Abel:
"Abel-", Rae tries to moan out before I clamp my hand over her mouth.
"Shh. You promised you wouldn't make any noise if I did this", I whisper in her ear.
She's breathing heavily into my hand, eyes closed as she grinds on my fingers I have plunged deep inside her.
Her fingers grab my wrist trying to pull it away but I keep it where it is, "Stop trying to pull my hand away, I can't trust you to not make any noise".
Her eyes pop open pleading with me. We're back at the hotel in our room, I have Rae against the wall in nothing but her bra and panties. I've wanted to see her like this, maybe more exposed, all night. She's still sexy no matter what she's in.
She wouldn't shut up about us fucking so I laid it down that we can go as far as this but no further. The closest we'll get is gringing against each other with my clothes on.
Pulling my fingers from her I stick them in my mouth savoring her sweet taste. Her cheeks turn pink as she watches me slowly pull them out. "Are you going to shut up now?"
She slowly nods her head letting go of my wrist. I give her a look to make sure before I move my hand. She licks her lips resting her head against the wall.
Walking over to my suit case I kick off my shoes and shrug my jacket to the floor. Next I take off my necklace and ear rings placing them on the dresser. Rae keeps her eyes on me as I do this, like she's waiting for my next move.
I don't even know my next move, all I know is I need to satisfy her enough she'll stop asking me to fuck her.
After removing my jeans I go sit on the bed patting my lap. She pushes off the wall slinking over to me, her eyes shine with need as she straddles me bitting her lip.
Keeping eye contact, I run my hands up her thighs as I kiss the exposed skin of her breasts. She tastes so good I think feeling her ass.
Rae's head falls back, eyes close letting out soft moans as I suck on her sensitive skin. "Abel", she breaths riding on my lap to relieve the friction building between us. I push back in spite of all reason, "Ahh!", she whispers when I bite her. She starts riding me harder making me leave a deep bruise on her right breast, looking at it I lick it before I kiss her. I'll apologize when she notices it in the morning.
Moving back farther on the bed I wrap Rae's legs around me, she takes my face turning it up so she can kiss me again, I can tell how much she likes that I'm all hers.
Our tongues twist together like old lovers, our bodies moving together in sync to each other. I clutch the nape of her neck and her ass so I can grind her harder into me. I'm tempted to take off our underpants and grind raw, but that'd be too much of a temptation for me to slip myself right on inside her.
Rae tears her lips from mine slowing down her tempo, "I think we're being too loud", she giggles.
I lost the want for descretion when she climbed on my lap, shaking my head I kiss her neck, "I don't give a fuck who hears us", I bite her ear and tug at it thinking of the number of times I fucked a girl with Cash and Lamar in the other room. None of us gave a fuck, it was just sex. This is almost no different.
They know Rae's mine, that she sleeps with me, that I make her cum every night whether before bed or if she wakes up in the middle of the night and in the morning when she wakes up.
I don't know how cool Aubrey is about hearing her friend in the throws of passion every night and I don't care.
I need to hear Rae sing my name.
"Let them hear how much I please you", I breath in her ear as I roll over on top of her laying her down as I balanced on my hand and knees. Moving her panties aside I slowly slip two fingers inside her wishing on everything they were my dick instead. Rae throws her head back biting her lip in pure ecstasy, I watch her face contort in different forms of pleasure as my thumb massages her clit, my fingers playing with her sweet spot deep inside.
She grinds on my fingers searching for release and I want to give it to her but not right now, I wanna hear her sing louder.
I know, I contradicted myself just now, I've thrown caution to the wind and am indulging myself in my sweet Raven.
Leaning down I kiss her sweet lips working my tongue in her mouth while her hands roam up my body. Pushing her clit into the palm of my hand, she bites my lip making me gasp. She sure is feisty tonight, what's gotten into this girl.
I grin realizing it's me.
Taking my fingers from her, I grab her waist as I roll over so she's on top of me. "Now that was mean", I chuckle positioning her on top of my dick.
"You bite my lips", she sighs pushing her body against mine.
"Because their delicious". I bite my lip as a shiver works it's way up my back, my fingers imprint themselves on her hips as she moves faster.
She's almost there and so am I.
She grinds against me while I hold her hips, her moans fill the room pushing me into sensory overload. She's all I can feel and it's too much, I'm unable to take my hands from her body. It's like last time when I felt like this, like I couldn't stop even if I tried,
Rae's body is calling for me and I'm resisting it as best I can.
Watching her ride me I imagine what it's going to be like watching my dick disappear inside her over and over again.
The thought pushes me closer to the finish but not close enough. Rae opens her eyes and gazes down at me biting her lip, her body rocking in spasms like she's high of ecstasy and lean. I've never seen a sober woman act like this, it's so sexy. I bite my lip ready to ruin my boxers as she speeds up ready herself.
