its been a while since i last updated. again for all of you who reviewed my story. as always they mean a chapter is very short but i have had huge writer-blog. please review and feel free to point out anything you don't like or that is wrong.

I weekly walked up to Elanor. I was pulling all the strength I had left to face was just talking to her investors about how her new model is going to bring her line to the top. I finch at the mention of that bitch how doesn't seem to get out of everyone's shes so poised, shes going to bring Elanor's line to the top, its just what she needed. these where supposed to be all about me not that life less ugh....Who is she to get the praise from my mother with just minuets of meeting her. I placed the champagne flut on one of the near by waiters tray.

"Mother may I talk to you?" she looked away from her guest and turned her full attention to wasn't glad of my interruption.

"Not right now"she said throw her teeth,being careful that the people near her wouldn't notice.

"I need to talk to you now" she looked back at the guest near to her and excused herself .

"Will you excuse me I'll be right."she gave them a smile and turned to face me and then she fiercely grabbed my elbow and pushed me throw the guest. We took a turn and then pushed me into her office. she stood their looking fiercely at me. Her eyes as dark as can be.I tried to keep the same straight I had before approaching her.

"What is so important that you have to speak to me at this vary moment?" Elanor said loudly but not to much to cause attention from the other room. which I doubt they could hear.

"why did you do it?" I asked her.

"Explain yourself Blair, I don't have time to play games with you." when did you "And thanks to your little scene right know I have some apologizing to make. you will never learn will you Blair.I don't even know why i spend my time on you, your just make scene after scene and you don't even see that it looks bad in my said with her face turning with an angrily expression. she knew just where it would hurt me the most and as always she never misses. she could talk wonders about people shes just met but she cant even say one compliment in my behalf.

I don't even know why I even believe you could keep her word. I turned around and headed for the door. Fighting the wetness in my eyes, refusing to show how much her words hurt.

"Don't you walk away from me Blair." You wanted to talk so know where going to talk.I turned back to face her.

"What do you want to hear mother? That I finally realized that I would never be perfect enough for you. Do you even see how hard I try. Of course not, your to busy trying to show case how grate you are to even see whats right in front of your eyes." she didn't even flinch. I was taking out all the anger and range I had been holding back and shes not even touched by my words.

"Blair this whole scene is about picking Serena to model for my spring line instead of have always been my biggest supporter ,my biggest fan." She said as if it was just nothing. As if being the face of one of her lines happened didn't even get it, I wasn't mad because of her picking a new model. I was mad at how she could just pick any girl in a room and start looking at her perfections and never even see her faults. And with me she saw my every fault and never even took the time to look at the perfections I have.

"I am your daughter".I stated to her.

"And as my daughter I knew you would forgive me, in if my line had not been a success because of you I would never forgive"

"I hope you never do.I hope that this spring line is the best of your carer,because you just lost your only daughter for it."I said coley to Elanor.

"Your just an ungrateful child. I give you everything that you want and you don't even have decients to be grateful." Elanor came around her desk and approached me.

"your credit cards give me everything, you give me nothing."I looked straight at Elanor with out saying another word. I could tell by the darkness in her eyes and the color on her face that she was lifted her hand and slapped me right across my face. I raised my right hand to mt check at the moment I could see how She instantly realized it. and look her straight to her eyes and then turn around and head out the door and I go straight into the elevators.

As I wait for the elevators, I close my eyes just wishing all the hurt could go at that instant I could feel the tears rushing down my at this point I couldn't avoid it from happening no mater how much I forced myself to keep it together.I rapidly wipe the tears away from my face and hurry into the elevator. UGH! cant the doors just close already.I don't want anyone seeing me like this.....finally. and just then I hear the excavator door open with a the hell is it now?..I open my eyes and see Chuck standing in front of me.I close them and then open them again and hope that he would be just a figure of my imagination. but once I open them i see him just standing their with his hand in this pocket and his eyes on me.I brush my tears away quickly . Chuck takes a step into the elevator and then comes to me. Hes just starring at me and I don't have a word to say.

"Come with me." Chuck says as he moves closer to me.

"Chuck, I'm seriously not in the mood right now.I want to be left alone" he came closer to me and tilted my head so that I would look right straight into his eyes.

"A queen must never be left in her misery." I turn away from his eyes and look to my left. Just hoping that he cant tel that I was grabs my chin, and turns my head so that are eyes could be facing each others.

"What are you thinking?" he asked me, I could feel as his body shifted closer to me.

"What does it mater?" I responded to Chuck.I could already feel the coolness of his breath.

"You maybe wrong about that." the clinging of the elevators doors detracted us from are both got out and started heading out.

"Come with me" he asked once more.

"On one condition."I said to Chuck.

"And what is this condition Waldorf?" He said to me as his limo arrives.

"your are going to answer my questions."

"Why?"

"I don't need an explanation.I said to chuck as i got closer to him.

"As you wish Waldorf. but I need something out of it." as smirk appealing back on his face.

"Your the one that whats me to come with you." i said to Chuck as his driver opened his door to his limo.

"And where is this place Bass?" I asked Chuck as we been driving for some didn't say anything.

"Why where you so upset for Waldorf?" I looked at chuck not quite sure about what to say. i kept quite ,hope that if I didn't say anything it just wouldn't matter.

"What does it mater?and I asked you first." I said to him. I didn't want to fight with Chuck tonight.

"Everything involving you matters." I grind at his lest he had something right.

"so are you going to tell where your taking me."

"you have to answer my question first."

"I wasn't upset."

"Your not saying the truth Waldorf." Chuck gave me of his facial expressions to me.

"And how would you know?"I asked

"I know you better then you know yourself."

"Well then you know why I was upset."

"Blair."

"So tell me where are you taking me."

"you'll see"

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