as I passed out succumbed by darkness.