A/N- I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for not updating! Have some virtual bricks to throw at me! I wish I could update more, but so much stress and drama has been in my life recently, I couldn't update. Updating is one of my top PRIORities (HA YOU GET IT? LIKE AS IN TRIS PRIOR? YUP, if you can tell, I have EATON up most of my Divergent puns! ;)). But, work and family will come first. My dad went to India for a month, because my grandmother died. I was crushed. She was a great woman. She donated her eyes, to help people in need. She is one of my hero's, along with my mom's dad, who died when I was younger. They were great people, and I miss, and love with all my heart. Because of this, we didn't celebrate the 4th of July. We also cancelled our camping trip, so we just stayed home for a while. It was hard, not seeing my dad for a long time, but I had to deal with it. There was always that fear that something would happen, luckily, nothing did.

I have also been really busy. I had A LOT of summer camps, and they are still going on now. These helped me forget my dad was gone for a month, but I had a whole month of constant camps, one of which was out of town, and I didn't see my family for a week. That ended a few days ago. I now have 1 or 2 more camps coming up. My dad did come home, but I am still really busy. I know I should have updated all of my stories, but too much stress has been in my life.

I will try to update more often, if not, throw some virtual bricks at me, here, take one. [].

Some people asked me, 'why is everyone in the same initiate year?' and saying that 'ZEKE AND URIAH AREN'T TWINS!' I know that. But I wanted it to be that way. If Tobias and Tris were the same age, then it should be, that everyone else is the same age. Just so you know.

FYI! I am planning to write a new story. It will combine two of my favorite fandoms, Divergent, and Attack on Titan. These have some of my OTPs in it, and I will hopefully write it soon! Anyway! Thanks for waiting my Initiates!

CHECK OUT THE A/N AT THE BOTTOM! PLZ! I WILL GIVE YOU A VIRTUAL MUFFIN!

P.S. Check out my friends accounts, TheMuffinGirl31 and TheJellyfishAndTheUnicorn. They, PJ/Parker, and Rylee, write stories for divergent, and Rylz, writes for the avengers as well. They write really good stories, and you should check them out! PJ told me she has only 1 follower besides me and Rylz, but she deserves so much more! Rylz, also writes lots of stories, but like PJ, they are just starting their stories, so they don't get to many views. So, I totally recommend you read my ffbae's stories.

FYI. Ffbae, is an acronym that stands for 'Favorite Friend But Also Enemy'. It something that me, Rylz, and PJ made up. ALSO, NO MATTER WHAT MY FRIENDS OR BROTHER SAY, I AM NOT DATING PARKER! WE ARE JUST FFBAE'S. AND SHE HAS A CRUSH ON SOMEONE ELSE, AND I WILL KEEP THAT PERSONS IDENTITY A SECRET! OKAY!

P.S.S how many of you noticed I changed my account name? I am no longer Dauntless4610, I am now, t0bias3at0n!

~t0bias3at0n (Sai)

Previously

I smile at the rankings. Tobias and I are still winning by a landslide. I hold Tobias' hand, as we walk back to the dorm rooms, in silence. We fall asleep quickly, but are woken up suddenly by a scream. The scream of someone I know.

The person I really hate at the moment.

The one who is jealous of my boyfriend.

The one who tried to kill me.

The one and only.

Al.

Chapter 11

Tris POV

Tobias grabs my, small hand, with his large one. He tugs on my hand, causing me to fly in to his chest. He wraps his giant arms around my petite body, and holds me tight. I look up at him, his face slightly obscured, because my face is squished into his chest, partially shutting my eyes. His dark blue eyes, are conveying many emotions.

But the most prominent ones are fear, anger, and curiosity. He leans over slightly, and turns on the lamp on the night stand next to the bed. I pull away slightly from his chest. Or at least I try to. His grip on me is too tight. I pull away as far as I can, which was less than an inch, maybe a couple of centimeters at most.

"Tobias, that sounded like Al." I whisper. Tobias looks down at me, his eyes glinting in the faint light, but he remains silent. I grab his hand, and pry myself out of his death grip.

"Hey!" he says. Looking at my body, which is now at the door. I look at him, "Come on, let's see what happened." He looks at me for a second, before nodding at me, and throwing our black comforter off. He climbs out of bed, and stretches, before coming to me, and giving me a quick kiss, and then opening the door. Outside our room, all the initiates, and standing in a blob, talking and whispering, about the scream. Then, all of a sudden, I hear Christina yell. All heads turn to her.

"WHERE IS AL?" she screeches. This starts a new conversation, and they tend to be around the fact, that it sounded like Al's scream. That's when I hear the voice of Zeke. "Let's go check it out then." He says, before turning around, and walking out the room. I look at Tobias, who nods, and we follow him out the room, along with the other initiates.

Our little mob, walks through the rocky halls of Dauntless, our bare feet, padding quietly on the floor. Tobias' strong arm is around my waist, holding me close. I lean my small head on his side, while looking at the back of Zeke and Uriah. The 5 minute walk, to the origin of the scream, the chasm, is silent, and careful. Everyone has different emotions prominent on their faces. But one, remains common on all, even Tobias'. Fear.

