Look at what I found. Major fail - Updating daily for 2 days before I went to school. Holiday posts because I can't resist my fanfiction addiction.

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I took her hand over the console and held it in my lap. I couldn't help as my eyes drifted to her open jacket. Her cleavage glimpsed out taunting me, calling me, in her low-cut blue top. Alice had taken one of my baseball shirts and fitted it to her size. My number 20 and name Edward was written over her left breast – over her heart. I was partial to the colour against her skin and the site of my name and number on her chest. It did things to me

Alice had out done herself this time nearly given me a heart attack with this number. If she leaned forward a little I would have been able to see down the shirt.

The monster leered take her, you want it, she wants it. I had to silence him or I'd ravage her over the hood; to see her spread out like that – withering under my ministrations. I had to stop thinking of her like that. A gentleman wouldn't objectify the love of his existence but gentlemen or no, resisting Bella Swan would be the hardest of all desires to overcome.

I opened her door and took her hand as she stepped out. Damn he has a fine ass. I didn't know Cullen and the chief's daughter were back on. If I was 20 years younger I would be hitting that. Mrs Newton's thoughts made me cringe, with the visuals she was creating I'd rather have hung out with Jane.

'Madam' a slight stumble brought her closer as I held her up. Sweet Lord I almost cried out. Her breasts were pressed up against me, so soft, her blush. Oh have mercy it traveled down her top I could feel the heat against my chest, so sinfully innocent. The tension in the air multiplied then squared itself then multiplied again by infinity. I wanted to take her here. I wanted to mark her as my own so the Mike Newton's' and Jacob Black's' of the world knew she was mine. My body cried out for me to mark her. She wants it. She's always wanted it. The demon says. Take her. Over and over. To have her body pressed against mine. Skin on skin. Breath to breath.

A deep breath, a step back. She didn't notice my inner turmoil. As long as she never outright tried to seduce me I could control myself. I had to control myself.

'Careful' a deep blush travelled from her cheeks down her neck. I looked away from temptation. She stood on her tiptoes and gave me a kiss on the corner of my lips.

With a thanks and a wave she hurried into the store. I stood for a few minutes dazed by the turmoil within me. If I were human my heart would have given out by now. Emmet's jeep pulled up beside my car a few minutes later. I was still standing outside lost in my thoughts.

I looked over her truck and I have to say the canine did a good job on the engine and I won't allow you to wire it to roll of a cliff. Its a crime against beautiful engineering. Rosalie thought as she got out.

'Thank you' I said sincerely. I chose to ignore the latter part of her commentary. Alice wasn't meant to know about that plan. 'So why are you here'

'We need to restock on some of our camping and baseball gear lil bro' Emmett came over and ruffled my hair. I pushed him off and fixed my hair.

'You know I'm older than you, I muttered.

An eye roll later and I was being dragged along into the store.

'How's about this one?' Emmett took a test swing. The arc narrowly missing me. I snatched it out of his hand before he could do it again

'Hi. Cullen.' Mikes voice came up behind me.

'Yeah. Where's your best bat?. Edward here wrapped my one around a tree.' I wanna put the fear of God in this boy for looking at my sister ass. I raised my eyebrows. He took the protective older brother job seriously

'What?' A confused Mike asked.

'Yeah. He want bat shit crazy after he heard some moron talk about his girl's ... assets. If you get what I mean. I had to stop him from beating the shit out of said moron and ended up losing my bat for the good of human kind – may it rest in peace. Him and Jasper together is the worst combination you know its always the quiet ones. In the last school we went to one guy was put on life support because of them because they looked at Alice funny. Yo hombre the bat'

He looked from me to the bat in my hand and shuffled moved back. He was radiating fear

'In the back. There are some in the back. I'll get them-' he was already moving away before he finished his sentence.

'What is wrong with you?' I glared at Emmett. He was going to get me into trouble.

'What? I was doing the brotherly thing. You know, sometimes I don't think you appreciate me enough.'

'How thoughtful of you' and rolled my eyes.

I felt her before I saw her. The charge that filled the air made my skin tingle.

'Emmett? What are you doing here?' I lowered the bat in my hand and turned round.

'I'm here for a new bat and camping gear. And of course to see my favourite sister' slinging an arm over her shoulder

'Okay. Here. Mike gave me this to show you' as she held out the bat in her hand. 'I didn't know you were back.' Her eyes narrowed on me then fixed her gaze on Emmett who was suddenly very interested in the shelves. 'What happened?' and she slid out of Emmett's hold to look him in the eye.

'Nothing. Do you like this sleeping bag?' he asked to distract her and taking the at out of her hand

'It's a down sleeping bag Extra warmth with an insulating layer. Why' and it had worked

'Well since its going to be yours I have to make sure you like it you part of the family so you'll need your own camping gear' a smile graced her lips.

'O well then if it's mine I want it in green. Here' she guided us to the till. 'That's $90 then.' She glanced at me then back at Emmet.

He handed her the money and walked out the store leaving me behind. I looked back at her then decided to lean over the counter and give her a quick kiss. I hated being away from her but she needed to work. This was a quick taste to tide me over these few hours. I would have been happy to pay for anything she needed so she didn't have to work though that idea had been shot down and burned into ashes as soon as it had been voiced. So was the working together idea that had not even been voiced but from the vision Alice it was a very good thing it hadn't.

Have they left Mike Newton peeked round the corner. I pulled back just as Mike walked out of the storage room. Her eyes fluttered open as I pulled back. A quick kiss on the cheek and I left the store behind.

It's disgusting the way those two are all over each other. Cullen could have any girl but he chooses the one I want. Uh and look at her all lovey dovey eyed over the freak. At least I get to see her climb the ladder to get a better view of that ass. I better go and hold it for her so it doesn't slip

I hopped into the car before I walked back into the store and splattered his brain over the wall. Control. I decided to head back home. A new bed would be arriving in a few days for my room and I had to move a few things around. I also had to talk to the family Victoria was still out there and we needed to plan.

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