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Here's another update!
This chapter contains some lemons, so don't like, don't read! (ye be warned!)
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"I promise you no one will ever harm you again", Bane spoke, hoping she believed his promise and trusted him. She slowly nodded. Bane reached behind his head and he slowly pulled his mask off. He sighed as the dulling pain instantly hit his body, but he ignored it for the moment. He moved close to Jane, kissing her on her forehead.
"You have my word."
Chapter 11. Opening up.
In his arms, Jane had fallen asleep once more. And this time there were no nightmares to haunt her in her dreams. Bane had placed her in bed, and after putting on some shorts and his mask he had joined her, keeping her body close.
He found it a good feeling, knowing that she wanted him there, by her side. Even if it was only for her protection. It meant something that she did felt safe in his presence.
Knowing he had almost been too late to save her. The despair in her eyes when she only thought about it. He wondered if he would ever be able to forgive himself. He wouldn't lose her, not like he had lost Talia. This time he had to pay more attention to his surroundings and his people. But most of all, Jane needed his undivided attention. After watching his precious angel sleep for some hours, Bane drifted off to sleep himself. His mind full with all the feelings that were running through his system. Anger. Pain. Hope. Lust. And deep, deep appreciation. That he still had what he wanted. What he needed. His angel by his side. Unharmed and untouched. And from now on, he would not let her out of his sight. He wouldn't risk another scenery like this to happen. He had promised to provide for her and to keep her safe. And he was determined to do just that.
Later that night, Jane woke with a start. Shivering and whimpering she sat up straight, quickly taking in her surroundings. She had been dreaming, again. But this time it had not been about Toby. She had been dreaming about herself and Bane. She blinked her eyes a few times, trying to shake the dream from her. It had been so real. In her dream she was alone with Bane, someplace she didn't knew. He was being kind, gentle like he had been to her the last few days. But somehow her dream had given her another feeling along with the others.
Flashback
"Bane?" Jane's soft voice asked. She was laying in his arms, both their bodies lying upon a large bed.
"Yes my angel?" his dark voice answered. He wasn't wearing his mask. His voice sounding so much more attractive and trusted this way.
"Do you love me?" her small question came. Her voice was filled with anything but fear. She already knew what his answer would be. The answer she expected from him.
"You know I do, my precious angel. You are my world." Bane hovered above her. Jane hadn't noticed it before, but they were both naked. She was slightly covered by the covers that were upon her legs, but her chest was bare to his view. And he noticed. He lowered his head down to her chest. Very gently nipping at one of her nipples. Jane sighed in delight. She never had experienced something like this before.
"Are you sure you want this. Are you ready to become a woman Jane?" his lustful voice asked her, while his hands traveled south on her body, making their way down. Jane let her eyes flutter close for just a second, thinking it over. She was ready and she wanted this. Yes, she feared the pain. But her curiosity got the best of her. She then opened her eyes and nodded. Seeing Bane was awaiting her answer before he moved. He smiled when he saw her nod. He continued his ministrations on her body. Slowly caressing every bit of skin that was bare to his view. He kept a close eye on her form. He wanted to make sure she would enjoy this as much as he would. When his hands reached the covers that hid her lower body from his gaze, he pulled them off her in one swift motion, throwing them off the bed. Jane shivered from the cold air that hit her body. Bane grunted in approval, moving closer to capture her lips with his, while he let one of his hands wonder between her thighs. Jane unintentionally closed her legs tightly at his touch, not used to have someone feeling her there. She placed her hands on his chest, not knowing what to say or do with herself. Bane saw her distress and smiled down on her, his eyes filled with lust and comfort for her.
"Relax angel, we will take this slow", he kissed her again, even more softly then before. His hand pried her legs open, now finally able to touch her most private parts. Jane's eyes grew wide when she felt his fingers caress her down 'there'. She broke the kiss to gasp at the feel of it. It felt so good, strange in a way, but very pleasant. He was still keeping it shallow, not entering her yet. Still this experience already drove her over the edge. He stroke her little bud with gentle but firm strokes, making Jane almost arch herself from under his big body.
