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"That had to be the worst movie I have ever seen," I said as Jacob and I walked out of the theater after watching The Bounty Hunter.
"It wasn't all that bad," he defended.
"It was terrible!" I argued. "There was absolutely no story line at all! Just those two people running around and arguing."
"Sound familiar?" he joked, putting his arm around me. "I did think it was going to be better."
"I realized I am just not a huge Jennifer Aniston fan," I said.
"Don't diss on Jennifer Aniston, it wasn't her fault this movie was awful," Jacob said.
"You are never choosing a movie again," I smiled, lightly pushing him. He responded by giving me a kiss on the lips.
"Yes I am," he smiled as he helped me into the car.
"So," I started as Jacob started the engine, not sure how to bring up this subject. "The big day is tomorrow." I felt Jacob tense up a bit. "You going?"
"I haven't thought about it," he said simply.
"I wouldn't care if you did," I said, looking at my lap where our hands were. "Just as long as you came back to me." I whispered the last part.
"Babe," Jacob said, looking at me. "You don't have to worry about that okay."
"I know," I said. "But I will worry about it until she is…."
"A vampire?" he asked.
"Yeah," I said, I felt ashamed because I knew how much Jacob was struggling with the fact his best friend was choosing to become his mortal enemy.
"At least you can rest easy after tomorrow," he said, gently squeezing my hand. "I will always have to deal with the fact that Sam will always be just down the street."
"You don't have to worry about Sam," I said. "I promise. You should go."
"Be in a house full of leeches and watch my former best friend marry one? Doesn't seem like the best way to spend a Saturday," he said.
"I'll go with you if you want," I offered, secretly cringing at the thought.
"No!" he said too quickly. I looked curiously at him. "I will never let you be anywhere near that house."
"Scared one of the vampires will come after me?" I teased.
"Joke all you want, Lee. But the thought of you in any danger makes me go insane," he said.
"I know," I said.
"I could ask Quil and Embry to go with me," he said. "I am pretty sure Sam is going too."
"Why would Sam go?"
"He says its respectful or some shit like that," Jacob said, his face hardened.
"Respectful? Isn't he the one ready to drive a stake through their hearts the moment she is changed."
"My thoughts exactly."
"So Quil and Embry.."
"Yeah. It will be a good way to let go of everything. All the pain is gone now. There is no more choices to make."
"For you no. Especially since you are not picking the movies anymore," I smiled, kissing his large hand.
"Lee," he smiled, shaking his head. "See, if you let people see this side of you, everyone would love you."
"At least I give them something to work for," I said. "I don't just hand out niceness whenever I want to."
"Good point," he said. "I kinda like the idea of everyone else staying away from my girlfriend."
I scooted closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder, comforted by his warmth. "You make me happy, Jake."
"You make me happy, Lee."
I looked up at him. Taking in his hard jaw, perfect lips, and onyx eyes. I never knew I could feel this way about anyone. Not even Sam gave me butterflies like Jacob could. Just the thought of his face brought a smile to mine. "I love you, Black," I said finally, holding my breath as the words escaped my mouth.
"I love you, Clearwater," he smiled, kiss my head and he kept his eyes on the road.
When we got back to my house, I silently led him up to my room. I locked the door and looked at him. He was sitting on my bed.
"Lee?"
I went over to him and climbed into his lap, kissing him softly. He responded immediately, burying his hands in my long hair. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and began pulling it upward. He broke away to discard of the material then caught my lips in a kiss again. Moments later I felt his hands, unbuttoning my shirt until finally it came off, leaving me in a dark purple bra. Jacob kissed the newly uncovered skin eagerly. My head was swimming, I could barely form a coherent thought. I began unbuttoning his jeans, feeling his hardened erection under my fingertips.
Soon we were both left naked, under the covers of my bed. Jacob was positioned on top of me. He stared down at me, not moving but instead concentrating on my every movement.
"Leah, I love you," he breathed. I felt my heart skip a beat.
"I love you too," I said. We looked deeply into each other's eyes before he made a swift move and carried us to a world of our own.
I woke up the next morning feeling overheated, I attempted to roll over but something was holding on to me tightly. I poked an eye open and saw Jacob sleeping peacefully.
