I hate this. Classes tomorrow and I can't sleep. I threw my legs over the side of my bed. I put on my green sweater and crept over to Marly's cupboard. I reached in and grabbed her spare broom. Sirius had told me you could get up to the boys dormitories if you didn't touch the stairs. I was probably being crazy for trusting him but I thought I might as well try. I reached the bottom of the stairs and mounted the broom. I flew up the stairs and reached the boys door. I knocked quietly and when no one answered I pushed the door open. When I looked inside I heard quiet snoring to my right and recognized Frank's bag next to the snorer. When I looked at the other beds they were all empty. I sat on James' bed (his bag was next to it) and reached into his drawer I found an old chasers glove, his broom servicing kit, a picture of James and I and a bit of parchment.

I was looking at the photo of us when I saw something moving on the parchment. I put the photo on his bed then pulled the parchment out. There was dots with names all over it. I gasped when I saw my name. Then I realized that it was a map of Hogwarts. I saw Dumbledore pacing in his office. Even if it was 12:00. Then the thing that caught my eye was the four names that had come to mean a lot to me. Outside was Remus Lupin, James Potter, Sirius Black and Peter Pettigrew. I ran over to the calendar by Remus' bed and looked at the date. Tonight was Full Moon why was James, Sirius and Peter running around with a werewolf. I looked back at the map and saw them heading into the forest. I raced to the window and looked out. Right where they were supposed to be was a werewolf, a black shaggy dog, a stag and a small shape that looked like a rat. Then it all started to make sense. Moony, Prongs, Padfoot and Wormtail. Oh. My. God. I will kill James Potter.

James POV

"If we have Full moons like that all the time that would be pretty good. The most damged any of us got was the bruise on Sirius back and that was from going into the shack before Moony had even transformed" Wormtail said helping me support Moony into a chair. Moony always felt weak after full moons.

"Alright you be the werewolf next month" Moony said with a small grin on his face. "It was probably the best full moon I have ever had" he added.

"You ok here, Moony?" I said standing up.

"Yeah, you guys go. I'll see you tomorrow?" he said putting his feet up.

"Of course" we all said.

"I feel like my eyes haven't opened yet" Padfoot said with his head on the table at breakfast.

"Your eyes aren't open" Wormtail said hitting him on the back of the head.

"Have you guys seen Lily?" I said looking down the Gryffindor table.

"Nope"

"IT'S MOONY!" Sirius yelled when Moony walked.

"James I need to talk to you, its about Lily" Moony said completely ignoring Sirius.

"What happened? Is she ok? Is she hurt?" I said standing up and looking around. When I stood up I noticed Lily walk in. I started walking towards her when Moony grabbed my wrist.

"I wouldn't Prongs"

"Why?"

"She found out about you guys being animagus. Alice found out earlier in the year. Lily told her Alice pretended not to know what she was talking about. Alice came to visit me in the hospital wing and told me that Lily was really mad at James. But Alice thinks that Lily is just worried" Moony said.

"So Lily is mad because she is worried" Sirius said with a confused look on his face.

"Forget it Padfoot, I will never understand women. Lets go to Transfiguration" Wormtail said standing up shaking his head.

"Never thought I would say this. But ok lets go to Transfiguration" Padfoot said standing up and following Wormtail to Transfiguration.

"What do I do Moony?" I said looking at him with desperation.

"Talk to her Prongs, you need to talk to her"

Lily POV

After my rant to Alice I was beginning to feel better until I walked into breakfast and saw James with the other guys. He was standing up and ready to walk towards me. Remus grabbed his arm and pulled him back. Great. Now James knows I am mad.

"I had to tell him you know" Alice said watching me.

"You told them!" I said looking at her with wide eyes.

"I had to Lily, you know that"

"I guess. But that doesn't make me feel any better"

"Lets go to potions" Marlene suddenly said.

I looked up to where she was looking and rolled my eyes. Sirius and Peter had just walked past. I stood up and grabbed my book bag. I started walking until someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around to see James behind me.

"What do you want?" I sighed.

"I'm sorry, Lils"

"Me too. We're over" I started walking to potions and didn't see the tears in James' eyes as he ran back to Gryffindor common room.

"Hey Lily-Flower"

"Shut up Sirius" I said taking a different seat from where I usually sat. (next to James)

"Why aren't you next to Prongsy?" Sirius said jumping over the table and leaning on to my table.

"I am not next to Potter because I can't stand him" I snapped.

Sirius' face fell. "Pete can you tell McGonagall that I am sick" and then he ran. I watched him in shock.

James POV

I felt like my heart had literally been torn in two. I got into Moony's chocolate stash, sat on my bed and ate as much chocolate as I could handle. I was halfway through a box when Sirius and Remus walked in.

"Hey" I said quietly. I gave Moony an apologetic glance whilst gesturing to the chocolates but he just slightly shook his head.

The rest of the day we skipped class and Padfoot, Moony and Wormtail kept me distracted. I didn't think I could stand being by myself and all I would do was think about Lily. I didn't think my heart would ever be whole again.