Disclaimer:

Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is not mine- it's owned by CLAMP and made by CLAMP. Kuro-tan and Fai-san will never be mine… Syaoran-kun and Sakura-chan were not made by me…It's a bittersweet thing…

Author Notes:

Ah-ah

It's been so long

I missed writing this but I didn't know how to start

And so I tried

And ended with this!

X3

It wasn't what I planned

But I enjoyed writing it all the same

It is different in a way

But it will help me on the last chapter/s

Hope you guys like it!

WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title

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[The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty]

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IX. "Of tears and ash"

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"Soaring dragon

that commands the water

that protects Suwa"

It rains

"Guard the carrier of the heirloom

named after you."

As he watched he wondered

The rain

It was supposed to be a blessing

A gift from god

A gift brought upon by prayers

Prayers from the people

Prayers sung by the Miko

"Grant protection to Suwa."

But the Miko has died

Died as she prayed

Died as she sung

Sung for her people

Sung for protection

Sung with her prayers

So why?

Why does it rain?

Maybe kami cries?

Cries for her

Cries along with her

Cause her people falls

One after another

…they fall…

all around her

They fall along with her

And so the sky cried

Rain as black as ash

Rain as red as blood

Blood as red as fire

The Miko fell

Fell along with her Lord

Fell along with her people

And so Suwa fell

It fell like rain

Rain that once blessed the land

Rain that now falls like a curse

A rain of fire

Of ash

And of lives

And so darkness came

And fell upon the land

As countless people fell

For demons have come

And so the young Lord cried

Cried like the rain

Piercing the night with grief

…and of pain…

For his cries were heard by none

His tears were seen by none

The land could not hear his cries

For the land itself cried

And so he grieved

For a moment he did

For in his arms laid the Miko

And by his side was a sword

A sword that was carried by the Lord

After a while

The cries stopped

As the blood dried

And red became black

The land became silent

Silent as death

Silent as the night

For everyone has died

Died along with the demons

The demons that terrorized the land

It's just that

…the rain…

…the rain still fell…

Rain as black as ash

Rain as red as blood

Blood as red as fire

The Miko cried

Cried for her land

Cried for her Lord

Cried for her son

She cried silently

Silent and still

She cried with tears of blood

Flowing steadily, unending, non stopping

Her tears kept on falling

For she was mourning

For even in death

…she kept on praying…

"Soaring dragon

that commands the water

that protects Suwa

Guard the carrier of the heirloom

named after you.

Grant protection to Suwa"

The Lord could not cry

No matter how much he tried

Because he has no tears, no blood, no life

He has nothing to shed

For he has nothing left

…not even for his wife…

…nor son…

…much so his land…

It was such a sad tale

So sad…so sad

But it's no yet done

Oh no, it's not

For their son he is still there

Alive, oh yes he is

The young Lord lives

And that was it

The young Lord is lost

Lost in the dark

Lost in the fire

Lost in the ash

Lost because of his loss

He was still

Ever so still

He was mourning

He was grieving

And so the young Lord sat still

Ever so still

On his right he held his mother

On his left was the sword of his father

He held on

Strong and unyielding

Because he made a promise

And this time…

…this time he will not fail…

Because he is no longer weak

Because he became strong

When he was showered with loss

But it was late

Oh so late

His strength came in late

Ever so late

But still

He remained still

No one could reach him

No one should dare

Because the young Lord promised

He promised to be strong

Strong enough to protect

…and now he is…

Even though he is late

For everyone has died

And there is no longer

Anyone to protect

It was a nightmare

A horrible dream

And it was unreal

But then he woke

And he felt lost

For the world that greeted him

Was a nightmare

All on its own

But he was alive

Even though he was not well

He was alive

Even though he grieves

He was alive

And so he will live

For he was saved

Saved by a child

That smiles so mild

A powerful child

That closed his mother's eyes

"Tsukiyomi"

The goddess of the moon

She shone on that night

Ever so bright

So much like the moon

Shining brilliantly even in the dark

"I am Tomoyo"

The goddess whispered to him

Told him of a different name

Her real name

And it suited

He knows not why

But it was better

"…and you are?"

"Kurogane"

It was a new land

It felt like a new world

And it would be like a new life

For it felt like he had died

And maybe he had

Along with everyone he loved

However

The young Lord is stubborn

He was hard headed

And he is strong

And so he did not crumble

He did not break

He will not fall

He will rise

And he will grow

For as his land fell

As those he loved died

As a part of his soul crumbled

A wish of his took seed

It was a wish

It was a promise

It was his goal

He will be strong

He will have strength

Great strength

that no one can match

That no one can defeat

Because he made another promise

It was a promise to a child

A promise to his light

A promise to the one

The one that saved him that night

It was a promise

to protect…

But she found him foolish

That what he seeks

Is not what he wish

And so she sent him away

To a different land

A different time

A different dimension

"…find the meaning of strength…"

And he found it

Along with a blue-eyed, blonde haired idiot of a mage

And so yeah… It was Kuro-sama's past. I had been centering on Fai but then I suddenly wrote about Kuro-pon and it was not even on a first person point of view. But yeah… It is different and is a whole lot more subdued… I wrote it this way because it was Kuro-tan… I don't see him as the 'I'll think of my horrible past' sort of person… so yeah.

And oh… the next part may be the last or second to the last so please look forward to it. XD

So yeah… REVIEWS? Anyone?