Sorry I haven't been writing, it's been really hectic with my move and all. Plus I was failing History and my mom took my computer away. Sooo, yeah. Tough couple of weeks. But, here ya go, enjoy!

Austin's POV

It's been a couple of days since Ally was first admitted into the hospital. And a couple of days since her seizure. They don't know what caused it, but they moved her to the ICU(Intensive Care Unit). She still hasn't woken up either. It's making me really worried. I feel like this is all my fault, like this is my punishment for not opening up about my feelings for Ally.

I can't sleep, I can barely eat-which is really surprising since I eat so much. But, I just stay up, thinking about Ally and what I could have done to prevent all this. I should have protected her better. Not just physically, but emotionally as well. I hurt her feelings and then almost got her killed by letting her walk home by herself. I'm so careless.

I haven't been going to school. My mom thinks I should go to therapy. She keeps telling me that this is not my fault, that the driver should have looked. And I kept telling her the same thing. That I caused this.

I heard a knock on my bedroom door.

"Sweetie, it's me mom. I just wanted to let you know that I've scheduled a therapy session for you at 3:00. It's your decision if you want to go. Dr. Tomika is expecting you though and I really think you can benefit from going."

"I don't need therapy mom. I just need to be alone."

"Okay Austin. You know I'm here if you wanna talk though, alright?"

"Yeah."

"Good. I am heading to the mattress store. Your father already there and we are having a big sale so we probably won't be back till midnight."

"Kay, bye mom."

"Bye, Sweetie."

I heard her walk down the stairs and then I heard the door open and close. I am going to see Ally whether she likes it or not.

~.~

I walked through the doors and into the hospital. I made the first left turn and saw the ICU immediately.

I started running down the hallway and through the doors if the ICU until I saw Ally.

Ally.

She was laying on her hospital bed almost lifeless except for her short breaths that brought her chest up and down. I walked over to her. I stood by her and held her hand in my own. Then a nurse came up behind me.

"Sir, you can't be in here at this time."

I let go of Ally's hand and turned towards the nurse.

"And why is that?"

"Well, even though with the surgery we did to patch up the bleeding organ, it hasn't improved her condition except that she is alive."

"So why can't I be in here?"

"Well for starters her medical beeper is beeping off the charts if you didn't notice."

I turned towards the beeper that I didn't even notice had started beeping even faster than before. The nurse raced into action to asses the problem.

"Her liver is failing! Doctor, prep a surgery room!"

The nurse took the roll-away hospital bed as a couple of other nurses and doctors ran beside her bed to take her away. To take her away from me. I stood alone in the hospital room in a matter of minutes. I fell to my knees, a tear rolling down my cheek.

"Ally, please come back to me."

OMG. So some feelings have definitely arisen, no? Well, I really don't know where I am going with the Ally-hospital thing from here. I know how I would feel if Ally was killed off, but I honestly am considering it. Don't worry I haven't really made any decisions. So don't leave me now. Again sorry for the break.

Smileface935 :)