Taking her hands and lacing our fingers I thrust against her once and let her ride it out for both of us. In no time she's lost it and is drenching her panties and my boxers with her cum. Seeing her act this way sets me off and I fill my boxers. It's so intense I squeeze Rae's hands, my eyes roll to the back of my head and I pant her name like it's the only word I know.
After a couple beats, Rae lays on my chest to catch her breath, our fingers still twisted together. Despite how drained I know she is right now, I know she wants more.
This wasn't enough.
Kissing her forehead I roll over so we're on our side. Rae looks up to me with a lazy smile, "Hi".
I nod my head to her, "Hi"
I know she wants to tell me this wasn't enough but she won't. She doesn't want to sound like she needs me too much, "It's late", she says looking over her head at the clock.
I look too seeing it's after two, almost three. We got back to the hotel a little after one, I smerk. She's one of those girls. This excites me.
Rae sits up saying she going to the bathroom.
Once she's inside I get up and take my boxers off throwing them with my dirty clothes. I put on some baller shorts and head to the kitchen for some much needed water.
Filling a cup I gulp it down then get another. I hadn't bothered to turn the light on so when it pops on out of nowhere I jump a little.
"Oh, taking a break?", Lamar teases opening the refrigerator.
I finish my water throwing the cup away, "No, I'm about to head to bed now".
I go to walk past him and he stops me, "So what now?"
I raise an eye brow wondering what he means, "I mean it happened faster then you thought it would, is she out of your system?"
The conversation we had a couple weeks ago comes back to me, I'm actually disappointed in myself for thinking of her as another bitch to fuck, "Not really no. I haven't fucked her yet".
Lamar gives me a look, "Then what was all that?"
I smerk to avoid smiling, "That... was a very sex hungry girl".
He laughs, "Sex hungry? What are you doing to her bro?"
I shrug, "The real question is what is she doing to me. She makes me feel a lot of things I'm not used to".
Lamar's face falls seeing how serious I am, "Damn, it's like that?"
I nod a little embarrassed, "Yeah, she's... she's pretty important to me"
"After like three weeks?"
"Yeah. Remember how long it took for me to get used to Bella. Rae is a whole other story. It's almost like... she was made for me".
He takes my shoulder in an understanding way giving me some support, "You never know man, she may be the one. Do you think you might love her?"
Time seemed to stand still then.
Do I love her? I really think about it then decide I'm not ready to face the truth.
I shrug shaking my head, "Anything is possible I guess"
Lamar pats my shoulder, "Well, I'm sure you'll figure it out. I'm here if you need me like always".
I give him a slight smile, he truly is my best friend. "Thanks man but I'm gonna head to bed now"
"See you in the morning, sleep tight"
"You gay nigga"
"Fuck you, I was just wishing you a good night"
I chuckle walking away, we both know he never wishes me a good night, "Like I said, you gay nigga. I ain't gay, I like pussy".
Lamar laughs, "Nigga, so do I. I ain't interested in you".
"Keep it that way", I go back to my room finding Rae back in the bed under the covers. Climbing under the covers, I lay down facing her.
Her eyes are closed but I can tell she's still awake. "We have a show tonight, better get some sleep"
Her eyes pop open with a secret smile, "You should get some sleep, you have a show tonight", she grins, "Also, I saw the bruise on my chest, thanks a lot"
I move closer so she won't see the smile about to pop up on my face, I pull her in my arms kissing her forehead, "You're welcome. Just in case someone tries to touch you ya know"
She pokes me in the side, "Don't play with me Abel, I would never let someone else touch me the way you do, this was unnecessary", she points at her chest covered by my shirt.
I stare into her eyes as she continues on but all I hear is her saying she would never let someone else touch her. She really has accepted the fact that she's mine. She wouldn't have said what she did if she didn't. I take her cheek smoothing my thumb over her soft skin making her stop talking.
She stares into my eyes for a long second. She wouldn't have been this vulnerable with me a couple weeks ago, openly showing me how she feels about me. It's at this moment, when she rested her forehead against my lips, I realized... she loves me.
The realization is almost a shock.
She loves me.
How long has she loved me?.
Is she in love with me?.
Should I ask her?
I almost want to rethink Lamar's question. I turn over to turn off the light deciding to push the thought away for later when I really need it.
AT THE ORACLE ARENA, Rae is pacing my dressing room singing Initiation to herself and it's impressive how long she can hold her breath, it gives me ideas for later.
"I got a test for you
You say you want my heart
Well baby, you can have it all
There's just something that I need from you
Is to meet my boys"
She stops, bitting her lip in thought, she turns to me with a wicked gleam in her eye, "I need three girls"
My interest is peeked, "What for?"
