For Mine Eyes Only

by SilverWolf7

In a way to try and help Spock deal with the death of his mother, planet and everything with it, the ship counsellor tasks him to not openly express his emotions like a human would, but to write them down instead. He reluctantly agrees to it.

11. Refusal

Well, I did warn people at the start of this story that some entries would be extremely short.

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11

I refuse to listen to anything happening outside my rooms today.

I refuse to let anyone in my rooms.

I refuse to step outside my bedroom.

I am going to bed and hope to sleep through this day.

I want it over and done with.

This is killing me.