"That's it angel, let it come over you. Do not fight it", he whispered in her ear. She came at his touch, her soft whimpers arousing him even more. When she finally stilled under him, he moved his hand back up to cup her face. He kissed her again, this time more demanding. Jane was amazed by what had just happened, lying under this very strong and massive man. His lean but muscular body hovering over hers. His weight was pleasant, not crushing. He had himself placed just right above her. He took his time, caressing her some more, before he again moved his hands down her body. He now skipped her little bud, slowly tracing his index finger past her entrance. Jane shivered.
"So wet and ready", he murmured, slowly slipping one big finger inside her. Jane wasn't familiar with this, and her body instantly tensed, but his skilled fingers found her little bud again, giving her body the pleasure it needed.
"Do not fear, my angel, this will only bring you pleasure", he spoke, pulling his finger back, before gently pushing it back in. He was still working her clit, earning delicate moans from her. He felt how tight she was, amazed by the feel of her around his single finger that was working her. He kept going till he felt her tighten once more, letting her body enjoy her second orgasm. Jane shuddered on the bed, her hands clamped on the sheet beside her.
Bane gave her sensitive flesh a kiss before he moved up and kissed her jaw.
"Did that feel good? " he asked, smiling when he saw she was still too out of breath to answer that question. He positioned himself between her legs, seeing she was still not registering what he was doing. He knew he was larger than most men, his seize down there as well build as his body. And he also knew that she was very tight. He only hoped to get this over with, to only bring her pleasure from then on. Jane's eyes fluttered open again, and that was his cue. He moved and eased himself inside of her. Jane gasped at the intrusion…
It had been so real. She swore she still felt his touch everywhere on her body. She looked beside her to see Bane was still sleeping, his body turned on his side. She firstly wondered if this dream was telling her what was yet to come. Would she really ever want him to touch her in such ways? And ask him if he loved her? She then turned crimson at the thought of it all. She just dreamed they were having sex. His hands in and out of her body, claiming her as his own. She shuddered at the thought of it. She really hoped he wouldn't be able to read her mind. If he only knew…
Sleeping after that dream seemed impossible, so Jane just rested, trying to forget her dream as best as she could. But like with everything you're not supposed to think about, it was not working.
When the morning came, Jane had slumbered in and out of sleep. Somewhere in between she had registered Bane pulling her close once again, but then apparently she had fallen back asleep right after. When she was woken by his gentle touch on her cheek, she opened her eyes.
"Good morning angel. Have you slept well?" he asked. Bane stood beside the bed, already dressed. He wore his black cargo pants and a matching black shirt. Jane's mind was wandering off to her previous dream, still praying it wasn't printed on her forehead. She just nodded and stretched her arms. She noticed he was wearing his mask, and that again, remembered her of her dream. And how he had kissed her then…
'Stop it' she told her mind. Bane seemed to notice her inner struggle for he kept an amused eye on her form.
"Something on your mind angel?" he asked, taking place on the bed. Jane quickly shook her head no.
"I'm just happy I didn't had another nightmare", she quickly lied. She hoped he would buy it. She could tell he didn't believed her fast reply, but he let the matter rest, for now.
"I want you to get ready, then we'll have breakfast", he said, caressing her cheek before leaving her be. Jane hopped from the bed into the bathroom, enjoying a hot shower. It didn't took her long to wash her body and her hair, finishing her shower within fifteen minutes. For the first time since she was here, she walked over to the large mirror next to the shower. Taking the time to look at her body. She noticed her belly and hips were a little thinner then she remembered. But her familiar curves where still visible. Jane smiled. Back in the days she cursed mother nature for giving her hips and breasts, but now they seemed right on her body. Even if she still wasn't the most confident about them, they just belonged with her. She also noticed the bruises here and there. Her face was the worst, the imprint on her cheek yellow and blue. She turned and then dried herself thinking back on Bane's words from last night. She felt better, stronger with his words in her mind. He had helped her get over this, get through this. And she was determined to not let this get her down. Even if she would have to bear with the bruises for some more days. She would not allow his ghost to haunt her. She then walked up to the sink, seeing all her familiar shampoo's and even some make up were placed there. She decided to rebuild herself, using the same pattern of getting ready in the mornings she did at home, before going to college or work. She used a little bit of concealer for underneath her eyes and the nasty bruise on her cheek. Then some mascara and a little eye liner. She looked up and for the first time saw herself in the mirror. The Jane she knew. She smiled. It felt good to see herself like this. Her brown eyes seemed a little bigger with the make up on, the color of her eyes just a little lighter. She dried her long curls and decided to let them hang loose. She then brushed her teeth and walked into the bedroom to get dressed. A red shirt with long sleeves and a dark jeans finished her good mood. She checked herself one last time in the bathroom mirror before she joined Bane in the kitchen. He had his back to her, but when he noticed her his eyes grew a little wider. Jane casually walked around the table, taking place across his seat. He noticed the changes on her face immediately, liking what he saw. Then he lowered his gaze to her red shirt that was hugging her cleavage just the right way.