She shrugs her shoulders sitting on the table in front of me, "Just trust me okay, I know what I'm doing. I just need you to find three girls for me".
I look at my watch seeing it's after three, the concert starts in four hours. Should be enough time to find three girls.
"Oh, and make sure they're comfortable with girl on girl action", she puts in getting up.
Taking her thighs I pull her between my legs, "What exactly are you planning?".
She gives me a cheshire smile leaning down to kiss me, "You'll see"
An hour later I have three girls standing in a line on stage all set for Rae's instructions.
They're all staring at me with that look that they can sexually please me. I ignore them going through my phone while I wait for Rae to come on stage.
Finally Rae comes out with a big smile, "Thank you baby. I really appreciate this", she says kissing me. I kiss her back a little taken back by her boldness to kiss me in front of these girls, I'm sure they know Bella is my girlfriend.
She turns to them with a smile, "Okay, first things first, can I get your names please".
The first girl, a platinum blonde with big green eyes and pail skin like she doesn't get enough sun introduces herself, "I'm Cori".
The second girl, a red head with narrow brown eyes and alabaster skin introduces herself, "I'm Tristan".
The third and last girl, a brunette with doe hazel eyes surrounded by thick lashes and cream skin introduces herself, she has a slight accent, "And I'm Nadia"
Raven begins pacing in front of them, her hands behind her, "It's great to meet you ladies. I'm going to assume you're all big fans of Abel here, right? You'd do anything for him if that meant you could have him which... is why you're here"
The girls glance at one another before Tristan, I think, answers, "Yes. That's right"
Rae claps her hands out of excitement, "Perfect. Do any of you have a drug history?"
I narrow my eyes at her question. What is she doing?.
They look among themselves before Nadia and Cori raise their hands, "What did you two do? Weed? Pills? Needles? Snorting?"
"I smoke weed", Cori answers.
"How long have you been smoking weed?"
Cori shrugs, "I guess five years now"
"So... Abel got you smoking weed? What about you Nadia?"
She nods her head.
"You girls tried anything else? Please be honest, I'm not going to judge you"
"I've tried Xanax and ecstasy", Nadia admits.
"I've tried cocain and oxycodone mixed together", Cori answers.
Rae looks at Tristan who hasn't said anything, "You're clean Tristian?"
She bites her nails before saying, "I just tried ecstasy"
Rae turns to me, "Would you mind sharing tonight?"
She wants me to get these girls high for her?. I mean it's not like I haven't done it before and it's no secret I do my shows high but these girls are amatures. They can't be high on stage with no experience, "Rae can I talk to you? Over there"
Rolling her eyes she goes to the other side of the stage and I follow, "I know what your going to say but this isn't going to work if their not at least a little buzzed"
Turning her around I take her hand in mine, "Rae, I can't let those girls on stage high"
"Yes you can, it's not like you haven't influenced them already"
"They did those drugs of their own free will"
"To experience what you're singing about. Do you understand you make taking these dangerous drugs sound fun and safe when it's really not. That is influence Abel, your music influences people to try dangerous things and I suppose it's not your fault that people are so quick to fall in line behind you but you should take some responsibility that people are finding and trying these drugs because of you"
"Now, these girls know what they're doing, just give it to them. I really doubt they'd say no to getting high with The Weeknd".
I hate that she's right.
With a deep sigh I look back at the girls watching us, "A buzz Rae. I'm not getting them fucked up"
"Great, save that for the after party", she kisses me again, this kiss is different. It's more personal then the kiss she gave me earlier, "Then after the party I'll show you just how much I appreciate that you did this for me"
I look down on her feeling my dick come to life with her implied promise. I don't have the resilience to say no to her anymore in regards to oral sex, "No, during the party"
She gives me a sly smile, "Whatever you want Abel".
I get the girls high off lean and weed like I said I would. I don't give them big doses, just enough that they still know what's going on around them.
It's about time for the show to start and Rae is going first. She comes up to me dressed in all black, her hair in a ponytail. "Hey there sexy"
"Hi yourself"
"You ready?"
"I am, is Tristan on stage?"
"She's waiting for her que"
Rae wraps her arms around my neck pulling me close, I lean down to kiss her but she pulls away, "Not until after the show"
"Can't I get a sneak peak?", I take her waist pulling her closer so she feels what she's doing to me.
She licks her bottom lip sucking it in her mouth as her eyes cast down, "If I were to do that the show would never start"
My body involuntarily heats up at her words, I make her look me in the eye. I make her see how much I want her right now, really how much I've wanted her all day. "Better get out there", I nod.
"I should. Are you going to wait for me?"
"I'm always waiting for you now get out there and make the crowd horny as fuck"
She kisses me before I turn her to the stage popping her ass to get her moving.
