DISCLAIMER: I don't own nothing except the storyline.
A.N. I was way too excited to let you guys see what the surprise was that I wrote this chapter in a day. Now well after they are married...you know what comes next. I have never written a sex scene before. And the biggest dilemma was to write a sex scene without sex! Because I don't want to change the rating of my story. So yeah I wrote something which is hopefully appropriate with the rating. And for those of you above eighteen I tried my hand at writing their first night together. So you guys can hop over to my profile and click on the story, "The First Night" Hope you guys like it.
(Oh and PS, the lyrics for this chapter I have tweaked into the storyline. so read on for this chapter's song.)
CHAPTER 11
Nessie's POV
I could sense that I was being changed into a different dress made out of silk that was even longer than me, and some heels were strapped on. Something was placed over my head too.
Why were they dressing me again?
"Well doesn't she look like the prettiest creature on earth?" Aunt Alice said after she made some changes to my makeup and hair.
Mom kissed me on my forehead and whispered, "Just a few more minutes."
"Can I see her?" Dad asked knocking on the door.
"Of course. Thank you Bella for the shield. I wanted to really keep this dress a secret. So Edward, what do you say?"
Did I ever mention, I hate being blindfolded and kept out of conversations?
"I feel old." Dad said.
"Shall we- Oh my Ness!" Uncle Emmett said cutting up whatever he was gonna say before. "You look..."
"Perfect?" Aunt Rose supplied?
"Hell yeah!" Uncle Emmett picked me up.
"I think we should leave. Everything and everyone else is ready." Uncle Jasper said.
And so dad picked me up and placed me in a car. And again with mom and dad I left. Jacob said to meet him at the first beach. Oh god! What is he planning?
I was literally on the verge of breaking the car again when dad said, "We are almost there sweetheart, please stay calm."
And then I was taken out of the car and dad held my hand.
"Renesmee, I'm going to remove your blindfold now. You need to keep your eyes closed until we say open. Okay?" Mom said.
I nodded impatiently.
She removed the blindfold and placed something else in front of my face...like a veil or something.
A veil, a dress, heels, surprise, first beach, Jacob. It was all adding up now.
"Open."
And there on the First Beach in front of my eyes at the end of a carpet laden aisle stood Jacob in a suit and tie. I looked down at myself to see a white dress on me.
"Let's walk down the aisle again, shall we?" Dad said.
And I nodded a little absent mindedly. I was still blown away with the surprise Jacob was giving me. He knew this was the kind of wedding I had wanted before I decided to do it the Quileute way so that I could fit in with them. He was doing this for me.
How could somebody always know what the other wanted without ever having to ask?
Dad placed my hand in Jacob's once again and nodded at him. I saw my parents seated in the front row with both my uncles. Aunt Alice and Aunt Rose standing besides me and Quil and Seth standing on the other side beside Jacob.
And in front of us stood a human who looked a little pale after looking at all of us.
"Isn't this how dreamt it?" Jacob whispered to me.
"It's more. Much more." I said. I passed him my thank you and all my love through my power. This was the sweetest thing ever.
"Shall we start?" The pastor asked.
Jacob nodded.
"Welcome all. We are gathered here today to join this loving couple in holy matrimony. Love as said in the Bible 'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails' And so lets pray that the love this couple in front of me has never fails."
Love is all those things and more. Love is...Jacob. That's my definition.
"Now do you Jacob Ephraim Black, take Renesmee Carlie Cullen to be your wife?"
"I, Jacob Black take thee Renesmee Carlie Cullen to be my wife, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish from this day forward till death do us apart." His eyes fixed with this intensity on me, just like the moment he was imprinting on me.
"Do you Renesmee Carlie Cullen, take Jacob Black to be your husband?"
"I Renesmee Carlie Cullen, take thee Jacob Ephraim Black to be my husband, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish from this day forward till death do us apart."
I remember mom changing the last line to as long as we both shall live during her wedding. But 'till death do us apart' seemed more appropriate to me. There'd be no me if anything were to happen to Jake.
"I now pronounce you man and wife. You may now kiss the bride." The pastor said.
And now I was truly living my dream. And this is always where my dream ended. This kiss. Today this dream will end and a reality will begin. Me and Jacob forever.
And then we kissed.
Until someone (dad) had to clear his throat to separate us.
We then cut a cake and danced. Jake sang my favorite song, 'This' by Ed Sheeran to me.
