A/N: FIRST OFF I AM SO SORRY EVERYTHING IS COMING LATE I JUST STARTED SCHOOL AGAIN AND A NEW JOB SO MY SCHEDULE IS FULL BUT I HAVE THE WEEKEND TO WRITE AND PRODUCE YOUTUBE VIDEOS IF ANY OF YOU WATCH THEM SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT AND YES I DID SUBMIT THE STORY FOR THE WATTYAWARDS I JUST SAID WHY NOT BUT THANK YOU FOR THE VOTES AND COMMENTS I LOVE READING THEM IT REALLY HELPS ME WRITE THE NEXT CHAPTER FASTER BUT ENJOY!

Darren and I pulled up in front of the house and my heart was racing like sonic the hedgehog. "Kendra calm down everything is going to be fine." Darren said. As soon as we got out the car Alice came running out the house squealing. "The babies...the babies." she repeated. "Alice I'm pretty sure your squealing is going to upset them." I added opening the back door. "I'm sorry I'm just excited the visions I've had of them went away now that their here." Alice helped and took Sarah while I got Ephraim. "Speaking of that..."

"He's not here Kendra." Alice answered as we stepped int the house. I was a little relieved to know I had time before I saw Jacob again. "Where is everyone?" I asked as I noticed it was fairly quiet. "Well Bella and Edward are in their new home we built and the others are hunting but they should be back shortly ...Renesmee is napping." When Alice said that I paused so hard. "Who the hell is Renesmee ..wait THAT'S WHAT SHE NAMED THE DEMON BABY?

I put Ephraim down safely as I couldn't contain the laughter erupting out of me. "You've gotta be shitting me she named her daughter Renesmee why not just go ahead and add Voldemort." Darren who just got done putting all the bags inside stood and looked at me crazy. "D get this the kids name is Renesmee." Darren gave me a WTF face then waked off not wanting an explanation. I didn't even notice Alice was holding both of the babies. Before I could continue I heard a voice. "Is that my favorite niece?" I turned and ran to Emmett. "I actually missed you Grizzly." Emmett put me down looking amused. "Oh really then why no phone call." I just rolled me eyes and went to give the others a hug.

I eventually got the kids settled in my room while Darren went to La Plush to see Leah and the Pack. I knew once word got out that I was back Jacob was soon to come here and I think I was ready to see him. I was just catching up on an article I needed to proofread for work when there was a knock at the door. "Come in" I looked up to see my dad carrying an infant. "I would run up and hug you but it looks like someone is in my place." I said as I put my stuff down. "Its good to see you Kendra." I just smiled at him as he brought the infant over to me. "Renesmee I want you to meet your big sister Kendra."

So that's Renesmee she looks older than my babies and I know Bela gave birth after I did. My dad handed me Renesmee as he sat down on the bed. "Hey kid I'm going to teach you lots of things but first we need to nickname you." Renesmee smiled and touched my face. Then I was seeing everything from her inside Bella, to outside a deadly looking Bella, to Jacob, then Seth who was staring for a long time, to Seth naming her Nessie which I have to agree is better. All the visions ended as she removed her hand. "whoa I see your special like dad huh Nessie?" She again just smiled. "So where's the newbie?" I asked. "Talking to Jacob." My dad said calmly.

I tensed up. "He's here." I said. I think Nessie could sense my mood dampen because she sent an image of me smiling. "I'm fine." I told her. "Is that the reason why your up here?" I asked my dad. He nodded his head. "One of them the other was to meet my grandchildren." I smiled and pointed to the crib the twins were sharing. We both walked over me still holding Renesmee to see the twins actually starting to wake up. "This is Sarah Esme and Ephraim Billy Edward Black... I guess me and Bella had the same idea naming our kids after our parents." I looked to see my dad smiling down at them with pride in his eyes. "I'm proud of you they are truly beautiful." My dad said. I tried not to cry as I handed him Nessie back. Before I could speak Sarah decided to make a noise and then we heard it. "JACOB NOT YET."

We both looked at each other in alarm as we heard footsteps coming upstairs quick. Before we could move there he was in the doorway. Jake looked very rough. He was growing a beard along with a mustache, his eyes were dark and lifeless. "Dad go" I said softly. He didn't seem to protest as he left with Nessie leaving the door open. "Kendra" Jake said with longing in his voice. "Hi" I said back. Jake walked up to me and brought his hands up to my face. I couldn't stop the tears this time as he put our foreheads together and took in my scent. "He took a deep breath and smiled. "Your here oh baby your back you came back to me." He murmured. He stopped touching me as Sarah made a noise again.

He looked behind me into the crib. I took his hands and pulled him over. "Jake meet your kids." Jacob was crying now with a smile on his face as Sarah looked up at him. "What..what." Jacob stuttered. I grab Sarah and held her. "This is Sarah and in the crib still sleeping is your son Ephraim." Jacob reached out his arms and took Sarah away from me. He sat own on the bed and just stared at her.

Finally he looked up at me with a smile still on his face. "I'm a Dad!" I just nodded my head. Jake continued to look at Sarah and take in her scent as well. My heart broke as I thought of the what ifs. Would we be happy in this moment if I would've stayed?