I leaned over and kissed his nose, he grumbled a little but did not wake up.
"Jake, wake up," I whispered, poking his cheek. He looked so cute when he slept but it was almost noon and he had to get ready for annoying Bella's wedding. "Jacob, you have to go soon." I wanted more than anything for Jake to stay here with me, but I didn't want to seem like a clingy girlfriend. I could easily handle a few hours away from him, even if he was with his ex love of his life. Fucking Isabella Swan, always ruining every happy moment of my life. I bet if Jake and I get married she would show up and make a feast out of our wedding guests.
"Jake, come on," I said, shaking him.
"No, Lee, stay," he mumbled.
"Jake!" I shouted in his ear. He instantly shot up, wrapping his arms around me.
"You scared me, Lee," he said, still not releasing me.
"Its almost noon, you have a wedding to attend remember?" I said, trying to sound casual.
"You can tell me not to go, Lee," he said sincerely.
"I want you to," I said. "It's a test." He smiled and kissed me softly. I regrettably pulled away. "Come here after?"
"I promise," he said, kissing me again. "I love you, Leah. Last night was the best night of my life."
"Love you too, Black," I said. I watched as he searched for his clothes and put them on. I did everything I could to keep my calm. Once he was fully clothed he kissed me again. I smiled at him until he left my room and I heard the front door close from downstairs. I sat there in silence and began staring at the clock waiting until he returned to me.
Jacob's POV
"You missed the wedding," Sam said to me as I walked into the reception of Bella's wedding.
"I had to go for a run, clear my head. I lost track of time," I said. After last night, I just wanted to enjoy the happiness I was feeling. Leah made me whole again, I didn't want to go and ruin it by allowing Bella back in to ruin everything again. I almost didn't even show up, but then I thought about how this is the last chance I will get to see Bella again.
"I figured you'd try to stop the wedding," Sam said matter-of-factly.
"Why would I do that?" I countered. "I have Leah now, I don't feel that way towards Bella anymore."
"Well now is your chance to prove it," he growled just as Bella spotted me and began walking over. She looked beautiful in her white dress. I wonder how Leah will look on our wedding day, I thought to myself. Slow down there, just because you slept with her doesn't mean you two will be getting married anytime soon. I knew Leah was the one, and someday we would get married but I wanted to let her go and live her life without a marriage holding her down until she was completely ready.
"Jake you came," Bella said, throwing her arms around me.
"Hey Bells," I hugged back, inhaling her scent for probably the last time. "Congratulations."
"Thank you for coming, Jake. It means a lot to me," she smiled.
"Want to dance?" I asked. She nodded and lead me out to the patio where we could talk as we danced. I awkwardly placed my hands on her waist while she put hers on my shoulders. It felt strange holding someone who wasn't Leah.
"You haven't answered my calls," she stated.
"I needed time to adjust," I said. More like needed time to spend with Leah. "I am glad you are happy Bells, really I am."
"But I still don't have all of your support," she said.
"You know I won't ever accept that, Bells." I said sternly. "I don't want to see you become a monster."
"My husband is not a monster," she answered.
"So when are you leaving?" I asked, changing the subject.
"Tonight. We are going on our honeymoon, he won't tell me where though," she said.
"You are changing tonight," I asked abruptly, as I stopped swaying us back and forth.
"No," she said. "Not tonight." I relaxed slightly.
"Some honeymoon then, huh," I spat. She looked up and frowned at me.
"It will be just like everyone else's," she stated. I yanked my hands away from her, taking a few steps back as I processed her words.
"You aren't going to…" I asked, hoping I misunderstood her.
"That's none of your business, but yes we are. Just like most married couples do on their wedding night," she said, blushing furiously.
"Bella, he will kill you. No I won't allow it," I said, grabbing her arms.
"Won't allow it?" she yelled. "You have no say! Jake let go of me, you are hurting me!"
"Bella, no I beg you don't-" I was cut off when her leech snatched my hands away from her and positioned her behind him. This action only angered me more.
"Jacob, I think you should leave now," Edward said, eyes blaring. I noticed Sam and Seth next to me, ready to pounce if I did anything reckless.
"You are going to kill her!" I yelled at him, wanting so bad to rip his head off. Seth grabbed on to me and began dragging me away. "You can't do this!"