I push myself closer to Tobias, who in response tightens his grip on me. We see a light at the end of the tunnel. The opening to the chasm. I close my eyes, as we walk into the chasm. The blinding light of the chasm, well, it blinds me. I squint, trying to make the white at the edge of my eyes disappear.

Slowly, like water eroding a rock, the light disappears from my vision, and I can see clearly again. And all of a sudden, I am hit with the sound of the chasm. The sound of water crashing through the rocks at the bottom. The sound of mist hitting the sides of the chasm. But now, I hear something else. The sounds of people. Okay fine, Dauntless at the chasm are really, REALLY loud. But today it is different.

Usually, it is the sound of laughter, fun and of barfing into the chasm, from idiots on hangovers, which I still don't understand. Why on earth would you get drunk?

But no.

Today, it is filled with screams and sobs. I hear a strangled gasp from our group. From Chris to be exact. "Oh no. look" she whispers, while pointing a manicured hand to the right. And that's when I see it. I see a group of dauntless standing slightly away from the chasm, as five, brawny men in uniforms, the Dauntless Police, using a rope, pulling something over the lip of the chasm, under the railing. Out from the chasm, comes another police member, holding a body. They flip the body over, revealing the face.

The face of Al. I let out a strangled cry, and sink to knees, which are now numb. I feel my chest start to tighten. A multitude of questions swirl through my head. I can't take it anymore. My vision tints black.

Tobias POV

I watch as they pull the body out of the chasm. Its large frame, hanging limp from the man's arms. They flip the body over, revealing the face, of Al. I immediately feel a pain in my chest, knowing I may have had a part to play in his death. It is obvious he committed suicide. But did my hate on him, cause him to give in to the darkness? That's when I feel the grip on my waist weaken. I look down, and see my Tris, fall to her knees. Her eyes are vacant for a second, then her small, perfect lips- wait no, I will not think of that now. Her lips move, silently mouthing words.

Then I her faintly speak. "Was it my fault? Did I cause this? Why is he dead? Al? Why Didn't I forgive you?!" Her voice is getting higher and more anxious. I look into her eyes, which are now a dark grey, not her normal grey-blue eyes. "Tris?" I ask worriedly, her whispers are getting more anxious and loud, starting from a whisper, they gradually rise, until they are the sound of her normally speaking. "Tris?" I ask softly, so no one will hear her real name.

Suddenly, she screams, a high pitched scream. A scream that releases all her emotion. Her eyes are now almost black. I grip her in my arms, he body thrashing. All eyes are on us now. Suddenly her scream cuts off, and I her whisper on last thing. "Toby" Then her body goes limp. "Tris?" I whisper. I pull away slightly, and see that her eyes are closed. "NO!" I scream. I hoist her up, and twist, so she is on my back, careful, not to touch my scars, or hers. "He Stiff? What is it?" I hear Chris ask, and see the whole group looking at us, well besides Peter and Eric. Those jerks. "Tr-She Stiff" I say, before turning around, and sprinting to the infirmary. When I turn around, I see our friends running besides us, Lynn speed walking, but with a worried look on her face. And from the short time I've known here, that means a lot.

But I also see Peter and Eric cackling. Those- Never mind. I look back ahead, and run faster to the infirmary. I will not lose my Tris, the only thing important in my life. Because Tris is my life. I shake my head slightly, clearing my head, and head to the Dauntless Infirmary.

"Don't worry Tris, I will protect you." I whisper to her unconscious self.

Tris POV

In my sea of confusion. I hear Tobias' clear voice.

"Don't worry Tris. I will protect you." I smile at the thought.

I know Tobias, I know.

A/N- I decided, that, to make up for my horrible manners, I would now start something at the end of some of my chapters. I will recommend stuff, for you, my initiates. This will include, manga, anime, books, youtubers, music, etc. I will also put a 'QOTD' sort of thing, but since I might not be able to post every day, I will not call it a 'question of the day' but instead, 'question of the chapter' or a 'QOTC'. I will put these at the end of my chapters, and here, I will put some of your previous recommendations, and answers to the QOTC, and stuff like that!

RECOMMENDATIONS FOR THIS CHAPTER!

If you are okay with some blood and gore, watch/read Attack on Titan. I am addicted to the series, but, DO NOT WATCH THE DUB! IT IS TERRIBLE! WATCH THE SUB! JUST READ THE CAPTIONS!

Listen to Problem by Arianna Grande. IT IS MY JAM. Also listen to Baby Metal, Megitusne, and Doki Doki Morning. As well as the Attack on Titan openings, by Funimation.

Watch- Danisnotonfire (If you are okay with cussing) Tyler Oakley (Again, lots of cussing). If you can't deal with cussing, watch Joey Graceffa Or AmazingPhil. Minor cussing.

QOTC- If you are a boy, who is your man crush/es? If you are a girl, who is your woman crush/es? This is based off of, MCM and WCW, which is not really a 'crush' of sorts, more of an idolization. Personally, I have a man crush - duh, I'm a boy- on Tobias Eaton (I mean seriously, if you say you don't like him, regardless of gender, you probably lying.) Uriah Pedrad, Eren Jaeger, and Levi Ackerman.

Thank you my fellow initiates!

~t0bias3at0n (Sai)