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Crap, Crap Crap! Was all I could think. Why now?

Rose slow down!" He yelled from behind me.

"What?" I asked. I know I shouldn't be taking my anger out on him, but he is the closest thing I got. I hope he got that I'm not in the mood and piss off. But nope I guess not.

" Come on Rose. I was just wondering what is wrong. I saw you come out of the gym and you seemed upset." I can't take it. Remembering what happened in the gym made tears threatening to fall.

I didn't want he Derek to see so I did what was best. What I was taught to do so well. Not fight, but run. I ran. I ran from Derek. It felt like I was not just running from Derek, but from everything and everyone. Dimitri, the ghost, Mason, Lissa, and well every one else. For being reasponsable for some's life. Not just someone, but my bestfriend.
For being the reason of Mason's death. I know it was my fault, but I couldn't help, but feel that it was my fault. Or partly. My point is I'm running.

After running, which felt like ever, I stoped at a cabin that seemed like one that Tasha stayed at back at the academy in Montana. I went in and sat in a chair by the fire. I sat lost in my thoughts.

After about an hour the door open. There he stood. He really did look like a god in the fire light.

" Rose! What are you doing? We have been looking for you!" He said. Or some what yelled.

I didn't say anything instead I looked away and looked in the fire. It is the only way to keep the tears away. I know I sound like a baby, but I can't help it now. I was never this soft. I blame Dimitri.

" I always came here to think too. When I went here. Even now. Since I been here which only been a day, but I have been here about 3 times. When ever I have spare time.'
He said was he came next to me. He didn't sit though.

" You can sit. I'm not going to bite." Was the only thing I said.

"I know, but everyone is wondering where you are. Come on."
Now I'm mad. He can't come and tell me to go back with him. He is the main reason I'm here.
I'll go back when I want.

" I'll go back when I'm ready. If you or anyone else needs me you know where I am." I said keep my voice emotionless. Like he does a lot. I thought bitterly.

" Ok, but don't stay too much longer, or someone will come and get you." He said. With out wanting for my reply he leaves. I guess he pissed I didn't go now, like he said.
I thought I saw some hurt in his eyesfor a second, but probably not.

A part of me wanted to see him hurt like he hurt me, but I know if he was hurt like he hurt me I wouldn't beable to stand it. I know I would do anything to make it go away.
Why? I asked myself

Cause you love him. Part of me said

No. I can't. Not anymore. The other part said

Do I love him? Even though he hurt me? I don't know. My head hurt. My heart hurts. My head can take it, but I don't think my heart can take it. My heart is important.
So I'm going to keep it guarded. That thought sends a ping in my heart, but doesn't hurt as much. Still does, but not as bad as my head. So with that I fall asleep with a hurting head and a heavy heart.

I wake up to someone lifting me. I'm too tired to open my eyes or do anything so I let then lift me. I know I'm safe. I don't know how I know that, but I do. I feel safe in that persons arms. I know it isn't Dimitri cause his arms are more muscular. Which is weird cause I only ever felt safe in his arms.

I decide to ignore my iner battle and snuggle in the persons arms. I feel so content that I feel like going back to sleep.
"Night Rose." I here and a picture flashes in my head. Then before I knew it I fell asleep with the picture of the person in my head.

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