Hi guys! Sorry this is late, but I have been deliberately putting it off. For some reason, chapter 10 was posted twice and chapter 9 was deleted. Buuuut! I fixed it (I hope) so if you did not read chapter 9 or you read chapter 10 twice, please go back and read chap 9! It's an important chapter and explains why I said I wouldn't write a sex scene.

Okay :D

Also, shameless self promoting right now: I uploaded a new fic yesterday called Different Life, and it's about Tris if she were a Dauntless born initiate who's best friends with Uriah. It starts when she and Uriah are 14 and Zeke and Tobias are 16. Please check it out if you haven't already :D

Okay, Chapter 11:

"Tris, wake up," someone says, shaking me.

I groan. "No, leave me alone, I'm tired," I grumble.

The same someone laughs. "Get up, we have to train the initiates. It's seven, I'm going to take a shower and you better be awake by the time I come out. There's meds and water for your hangover on the table."

After he says this, I immediately notice that my head is throbbing, and that everything is louder than usual. I drank more than I thought last night.

I pick myself up and out of bed, and I walk over to the table that sits in the middle of our kitchen. I look around and see our little silver microwave that hasn't been used once, and our fridge which is always filled with soda, water, and beer. Tobias and I don't drink outside of parties, but we always have some alcohol in case we have company.

I love our kitchen, it's my favorite part of our apartment. It's quaint and feels like home, like I belong.

I take the pills and open the fridge, looking for the most caffeinated soda I can find. I take one out and I feel so much more awake as soon as the sugary liquid trickles down my throat.

Tobias walks out of the bathroom and plants a kiss atop my head. "Hi," I murmur.

"Good morning," he replies cheerily.

"I wish we didn't have to train this morning," I say grumpily.

He shrugs. "Whatever. Plus, tomorrow is the trip to the field, and the day after that is the infamous game of 'Capture the Flag'. We have to get through today to get to tomorrow."

I sigh. "Okay. I'm gonna go take a shower. Could you run down to the cafeteria and pick me up a muffin? Please?" I plead.

He sighs dramatically. "If you insist."

"Thank you," I say, grinning.

I hop into the shower and turn the heat up all the way. I love the way it feels on my back, burning just slightly, but not enough for me to need to turn it down.

I make my shower quick, only staying in there for ten minutes.

When I get out, Tobias is still gone, but there is a muffin on our table, with a little note. Enjoy it. Meet you in the training room at 8.

That's odd, I think. But there are odder things than not walking to training together, so I push it out of my mind for now.

I stay in my apartment until it is time to leave for training. I pull my hair back into a high pony and lace my sneakers. I grab two waters from our fridge and put them in my work out bag, and then I set out for the training room.

When I get there at 7:50, Tobias is already punching and kicking a bag in the back corner. I put my work out bag down and walk over to him. "Your stance is off," I critique with a grin.

He turns and his eyes light up when he sees me. "Oh really," he challenges. "So why don't you show me how to fix it?"

I laugh. "No thanks," I say, stepping a little bit closer.

"Why not?" he says in a low voice.

"I'd rather do this." I lean in slowly and close the gap between our lips. His hand moves to my cheek, and we stay like this for awhile, only separating when we hear the initiates walking through the hall. I sigh and distance myself from Tobias as all of the initiates walk in.

I look at the group, and just as I am about to make an announcement about the fights, I notice something, or rather someone. Becka stands among all of the other initiates.

"Becka," I hiss. "Could you come here for a sec?" She nods and walks over to Tobias and me. "What are you doing here?" I demand. "Are you trying to lose the baby?"

"Shh!" she snaps. "Not so loud! And I can't do it. I can't get those signatures. I can't let my parents down."

I sigh. "You're making the wrong decision. But good luck on Visiting Day," I tell her. Her eyes go wide.

"Oh no," she says with a groan.


A/N: Soo! Once again, sorry for the delay. I wrote about half of this last night, and I finished the second half this morning AKA right now hahah. I was so exhausted, which is actually unlike me because I usually go to bed around 2ish and this was 11:30.. Strange hahah

Let me know what you think! I don't really like writing this story any more.. But if you guys like it, of course I'll continue :D

I think I'm gonna go by this uploading schedule: Every other day I'll upload a chapter of a story (It will probably alternate stories). Does that sound good? Lemme know!

Please please please review! Thank you :)

Love always,

Emma Caroline xoxo