"Well well look at you, you look beautiful angel." Jane smiled a little smile. She wasn't really sure if she liked the way he was taking her in with his eyes. His gaze held hers for a few seconds to long, before she broke the staring contest. Bane apparently had already eaten, for he only watched her eat, but taking none himself. When Jane finished some cereal, he cleared his throat.
"Today I am taking you out", he spoke, his eyes glued to her face, taking in every movement she made. Jane looked at him with curiosity in her eyes. What was he up to?
"Out?", she asked. Bane nodded. After everything that had happened, he had decided she would not leave his side again. He couldn't always stay here, for he needed to be in Gotham to work on his plans. He also needed to visit some other places, countries even. That meant Jane and he himself would be traveling, and he had noticed her wardrobe did not included warm clothes. And on top of that, he wanted to give her some things. Clothes being the least of them. Yes she needed them for she would be living here from now on, but he also had some other gifts in mind.
"I already told you I will never let you out of my sight again. That means you will be coming with me whenever I need to travel." Jane still looked confused at him. Was he being serious? Bane smiled at her expression. Priceless.
"For starters you will need appropriate clothes. Some places are too cold for your summer attire", he mentioned, letting his eyes roam over her form. Jane resisted the urge to huff at him. He had been the one who had packed her bags when he took her with him.
"We'll be leaving whenever you are ready." Jane instantly shove her cup aside. She did not know if he was playing her mind, but if he really was taking her out, she didn't wanted to waste another minute. She needed a change of scenery and would welcome every place he would take her. Bane smiled. He went to get their coats, before he turned towards Jane, who was standing in the living room. Bane threw his large brown coat on, holding hers out for her to take. She let him slip it on her, turning and closing the zipper. Then he pulled something very familiar from his pocket. The black tracer she wore while running. Bane didn't liked the fact it could be remembering her of Toby. But he wouldn't take any chances.
"Precaution." He said while securing it around her wrist. Jane didn't even huffed. He was taking her out of this damned house, and that was all that mattered to her.
After a short drive, through mostly woods they pulled up at a small parking lot. There was only one big store. Jane was getting very nervous at this point. What if this was all a trick? Maybe he was just testing her?
"I want to give you a warning ahead. I know the owner of this store. He'll not be startled by me or my men." Bane spoke, turning his head to indicate the car that had been driving behind them. Jane was sure Barsad was in there.
"I won't run-"Jane began, but Bane cut her short.
"I'm just making sure you know the rules. Just listen and do as I say. We don't want any unwanted attention, right Jane?", he spoke. Jane just nodded. She didn't know if she should feel scolded like a kid, or scared of what would happen if she didn't obeyed the way he wanted her to. He stepped out and walked around the car, opening the door for her. Jane hesitantly stepped out, taking his awaiting hand. She saw Barsad and another guy where following them when they walked inside. They were greeted by an old man, who was standing at the counter of the store. He had a short white beard, and friendly eyes.
"Good morning miss, and my old friend of course. Welcome", he friendly said, stepping over to shake Bane's hand.
"Thank you Frank. This is Jane', Bane told him. He watched Jane shake hands with his old friend. Frank had saved his ass a couple of times. As he had returned the favor. He knew Frank was one of those people that would actually die before selling him out. And it was very convenient that he had a store, close by for he could never take Jane shopping somewhere with his mask on and all.
"It's a pleasure to meet you miss, please look around. I'm sure you'll find things you like", he said with a wink. It hadn't escaped Jane's notice that this store sold the more expensive kind of stuff. She had seen some jewelry when they walked in and now she saw a corner full of Ugg boots. It was definitely not the kind of shop she was used going to. She turned and looked at Bane, not knowing what was expected of her. He took her hand and pulled her aside.
"You'll need clothes, shoes, the whole package. Pick out enough to last half a year from now." Jane still stood there frozen. Was he being serious?
