The Script
Ch. 11 - Fallen Angels
DISCLAIMER - I do not own Victorious, or any of the Characters, Images, or any else that is in any way related to it
"Tori, baby. I'm here. I love you. I-" Zzzzzzzz. Tori was out cold. Jade noticed that there were quite a few IVs in her arms, and understood. The meds she was on would have her out like a light for a while. Jade walked over slowly. She was afraid of Tori waking up, and still felt like shit for putting Tori through this.
"Baby, I know you can't hear me. At least, not conciously. But I was wondering if you would like for me to sing to you. I want you to know how sorry I am, and how much you mean to me. Please, just listen."
Wrap me in a bolt of lightning, Send me on my way still smiling,
Maybe that's the way I should go, Stright into the mouth of the unknown.
I left the spare key on the table, I never really thought I'd be able.
To say I mearly visit on the weekend, I lost my whole life and a dear friend.
I've said it so many times
I would change my way, no never mind
God knows I tried
Call me a sinner, Call me a saint
Tell me its over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me its over, I don't want you to hurt.
Its all that I can say, So i'll be on my way
I finally put it all together, That nothing really lasts forever
I had to make choice that was not mine, I had to say goodbye for the last time
I kept my whole life in a suitcase, I never really stayed in one place
Maybe thats the way it should be, You know I lived my life like a gypsy
I've said it so many times
I would change my way, no never mind
God knows I tried
Call me a sinner, Call me a saint
Tell me its over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me its over, I don't want you to hurt.
Its all that I can say, So I'll be on my way
I'll always keep you inside
You healed my heart and my life
And you know I tried
Call me a sinner, Call me a saint
Tell me its over, I'll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me its over, I don't want you to hurt.
Its all that I can say, So I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way
So I'll be on my way
Jade was crying now. She knew that Tori would forgive her, but was unsure if they would still be together. She wanted to be, so that she sould make her promise to Mr. Vega come true. And she still wanted Tori to keep her promise. but she wasn't sure what would happen next.
Jade, I love you. I promise to never leave, unless you tell me to. You are too important to me and I am so in love with you that I want to give you everything that you will ever need. A soulmate, a lover, a confidante, and someone to hold you when you are scared, feeling alone, or just want a hug. I AM NEVER LEAVING. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR.
You expect me to be with you forever. God, Vega, that will NEVER HAPPEN. GET OVER YOURSELF.
Jade then stormed off, wanting nothing more to go back and console the girl that she had just broken. But Jade, for some reason thought better of it. She didn't want to have to face it. She loved her, but was too afraid of getting hurt. So she let herself do the damage. This way, she only had herself to blame.
"Never again." Jade murmured under her breath, bearly audible. But Tori, who apparently had awoken while Jade was wrapped up in her thoughts, heard.
"Never what, Jadelyn?" Jade snapped up, never loving the sound of her own name so much, tears running down her face. Happy and loving tears mixed with tears of sadness that Jade felt from putting them both through this. Jade grabbed Tori's hand, and started to kiss it softly.
"Victoria, please. I am SO SORRY. I don't know how or why you would ever forgive me for putting you through this. But if you will let me, I promise to use every day to make it up as best as I can. You own me, Victoria." Wow, now that was new. Jade knew how she felt, but even those words shocked her. "You own every part of me. Physically, emotionally, lovingly, everything. I want to spend everyday with you, and never leave your side. Please give me that chance."
"Jadelyn, I made a promise, and I intend to keep it. But one question, if I may."
"You just did." Jade looked at Tori, who laughed at the use of her own words and stupid joke against her. "What's up?"
"Why did you leave?"
Jade gulped. This is what she wanted. She needed to explain everything, and beg forgiveness for being such a dumb bitch. She wanted to say something, but nothing came out. Nothing except for tears.
"Jadelyn, look at me. LOOK AT ME!" Tori raised her voice in a way that the machines that were monitoring her vitals picked up on. Within moments, the on-call nurse was in the room.
"Is everything ok, Miss Vega?"
"Yes, I just felt so much love for her that your machines picked up on it." Jade could hear how much Tori meant that.
"Ok, dear. If you need anything-" Tori picked up the call button at her side, showing she understood. the nurse left, emergancy evaded.
"Tori, I need to tell you. During the audition-" Tori didn't let her finish.
"Is that what this is about? Jadelyn, we have been together for two years. I love you, need you, want you. And if you can still get jealous and think I would cheat on you, after all of that, then you need to think again." Tori was now upset. The machines responded again. The nurse thought better than to check again. Give the girls some privacy. If anything went wrong, the other girl will come out screaming for help.
"Tori, I-" She wasn't allowed to finish, Tori motioning toward the door. Tori was upset, and in no mood right now. She would talk later, but for now, she wanted to cool off before anything was said or done that would jeopardize the relationship.
Jade had misunderstood. "Tori doesn't want me there with her. She is done. Jade and Tori are no more." She quietly got up, and as she was leaving, asked one thing, "Just promise me that you will take care of yourself."
Jade barely made it to her car, and before thinking about it, pulled out the gun in the glove compartment, pointing it at her skull. She couldn't and wouldn't live without Tori. She was too scared. If the last four days were so bad, imagine the rest of her life.
There, Chapter 11. Anyone getting anxious with all of the cliffhangers? Anyone want more? Let me know!
P.S.- I do not own any rights to the song Call Me by Shinedown. All credit, lyrics, and music, and anything else related to it, are credited to Shinedown.