Chapter 10

You Have To Do It Sometime

Breaking up with Joey didn't make me feel good completely, but what did make me feel good was that I knew that I could be with Cameron with out having to worry about Joey. The only thing that did worry me was that maybe Cameron hasn't broken up with Alison. But then again he must of. He would of if he really wanted to be with me that bad, if he loved me and he said he loved me.

We sat at the breakfast table, all six of us that is, in silence. Each time I would look up Cameron would look up at me too and then we would both smile at each other. We must have done that a million times. Then some one finally said something about it.

"Is there something going on between you two?" Justin asked us.

We both looked aup and each other and shook are heads no and then we smiled again.

"Okay I missing something." Justin said. Cameron and I just laughed. "Well that was a little weird."

"Hey how is Joey doing lately? You haven't metioned him in a while." I dropped my fork and it made a loud noise as it hit the glass of my dish splattering my mile all over the table.

"I broke up with him about two days ago."

"Oh I am sorry. That is such a shame." Gary said sarcasticly. And then Lance hit him in the chest area.

"It doesn't really matter." I tried to shake the memory of me breaking up with him out of my head.

"Well why did you do that?" Lance asked me.

"I just thought maybe there was someone better waiting for me." I looked at Cameron and then smiled.

"Okay then. AWKWARD!" Justin was saying. "So how is Alison doing Cameron?" I was nervous to hear his answer to this. Maybe they would notice and find that it was kind of suspicious that we both broke up with ether my boyfriend and his girlfriend.

"She is doing just fine. I just saw her last night. We went dancing." I ended up dropping my fork back in to my bowl doing the same thing that it had done earlier. I cleared my throat and Cameron just looked at me. I mouthed to him "You haven't broken up with her yet?" He looked away when I said that.

"At least someone hasn't broken up with there soul mate like little miss Capri over here." William said. What did he mean by soul mate?

"Well I don't think Alison his my soul mate." Cameron tried to explain.

"And Joey was deffinatly not my soul mate." I prompted. None of them cared what I said and they just went back to talking about Alison.

"What do you mean she is not your soul mate?" Justin asked Cameron.

"You guys are perfect for each other." Gary added in.

"You guys are very insepritable these days." Lance had to add himself to the conversation.

"What is wrong with you Cameron?" William asked adding himself to this little argument.

I have to add myself now. "If Cameron doesn't think that Alison is his soul mate then she isn't. Both people in the relationship have to think the same thing about each other. So just drop it and stop bugging him." I screamed and then ran to my room.

When I closed the door behind me I ran to my pillow and started screaming again. I could feel one tear roll down my cheek. Then there was a knock at my door. "Who is it?" I asked.

"It's me." I heard Cameron's voice say.

"Come in." I yelled.

I heard footsteps walk towards my bed and then I felt him sit down behind me. He laid down just like I was and then he placed his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. "I am sorry about that little argument that was going on out there. They just don't know when to shut up."

"That's not what hurt." I could feel more tears starting to roll down my face. "You saw her last night and you still didn't break up with her. I broke up with Joey the next day."

"I just can't break up with her."

"Why not?"

"Because I got to make her think that we are growing farther apart instead of closer that way it wont hurt her as much."

I turned around to look at him face to face. "You promise you will do it soon. Please! This is killing me not being able to kiss you and hug you and hold your hand. And be in your arms."

"You are in my arms right now. Did you forget that already?" He laughed and I let out just a little laugh. "I promise."

Well here is another little chapter for you. Do you think it is getting better?

-Pharanna