Bane chuckled at her confused state.
"Don't be modest, I know you like to shop. I've been following you, remember?" he mocked her, smiling when he saw her lips form to a thin line.
"Be sure to take some warm clothes as underwear to, you'll need them", he said, giving her a wink before he turned and walked back to Frank, starting a loud conversation. Jane was dumbfounded. She started walking past the racks and shelves, admiring all the nice clothes and shoes displayed there. Her mind was going crazy. Yes of course she liked all these nice things! But she had always paid for her own stuff. She had once bought a pair of jeans, far over her budget, saving her money for months to finally buy it. And even then it had felt kind of wrong. But now, just picking out stuff that cost more than she would ever be able to repay? She just couldn't wrap her mind around it. It took her almost more than an hour to pick out some pants and shirts and sweaters, quickly trying them on in the large fitting rooms in the back of the store. Bane was still talking loudly to Frank, but Jane had noticed Barsad had been walking around in the store, keeping a close eye on her. After searching through lingerie, that cost more than her whole rent for a year, Jane walked back to Bane, placing everything on the counter. Bane turned, his eyes on her small pile.
"That's not going to cut it Jane. I thought I told you the wardrobe had to cover for half a year. This will not even last a month", he said, his eyes now roaming over the lingerie she had picked. Frank had watched carefully, motioning for one of his sell ladies to come in.
"She's being modest Bane, like a lady should be. Let Amanda help you, sweetheart." He said, smiling as a blond woman in her mid-thirties came to view.
"Amanda, help this young lady find herself a new wardrobe. Including everything she wants, needs and everything she just has to have." Amanda smiled at Jane, pulling her back into the store, asking her what she liked to wear and if she had seen the latest Victoria Secret lingerie. Jane wondered if Amanda had the slightest clue what her relationship to Bane was. And if Amanda even knew who he was. After another hour of trying on clothes, lingerie and picking out 3 pair of Ugg boots, Jane and Amanda finally made their way back to the counter. This time Bane seemed satisfied with the amount of clothes, shoes, socks and lingerie Jane had gathered for he just nodded at them. It appeared he didn't even had to pay for it, as he shook hands with Frank, said their greetings and they left. Barsad took care of their purchases as Bane walked Jane out. Jane turned to look inside the store, seeing Amanda and Frank talking.
"Come", Bane told Jane, holding the passenger door open for her. Jane stepped in. It felt weird, being out of the house. No longer prisoned in it. But she still didn't felt the urge to run. She still felt confused and nervous around this man. But he also made her feel safe and wanted. Something she just started to realize.
"Did you enjoy yourself?" his low voice asked, when he had taken place beside her in the car. Jane turned to look at him.
"It felt strange, do you know how much that all costs?," Jane asked in return. She was still amazed by the fact they had gone shopping, in a store like that. Bane chuckled.
"That's hardly the answer I was looking for." Jane looked him in the eye and saw he was teasing her.
"Yeah I did enjoy myself", she answered him. Bane nodded.
"Good." The drive home was silent. Bane seemed lost in his own thoughts as Jane still tried to comprehend what had just happened. As fast as they had reached the store, the house appeared before them. Helping Jane out, Bane and Barsad took in her bags. They led it up to her to unpack as the two walked back into the living room, talking about Bane's hummer. Jane happily went to the task at hand, liking the touch of her new clothes. She had never been the kind of girl to wear all the brands and stuff. But after the feel of all the soft materials and especially the Uggs boots, she was sold. The warm boots felt like they were made for her feet, warm and soft. She had put on a brown pair, the highest model. They fitted her legs and foots perfectly like a second skin. Jane placed all of the clothes in her closet, afterwards looking in the mirror liking how her new boots made her legs look. She was shocked to see it was already 5 o'clock. She smelled some delicious aroma's from the kitchen and wondered what kind of dish Walter was preparing. She made her way out of the bedroom, finding Bane already at the table. He had removed his mask and was waiting for her to join him at the table.
"Grilled beef with roasted potatoes. Enjoy", Walter said, placing a last dish on the table before he walked out of the kitchen. Bane motioned for Jane to sit down and eat. He waited till she was seated before he started placing some of the food on her plate as well as his own.
