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"Clare what'd you get for number 20?"
"I was about to ask you the same thing."
"Great so it's official we're going to fail."
"Ugh I hate college courses."
"Then why come to university."
"Shut up you hate them as much as I do."
"Ah yes the female speaks the truth."
I chuckled at Adams comment, "Did you just call me the female."
He nodded, "I did, but anyway where is Eli I mean ever since you two bought that apartment off campus you've been joined at the hip."
"I um- I have to go to the bathroom." I ran from the library into the girls restroom. I stayed for a few minutes and cam back out to find Adam with my cellphone and a shocked yet angry look on his face.
"Adam what's wrong."
"Is he hurting you?"
I yanked my phone from Adam to see what he was talking about. He was reading my text messages:
Where the hell are you get your ass home now.
-Eli
Clare I swear to God if you are not in this apartment in the next five minutes I will fuck you so hard you won't be walking anywhere for a long time
-Eli
Okay that's it when you get home I'm locking you in the closet
-Eli
Clare I'm going to beat your ass so hard why do you always do this, if you do what the hell I say we wouldn't be having problems.
-Eli
"You went through my phone." The librarian told me to be quite but I ignored her
"I'm sorry Clare I was worried about you and with good reason he's hurting you."
"I'm a big girl I can handle myself you don't need to worry about me."
That was the Day Adam found out That night I told Eli what happened and...lets jut say I was to sore to go to class the next three days.
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The Perfect Demon
Chapter 11:As makeup runs down on your cheeks, you found that you are lost again trying to make your way back home, found that you're alone.
~Make up by Escape The Fate
Clare's POV
I sat at the breakfast table and watched as my daughter and her father ate breakfast.
"Daddy did you have fun last night." My daughter beamed. I glared at her because I envied her happiness, but stopped because she isn't the one I should be mad at. Who should I be mad at.
"Yeah last night I had loads of fun." He smirked back and the smiling child. Wipe that stupid smirk off your face.
"What about you mommy did you have fun."
"Tons." I growled coldly Kelly didn't notice but Eli did and shot me a scared but caring look.
"So Clare why aren't you eating."
I pushed my plate away and stood up "Suddenly I'm not so hungry."
"Clare." Eli called after me but I ignored him.
I hate doing this to him because he honestly has no idea what's going on, but I can't help but be mad at him. In wine there's truth. If that's true then what's really gong on in Eli's head. I'm just to confused, disappointed, and angry to sit around him like everything was okay when the truth is I saw the old Eli last night and I didn't like it. I walked into our bedroom and sat on our bed knees to my chest,
"So what happens now? What are we doing, just go back to phase one where nobody knows what's going on I'm alone again?"
I cried, I cried because I know that wasn't the situation anymore, no this is a million times worse because Eli doesn't even know what he's doing. This time I'm stuck in this position and I don't even get one of his empty apologizes or one of his meaningless "I'll try to get help" lines nothing I get nothing and I have to live with that.
I placed my head on my knees and cried harder for who knows how long,
"Clare."
My head shot up, "Eli! Uh don't mind me I was just um leaving." I tried to walk past him but he grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest,
"Clare," He mumbled in my hair, "What's wrong and don't give me that I'm stressed shit because I know you, and you would never cry like that over something like stress, tell me the truth."
"I-I don't want to tell you."
"Clare, you're my wife and I love you whatever it is we can fix it together."
"No trust me it's beyond your control."
"Clare-"
"Eli not now okay I just-" I couldn't take it anymore I broke down in his arms.
"It's okay let it out." That was so sweet of him to comfort me even without knowing what's wrong.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
Then it hit me I'm so stupid why didn't I realize it before. Eli only beat me because he was drunk so all I gotta do is make sure he doesn't drink easy enough right.
"So love what do we have planned today."
"What ever you want, but tonight I'm guys night with Adam."
"Oh um okay well let's just stay in and watch movies you know as a family."
"Sure blue-eyes whatever you want."
Eli's POV
I was sitting in the room with two of my most favorite girls in the world. I'm worried about Clare though we always tell each other everything and for her to tell me that she can't do that anymore well that hurt.
"Kelly it's your turn to pick the movie."
"I pick...this one." She said holding up The Cat in The Hat.
