Huge Changes Chapter 11: I Forgot To Put A Name, a twilight fanfic

Sorry it took so long to write. I was writing this longer chappie!I deleted it the first time. Enjoy!

Disclaimer: What I would give to be stephanie meyers!

Chapter 11:

I gasped as I awoke from my slumber. I wiped the tears out of my eyes. I had been crying all night long. Today was the aniversery of my neices death. I widened my eyes at how long it had been. Two years since I had saw Hailey. Well, Alive that is. I felt more tears pour from my face. I quietly got out of bed and made my way my bathroom.

I stripped allof my clothes off and looked at my awesome body in the mirror of my bathroom. My body may look good, but my face is a wreck. I let the tears drown my face as I got into the shower.

After my short shower, I got out and brushed my teeth and blowdryed my hair. Instead of brushing it I left it alone, I was way too stressed to do anything with it. I wrapped myself into a towel before I peaked out the door and looked into the hall. No one. Good. I stepped out into the hall and started my desent to my room.

"Ahhhh!" Someone's voice screamed intio my ear. I lepped up into the air and saw no other than an annoying Embry Call standing right behind me. I frowned at him.

" SAM! PPPAAAAUUULLLL, EMBRY'S LOOKING AT ME IN A FUNNY WAY!" I yelled down the stairs. I started to walk to my room. When I reached my destination I heard 2 pairs of feet running up the stairs.

" Embry!" I heard Sam say as I shut my door. I chuckled to myself, trying to get myself into a good mood. It didn't work. I was still depressed. I dropped my towel ans put on a pair of black underware and a black bra. I searched my closet for the perfect outfit. I pulled out my black skinnys and put them on. The next thing was a pair of DC socks. I put them on along with a simple long sleeved black shirt. I grabbed my DC hat and twisted my hair up into a messy bun and put the hat on top. I put on my DC shoes next and added my plain black jacket. I was about to walk out of the room when I looked into my mirror and grabbed my black guchi sunglasses that hid the bags and my puffy eyes. My face looked dead, like I wanted it to. Then I headed down to the kitchen.

When I entered I walked over to the kitchen area, instead of going over to Paul (who was at the tabled with the other school kids.). She turned to me when I finally stood right behind her.

I hugged her swolen form and whispered into her ear. She hugged me back.

" I love you so much." I said. I pulled away. My lower lip trembled. I tryed so hard not to breakdown right there. I put on my ' I'm fine on the outside, but I'm killing myself on the inside look. You know how you see the fake smile on your bestfreinds face when her parents just got divorced( this happened to my bffs. Its sad really. I hope my rents never break up.) Emily saw right through my sheild. She also saw through my sunglasses.

Emily pulled my sunglasses off my head and everyone, including Sam who just walked in, who was paying attention to the two women.

" What's wrong?" Emily whispered. Paul and Sam came up behind me. Paul hugged me from behind. I started to tremble.

I only had to mouth one word.

" Hailey." Then I couldn't keep the kool anymore. I finally turned around and broke down into Paul's chest. I was shaking so bad that I felt Paul shaking.

" Why is she upset?" He asked Emily before I sobbed even harder if that was possible. Sam put his hand on my arm. Paul started to murmur to me.

" It'll be okay. It's okay hunny. It'll be okay." He voice made me melt. Suddenly I felt like I was gonna pass out. I felt Paul lift me up when my knee's gave out. I didn't know that the guys had left untill I heard the door open and close. I heard Clair and Kim walk in and ask the same question that Emily had yet to answer to Paul and Sam.

" It won;t be okay until I'm dead!" I said into Pauls chest. It was muffled but I heard Kim gasp and Paul speak.

" Never say that again!" He commanded. His arms tensed at the thought of me laying lifeless in a coffin. I cryed harder than ever. " I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! SORRY!" Paul yelled to the world as I pulled away from him and went to go get my hat and sunglasses.

" Uh, Sam," I started while grabbing a muffin. Emily had layed them down next to-.

"FOOD!" I heard a loud mob yell. I was pushed out of the way. When I stumbled into the side of the bar I almost fell. Paul caught me before I fell.

" Anyway..." I said as I rebalenced myself, with alot of Pauls help. " Can I have a pass to," I took another bite of my muffin." wear my hat AND - the and is very important- my sunglasses all day at school?" I said as the boys fininished grabbing the muffins and sat at the table. Paul had already surprisingly got his million muffins and sat down. I moved over to Paul and sat on his lap. I took the muffin he'd already bit a small chunk out of ans stuffed it into my mouth whole. Paul hadn't seen or caught me stealing his muffin, but the others had. Paul looked at his hand and looked at me. My mouth was overfilled.

" HEY!" Paul said while trying to steal part of his muffin from my mouth. I turned away from his mouth. Everyone laughed.

I hadn't knowticed Sam and Emily were gone untill they both came back into the room. They were holding hands and smiling. Before I had time to react Paul came up and bit into my neck. I jumped at the suddeness and the slight pain. The boyz stifled their laughter. I glared at them. Sam spoke next.

" Hey, I talked to Kim and Claires moms and they said that-" Sam started and Emily finished.