In silence they ate, both occupied with their own thoughts. After dinner, Bane excused himself. Jane was now used to the fact he always placed his mask back after they had eaten. And by the sound of it, she could tell he was also taking a shower. This gave her the time to admire her new boots some more before she turned on the TV and watched some reality soap that was currently on it. Laying lazy on the couch, her eyes glued to the TV, Jane was startled when Bane suddenly appeared before her. He was wearing a dark green pants, without any shirt to cover his very muscular chest. And even more startling was the fact he still didn't have his mask on. Jane swallowed.
"Move", he spoke, indicating for her to make space for him next to her on the couch. Jane slightly shove aside, but that wasn't what Bane had planned. He pulled her up with one arm, before he placed himself on the couch, pulling her on his lap. Jane sighed. These kind of things still made her feel so uncomfortable. His touch was always gentle, but firm. No messing with hat he wanted when he wanted it. And then there was the feeling she got right after he touched her. His fingers leaving warm trails over her body, giving her a unknown sensation.
"I wanted to thank you for taking me out today, and everything you bought me", Jane spoke. Hoping to break the tension she was feeling between them. He wasn't being angry, or sad, or just happy. She felt something else in the air she couldn't explain.
"You're welcome angel", he muttered back bringing his head close to hers, kissing the back if it. Jane shuddered. What was he doing here? When it became very uncomfortable in Jane's opinion, he pulled back and held out a little box before her hands.
"I got you something else too", he spoke, placing the box within her much smaller hands. Jane was dumbfounded. What was the meaning of this? Luckily, the box was too big for a ring. Jane had almost got a heart attack when she saw the little black box. Bane stroke her back with one of his hands.
"Open it."
Jane complied. She slowly opened the little box and gasped when she saw what was inside. A very sparkly golden bangle bracelet was lying on a small, red velvet, pillow. She cocked her head to the side to get a better view. Something was engraved into the bracelet. Bane took the little box from her hands and took the bangle out of it, placing it around her wrist. Jane held her wrist out, reading what was engraved. 'Moving forward, never looking back.'
Jane watched how the golden bracelet hung around her wrist, making her arm seem a little smaller. "It's beautiful," Jane spoke, turning to look at Bane. She wondered what was the meaning of this.
"Like yourself. It's a reward for your good behavior. And I sure hope you'll go by that phrase", He spoke, referring to the line of the bangle. Jane swallowed.
So this big monstrous man was capable of doing nice things. She started to get the feeling he hadn't been going around kidnapping girls and woman here and there. He only had wanted her.
There was something in the way he looked at her just this moment. Something that made her feel weak inside.
She looked at him or some more seconds, before she, hesitantly, moved her head closer. She noticed him closing his eyes, letting her decided what would happen next. She placed her lips against his, kissing him very gently. She still wasn't really experienced or all, but she had gotten to know how he liked it. And how she liked it. After some seconds, he pulled her even closer, deepening the kiss. Jane knew he would take lead, and she was getting used to his touches and kisses. They way he kissed her made her feel the end of the world was nearby. He was needy, comforting and full of lust all wrapped into one. She was still sitting on his lap, feeling something hard pressing into her bum. Bane ended it there, releasing her lips.
This was something he hadn't expected to happen so soon after the Toby incident. But he was glad for it. He didn't knew how much longer he would be able to restrain himself from this lovely creature. Sometimes all it took to bring him on the edge, was the way she pouted her lips, or the way she stared back at him without any fear readable in her beautiful eyes. But he was sure he wouldn't have her tonight the way his body wanted right now. She wasn't ready to handle that yet. And he had to say, he liked the fact she had started this kiss. Maybe he would just have to wait a little longer before she began other things as well. He smiled and moved some hair out of her eyes.
"Let's watch a movie, shall we", he said, turning to stand. Jane now understood he was changing the subject, before he did things she wasn't ready for. And she was thankful for that. She wondered if she should be coming this close, kissing him of her own accord. She didn't wanted to awake more lust into his body and eyes then she apparently already had. But there was a little voice in her head that told her he would be wanting her either way. And she knew the voice was right.
Aaaaah, long chappie! Specially for my lovely readers! So there's even some smut in it, hmm? I'm sooooo curious what you guys think of it! I'm expecting tons of reviews on how I did this job! Haha no seriously, please make my day by reviewing and sharing your thoughts and ideas with me! ( and of course tell me what you want to happen next!)
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