Kelly's eyes where glued to the screen but my eye where glued to the blue eyed girl sitting next to me I was trying to read her, I wanted her to just tell me what was bothering her because this was eating me alive.
"Clare."
She said Nothing so I decided to call her again,
"Clare."
"Clar-"
"What is it Eli damn."
"Why won't you tell me what's wrong."
"Eli shut up and watch the movie."
"Is it something I did."
She waited a second before letting out an irritated sigh and saying, "Kinda."
Kinda? What the hell does kinda mean? Why does she have to be so cryptic why can't she just tell me.
I was so deep in thought I didn't even notice Kelly paused the movie, and was pulling on my pants leg,
"Daddy I want fooood."
I chuckled, "Well lets go get some."
"You two can go I'm staying here."
"But Clare."
"Mommy what's wrong."
She ignored us and walked upstairs, "Daddy what's Mommy's problem."
"I don't know sweetie but I'm about to find out."
I stood up and started walking. I have had enough of her (excuse my language) bitchy attitude I need to know what's going on with her and I need to know now.
"Clare what the hell."
"Excuse me lower your voice you daughter is downstairs."
"Oh you mean the one downstairs whom you just left asking me what's wrong with mommy and I stood there as clueless as her?"
She rolled her eyes and I continued,
"Look I don't understand what's wrong with you, I don't know what I did and I don't know why you feel you can't tell me but what I do know is blowing off your husband and daughter is not the way to handle things and it sure as hell can't be that bad to the point where you have to act like such a-"
"Don't you dare finish that sentence."
"Look all I'm saying is that I care about you and as your husband I want to make you happy so if I did something to you, you need to tell me."
"And as my husband you should understand that when I tell you something is bothering me but I don't want to tell you what you should just leave it the hell alone."
"You see that's the thing I love you way too much to leave you alone to deal with this."
"Even if I ask you to."
"Yes because what you want isn't always best for you."
"So you know and want what's best for me."
"Yes I do."
"Are you sure you wanna go down this road with me."
"Why not?" I questioned not understanding what she meant.
"Okay so what you're saying is raping me almost every night since fresh man year was best? Hitting me more than once on a daily bases was what's best? Breaking me down physically and mentally was best? Making me feel worthless and think nobody could ever love me was best? Eli you don't know what's best for me, all you know is what's best for yourself, all you do is hurt the ones you love."
"Clare that was low."
"Oh I'm sorry would you rather we prefer those minor details never happened."
"You know what Clare handle whatever the hell is wrong with you I'm taking our daughter to lunch now are you coming or not."
"Hell no I'm not going anywhere with you."
I balled my fist and clenched my teeth,
"Fine then Clare go to hell."
"Fuck you Eli."
I walked out the room before I did something we'd both regret.
I grabbed Kelly's hand and pulled her to the door,
"Is mommy coming with us."
"No." I growled, I really shouldn't have done that Kelly wasn't the person I was angry with.
"Oh." She frowned and a tear ran down her face I hate to think I brought my daughter sadness,
"I bet she's not coming because of me." More tears falling.
I stopped walking got down to her level and lifted her head. Thinking quickly on my feet I said,
"Hey don't be sad it's daddy daughter day wouldn't that explain why Clare isn't here?"
She smiled "Yes okay lets go."
We got in the car and drove off.
In one day I learned more about Kelly than I have in the four years she was alive. Is that a bad thing...No can't be.
When she mentioned starting kindergarten in he fall that reminded me,
"Don't you have a birthday coming up or something."
"Wow some daddy you are." She smirked
"Hey cut me some slack."
She sighed and I laughed at her cute irritated face, "You're just like your mother."
She giggled
"Ugh kiddo you are too cute, ready to go?"
"Yeah lets go."
The ride was far from silent. Kelly was going on and on about school and friends and rainbow stickers and her birthday. I had never been so happy to get out my car and run into that house which I did of course right into the living room where Clare was sitting
She has cooled down since her fight with me and just in general so when I walked in the room she didn't greet me with anger.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"Look I'm sorry for what I said you're right it was low and it shouldn't have left my thoughts."
"Clare nothing you said was untrue I'm the one that should be apologizing."
I sat next to her and before she could speak I crashed my lips into hers. As the kiss got more passionate I layed her down with my hand resting on her waist. As soon as I placed them there she gasped in pain pulled away and pushed me off of he.