I listen as Initiation starts. Rae and Tristan are on stage sitting on a couch. Tristan is drinking the last of her lean as Rae sings about her climbing to the top forgetting how she got there in the first place.
Finished with her cup, Tristan sets it aside with a silly grin on her face as she relaxes into the seat.
"I got a test for you
You say you want my heart
Well baby, you can have it all
There's just something that I need from you
Is to meet my boys"
Rae gets up meeting Nadia center stage. She runs her fingers though her hair singing for her to shut the door before taking her clothes off.
Rae is really in her face as she continues. Nadia is now facing away from her grinding her body against Rae.
"Go on if you thirsty, baby if you dancing
Grab a cup of that XO, baby I been leaning
Back from the come down, girl I've been fiending
For another round, don't you blame it on me"
I had no clue Rae went both ways. Or is she doing it for this song only. I'll have to find out. I enjoy threesomes. For Rae, it'd have to be with another girl. I don't ever want another man to touch her the way I do.
Sitting Nadia on the couch beside Tristan, Cori comes out. Rae takes her in her arms, her hands exploring her body as I would.
I'm getting hard just watching her.
"Work that butt til I tire out
Roll that weed, bring that fire out
Taste that lean when you kiss my mouth
Bed so wet when I eat you out"
I'm shocked when Rae kisses Cori to prove a point. And it's not a peck, it's the kind of kiss she'd give me. The crowd really got a kick out of it. I will never doubt Rae's ideas again.
Taking Cori to the couch where the other girls are making out with each other Rae sings that this is only for one night and she's not trying to leave her out. When Cori sits Tristan and Nadia involve her too.
"I got a test for you
You said you want my heart
Well baby, you can have it all
There's just something I need from you
Is to meet my boys
I got a lot of boys
And we can make you right
And if you get too high
Baby come over here and ride it out, ooh yeah
Come over here and ride it out"
Rae has turned to the crowd singing to them now, they're all chanting the end for her as she sings X'O.
Song finished she gets the girls kissing them each before they all take a bow, the audience is going crazy.
The lights shut off and some people hurry on stage to help the girls off. I'm waiting on the other side for Rae.
A couple seconds later she stumbles into my arms making me kiss her. She tastes like lean.
Oh shit, did she get high for this song, "You taste so fucking good"
"Thank you", she mumbles against my lips kissing me again. This time it's a little harder to stop. She jabs her tongue in my mouth and I suck it wanting more. She moans into my mouth, her leg creeping up mine making me take it pulling it high, "We should go somewhere private", she gasps pulling away.
I know she's right but we can't, I'm so turned on right now I might end up fuck her if I get her alone in one of these rooms. "No. That's too dangerous. Go to your dressing room and calm down. Drink lots of water, you have another song in an hour".
Pulling her into the light, I feel so much better.
She's grinning at me which I ignore escorting her to her dressing room. "Aubrey, your friend is high. Make sure she drinks a lot of water"
"I'm not that high just enough to loosen me up is all", Rae falls on a couch with a giggle. She obviously had a pretty big cup, who gave it to her?. It sure as hell wasn't me.
Aubrey sits beside her, "Wow, perfect Miss. Raven is high. I never thought I'd see the day"
"Well it's here and it's funny", Rae laughs. "Abel probably prefers me this way", she yawns.
"You're perfect just the way you are". Aubrey runs her finger over Rae's eye brows.
I hope I didn't make her think she had to change for me. I prefer her the way she is. Innocent on the outside, a sex freak on the inside.
Aubrey looks at me displeased. Standing she points to the door, understanding her message I slip out as she tells Rae we're getting her water.
In the hallway she sighs leaning back against the door. "Look I don't mean to sound like a hypocrite because I dabble in weed and shit but this is not for her. Raven is too soft to become a drug addict and alcoholic like you"
"I didn't get her high", I defend myself.
"But the fact that you get high in front of her pretty much everyday is enough to make her try it to please you. She's very impressionable, I watched her change herself to please Trevor, attempting to be something she wasn't", Aubrey shook her head.
"Their fall out was not pretty. You're lucky you didn't see how broken and dead she was inside. She stayed at my house for three months because she wouldn't eat or sleep, I had to put sleeping pills in her juice for her to sleep. I had to make food smoothies for her just so she'd stay nurished, I didn't want her parents to see her like that"
I frown seeing there's a whole other side to Raven. A side that sounds dangerous if not watched, "I swear on everything I'd never try to make her something she's not"
Aubrey nods her head, "Then protect her Abel. Protect her because I may not be around the next time she spirals out of control. Please, promise me".
How could I not. I've claimed her as mine, I don't ever want anything bad to ever happen to her while she's under my care. Giving Aubrey a serious look I sware, "I will protect her with my life".
X'O❤