" Girls Day!" She yelled. I squeeled my girliest squeel. The guys looked at me. They looked at me like they were shocked. I jumped off of Paul and ran over to Emily and hugged her. When I let go Sam went and ruined my day.

" Time for Patrol!" He yelled to the unhungry boys. A series of ughs went around the room as Sam ushered them out of the room. Kim and Claire walked in as Emily got out alot of popable popcorn bags.

~big brothers stink~

I was crying at the movie we jsut watched. It was Star Wars: Return of the Jedi. It was one of my favorite movies ever. We just watched the part where Luke saw the three jedi - Obi Wan, Anakin, and Yoda- standing together looking at him proudly. I was sobbing at how sad it was. Luke had just burned his dads body. It was so sad.

Emily knowticed me crying as Embry walked into the living room where the girls were staring at me crazily. He barely looked at them and looked over at my crying figure. He sat down in the only one seater chair in the room. Embry looked at the credits of the Star Wars movie ( A/N I am addicted to all the star wars movies!).

" What did you just watch to make her cry?" He asked as the screen went blank. Emily looked away from me and to him with a worried look in her eyes.

" We just watched the last Star Wars movie. And Sophie here is the only person I know who would cry to this." she muttered to him.

Claire kindly changed the subject.

" What do we watch next?" she asked me. I put my hand on my chin and made my thinking face as I thought of something we could watch. Then I thought of how this was like the time Sam asked me what I wanted to watch and I ended up kicking him hard and getting part of my hair cut off in my sleep. I subcontusly laughed.

I got up and ran to my bedroom, grabbed my ipod and a family dvd. Then I went back downstairs and put it in the dvd player as I turned on my ipod and played September by daughtry.

" Whats this?" Kim asked as Sam and me came on the screen and plastered my face with yellow paint. The room erupted into a series of chuckles.

" Great memories..." I said trailing off. I smiled at the next memory.

A 25 year old Sam and a 7 year old me were playing baseball. He threw me the ball and it hit me square in the chest. I shot daggars at him with my eyes. I picked up the ball that had landed a few feet away and threw it at Sam, hard. It hit him right between the eyes. He got so mad. I was laughing my head off on the screen. My mother was filming charged at me. He picked me up and ran right over to the dock that was beside our house. In one swift movement he threw me into the freezing water. I screamed as I hit the freezing water.

Everyone laughed. I heard some new laughter this time. I looked away from the screen as Leah and Quil entered. I looked back to the tv as Leah sat at my feet and Quil lounged on the floor.

The next video was of my verry first battle of the bands. I was 12 and still living with my dad.

I started to play the guitar parts to the Nickleback song Animals. Then a preteen Amy popped up playing excellent on drums. Then a preteen Adam, our bestie, came up singing. Adam sounds just like the lead dude that sings this.

"I, I'm driving black on got my license back.I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track.I'll ask polite if the devil needs a the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight.I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out.I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the mom don't know that you were 'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been '!

"No, we're never gonna 't nothing wrong with acting like we're , no matter where we go.'Cause everybody 're just a couple of animals.

"So come on baby, get in, just get out the trouble we're in.

"You're beside me on the your hand between my you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna 's hard to steer when you're breathing in my I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my now, no doubt that we were heading south.I guess nobody ever taught her not to speak with a full mouth.'Cause this was it, like flicking on a felt so good I almost drove into the ditch.I'm screamin'.

"No, we're never gonna 't nothing wrong with acting like we're , no matter where we go.'Cause everybody 're just a couple of animals.

"So come on baby, get in, just get out the trouble we're in.

"We were parked out by the 're sitting in the we just started getting she whispered "what was that?".The wind, I think 'cause no one else knows where we that was when she started screamin'."That's my dad outside the car!".Oh please, the keys, they're not in the have wound up on the floor were switching our positions.I guess they knew that she was I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was '.

"No, we're never gonna 't nothing wrong with acting like we're , no matter where we go.'Cause everybody 're just a couple of animals.

"So come on baby, get 're just a couple of in, just get 't nothing wrong with out the trouble we're in, just get in.

Thats when the song ended. It was also when Sam and Paul decieded to join us. They joined us at the end of the song.

I paused the tv.

" Come on! I wanna see the next thing!" Leah yelled. Sam looked like he was gonna die. He remembered that night. Paul looked confused as He came overand sat on top of me. I groaned at how heavy he was. I slid over towords the Emily on my right while Paullie slid over next to me. Sam stood in the doorway.

" I flimed this." Sam stated in a dumbstruck awe. His eyes were remembering the crazy night afterwards. He just stood there frozen. I spoke up.

" Dude," I said in my best preppy voice," are you like alright? Do want me to, like, sit on you or, like, something?" I dropped the voice after everyone laughed. " Yeah. He's not moving because he remembers the after party. He also got it on tape. Lets watch and find out..." I said as I pressed play and I came up in front of the whole stage.

" This songs called Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne!" I stated to the croud on the video. The camera shifted unpleasently. My fathers voice came on the audio.

" Sam! Hold the camera still or your gonna miss it!" My father barked at him. Sam in reality rolled his eyes. I laughed.

Thats when Amy started to sing.