"Okay Clare now I'm worried every time I touch you, you gasp in pain and pull away."
"My grip wasn't even that tight."
"Shut up okay just shut up."
"Clare it's one thing to be secretive but now it's effecting our relationship."
"Have you ever thought maybe I don't want you to touch me?"
"If that was true which I know it's not it still doesn't explain the gasping in pain part."
She stayed silent and looked away. Something's not right
Clare's POV
"Clare show me your stomach."
I was scared now because of the "love" bruises Eli gave me the other night. I have hand print like bruises on both sides of my waist. Thanks alot Eli
"Don't you have some place to be like oh I don't know with Adam or something."
"Stop changing the subject."
I tried to run but Eli caught me from behind and threw me over his shoulder
"Eli put me down, put me down, put me down."
I hit his back with my fist and kicked my legs around but that didn't do a thing
"Dammit Clare stop with this tantrum shit I know best."
"No, no you don't put me down."
"With pleasure."
He layed me on the bed pinned my hands above my head and straddled my waist.
"Eli you're hurting me."
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath before releasing me from his death grip that turned my wrist red.
"Clare I just want to know what's wrong with you."
"Why have you been pressing me all day about this back off."
"Bye Clare."
"Wait where are you going."
"Guys night remember, A.K.A get drunk and forget all your problems night something I really really need now."
"Wait Eli don't go I'll tell you just stay here don't go."
"Sorry sweet cheeks it has to wait you know I promised this to Adam."
and before I could protest he was out the door. Tears slid down my face because I knew what is yet to come. Once I pulled myself together I walked into the bathroom and ran myself a bath. Not only for the reason that I was sore but in the back of my mind I knew I was hoping I would fall asleep and drown to death. To bad that didn't happen I was too afraid to let myself fall asleep. The water was beginning to get cold. I walked out and rapped my self in a towel not bothering to put on an outfit. As soon as I get in my room I crawl under the blanket and go to sleep.
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Third Person POV
Clare was awaken by a sharp pain in her cheek and a warm liquid flowing down her face. Blood
Eli had just broken his Vodka bottle against her face.
"Eli what the hell."
"I know you didn't not just raise your voice at me you fucking bitch."
She got up trying to run away from him but he caught her and pulled her back over to him.
"Don't ever run away from me you know better than that."
He slapped her making the glass in her face go in deeper and her to fall to the floor.
Eli picked her up and threw her onto the bed.
"God Clare when I'm done fucking you, you have no idea how sore you will be."
He ripped the towel off his wife and stripped of his clothes as well.
Without a warning and despite her efforts of keeping her legs closed he slammed himself into her. Her screams of pain agony and fear echoed through the room and where music to the drunken Eli's Ears. He needed it that's what keeps him going even if he doesn't realize it. Tears run down the suffering girls face as her careless husband pounds her harder and harder until he explodes inside her. She feels hurt worthless dirty and just when she thought he was finished he flips them around and makes her ride him.
He eyes are shut because she knows that he is looking at her and if her eyes are open the tears will fall,
"Look at me."
She couldn't she was terrified,
"Bitch I said look at me."
Her eyes are a sad shade of blue and sure enough the tears are there. He punched her and the red liquid ran down from her nose.
"What have I told you about all that baby shit stop fucking crying."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Her voice is high and full of agony as he slam her down harder than ever before but this only gives fuel to the fire.
He spills his semen into her once again and she screams as the familiar hot liquid enters her.
As the blood flows from the many places of her body Eli kisses her chest and mumbles you're welcome resting his head between he breast, but she can't focus on that all she can think about is the pain this man just put her through.
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The next morning
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Eli's POV
My head is killing me I don't remember anything courtesy of my oh so wonderful blackout. I found a pair of boxers and slid them on. I found Clare in the bathroom like before but this time when I found her she has a bandage on her right cheek.What happened and she was staring in space
"Clare?"
he shot me a glance full of hate I was taken aback at first but I pretended I didn't see it and occupied myself with brushing my teeth.
"Did we have sex last night because I woke up naked did you take advantage of me blue-eyes."
"No I didn't take advantage of you trust me and no we didn't have sex." She laced her words with venom and I don't know why.
"Clare is there a problem?"
"I can't do this anymore," She stood up and walked away stopping at the door frame, "I want a divorce."
What. The. Hell.
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