"This is the start of something beautiful
This is the start of something new
You are the one who'd make me lose it all
You are the start of something new, ooh
And I'll throw it all away
And watch you fall into my arms again
And I'll throw it all away
Watch you fall, now
You are the earth that I will stand upon
You are the words that I will sing
This is the start of something beautiful
You are the start of something new."
He has been training. He sounded way better than his usual self. I kissed him till dad separated us again.
"Can I have the honor?" Dad asked. And I smiled and nodded.
We danced slowly not saying anything. Finally I said, "Thank you dad. For everything."
"For you darling, I'd even get the stars. You're my little princess. Forever and always."
I was so touched.
Both my Uncles and Quil and Seth took turns to dance with me before Jacob finally asked me again.
"And now we really go home." Jake said after the music stopped. I nodded.
I hugged each and everyone of them whispering my thanks.
"The dress is new, the veil is old. It's Esme's. The heels are borrowed from me and blue hairpins belong to Jacob's mom. As I predicted. You my darling niece had the wedding of your dreams. And now we properly say goodbye." Alice said kissing my forehead.
I nodded and hugged her. "Remind me to tell you everyday that you are the best. Thank you." I told her.
We said our goodbyes again.
And this time there were no more surprises ahead. Just the two of us in our new house.
Jacob picked me up and walked into the house like they show in movies. I smiled at him but he did not return the smile. He looked…worried.
He took me to what I assumed was our bedroom because it was decorated with curtains and rose petals and candles.
He didn't say a word since we started our journey back home. Even now as he placed me on the bed, he didn't say a word. He just held my hand and looked at me expectantly.
I moved forward and kissed him. He kissed me back but cut it up in a minute.
"Ness..."
"What's wrong Jake?" I asked feeling scared. Yes I am nervous about this whole affair, but I'll be absolutely devastated if I hear 'No' from Jacob's mouth.
"You have to...you have to keep me connected all the time to you...if I...if I feel anything wrong...I...I..."
He was unable to find his words. But I knew exactly what he meant. He would not tolerate any harm done to me.
But I know this is gonna hurt. At least that's what I heard. But the hurt they say is bearable. But Jacob will not listen. What if on the slightest discomfort he backs out?
"Jacob, I'll connect to you. But if I break it and don't say a word please know that...that it's okay...it...it always pains...but it's something I can tolerate...I don't want to worry you...so don't...don't stop if I break the connection. Because the pain will pass. I will tell you if it's more than I can take. Okay? Please say okay." I sort of begged him. I had not realized until this very moment that this was how bad I needed him.
"You will...you will stop me if it...it hurts too much, right?" He asked.
I nodded and kissed him.
Soon I was treated to warm kisses and gentle caresses. I had to keep on taking the first step, because Jacob was too scared of hurting me. I had to keep on telling Jacob how and where I needed him. But after a point he didn't need to be told. He was sweet, gentle and patient through it all. Taking time so that I could understand his body and he could understand mine. Explaining me things that my biology textbook and my mom and aunts failed to explain. Telling me it was natural, telling me it was okay to moan and scream. Even being okay when I accidentally bit his lip and tasted his blood and offering more if I needed. And yes there was a point where there was pain and so I immediately withdrew my hands to stop passing him everything. He looked at me with concern, but I just shook my head and said, "Give me a minute." It took a few minutes and a few tries. Whatever was feeling hurt soon turned into this sort of nice pain. A pain I needed more of. And when I felt like that I let Jacob see my thoughts again. Jacob….was everywhere. And I liked him being everywhere. I was glad I could show him what I was feeling, I just wish he could show me too. That way even how and where to touch Jacob and let him feel the way I was feeling.
The pleasure was all too much. This is not how I thought it would be. It was…it was pure joy. It made me lose my senses for a while. And when I saw that he was feeling something similar, I was glad that I could give that joy to him.
Sweaty, messy, tired and completely in love. That's how I felt. I snuggled up to him and fell asleep listening to his heartbeat, drenched in his scent.
A.N. Sooooooo? How was it. In my opinion my writing was really awkward because I had to explain the sex without it to keep my rating. But hopefully it wasn't all too bad. Aaaaaand did you guys like the surprise? I was really excited to show you the wedding of Nessie's dreams.
Don't forget the alternate version of this chapter for adult viewers is on my profile. do check it out.
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