"Jacob, leave!" Sam's alpha command rang through my ears and I had no choice but to abide. I gave Bella one last look before running as fast as I could into the forest and phasing.
Hours later I jumped in to Leah's room through the window. I was relieved to see she had left it open. After I left the wedding I ran, far and fast. I had lost track of time on my run, thinking about how I'd never see Bella again. We would never ride our motorcycles again, or take walks on the beach. Bella would never set foot on La Push land ever again. I had finally lost her, there was no turning back now. It bothered me how much that hurt me. I had Leah, but for some reason the pain of losing Bella was still fresh in my mind.
Leah must have waited for me all day. Her room was spotless, meaning she cleaned while waiting. Guilt spread through my body as I pictured a lonely Leah waiting for me to show up. Leah was fast asleep on top of her bed, still in her sweater and jeans. She was curled up in a ball, probably cold due to the open window.
I laid down next to her and pulled her to me, breathing in her vanilla scent which alone sent me into a rush of ecstasy. She stirred a bit when I slide my arm around her slim waist.
"Jake," she mumbled, not opening her eyes.
"Hey baby," I said, kissing her forehead.
"What time is it?" she asked, poking an eye open to read the digital clock in the corner which read 1:14am.
"I'm sorry I kept you waiting," I confessed, pulling her closer to me. "It wasn't as easy as I thought it would be."
"You came back for me?" she whispered, turning to look at me but did not smile.
"Of course, I could never leave you," I said.
"Is that so" she said, still not meeting my eyes but she did didn't look upset entirely. I was shocked to see I had gotten off so easily.
"I love you," I smiled into the darkness.
"Maybe now that Swan is married you can start acting like it," Leah's voice rang through the darkness, sudden perfectly clear and loud. In a instant she got out of my grasp and turned on the lights, a angry look on her face. "You really didn't think you would get off that easy? I have been waiting for you since seven! Seth got home hours ago. Where the hell were you? Crying because you finally lost her?"
I sat there shocked, I didn't know Leah felt this strongly about it. Sure she had a right to be upset, but I didn't know she cared this much about me.
"Lee, I'm sorry," I said.
"Your apologies don't mean shit, Jacob!" she hissed. "Get out."
"What?"
"Get. Out." she said clearly, pointing a finger to the window. "Come back when you actually want to be with me."
"Leah why are you acting like this?" I asked, trying to go to her but she only moved farther away from me.
"Was I just some simple fuck for you?" she asked. "A way to ease the pain while the love of your life married someone else?"
"Leah you are-"
"Shut up! If you only wanted me, you wouldn't have just spent six hours crying over the fact Bella was going to screw her husband tonight!" Damn, Seth! I was going to have a serious talk with that kid later. "Would you even had told me about that? If Sam hadn't had come over and-"
"Sam?" I growled at the sound of his name. "Sam was here? With you?"
"How else do you think I found out about this?" she asked, placing her hands on her hips. "He supposedly came over to tell me not to worry, but whatever, the matter is you are still in love with Bella!"
"Did he touch you?" I asked, shaking slightly.
"Oh yeah Jacob, we had hot angry sex right on the same bed we did it on last night!" she yelled, I was surprised Seth or Sue hadn't come in yet.
"WHAT?" I roared, seeing red at the thought of someone else touching MY Leah.
"You think I am a slut or something?" she asked, glaring at me. She must have seen how close I was to phasing because she took a deep breath and calmed her voice. "He came and told me what happened. I told him I didn't care and to get the fuck out of my house." I took a deep breath in an attempt to calm down.
"Leah, I don't know why I reacted the way I did, okay," I said, looking into her hazel eyes seeing hurt there. I wanted to punch myself for hurting her again.
"Well when you find out come and tell me," she said, looking at the ground. "Until then just leave me alone."
"Leah, I can't-"
"Leave Jacob," she said sternly. The bonds of the imprint took over and I felt the need to obey her, almost like her request had an alpha command behind it. I took one look at her, willing her to change her mind. Instead I only saw tears brimming her beautiful eyes. I looked away as I felt a hole being punched through my heart. I swiftly made my way to the window and jumped out. I stood outside her window until I heard it shut loudly and lock.