Monday, August 13, 2017.
Those dreams kept me awake... It felt like i've been there before... I feel cold all of the sudden tomorrow is the time I can go home. But those dreams is bugging the heck out of me. Seriously... Kailey arrived early because she will give me the letters from my mailbox and maybe some food too. "Feeling any better?" Said Kailey while she's preparing the food for me to eat. "Hey should you be in school?"
I said to her, she replied with "Yeah, I was just dropping what you need for today and letters were a bit short for today. So i'll be visiting this afternoon ok." She is waving at me as while she's going out of the room to school... *sighs* Mornings are always nice for references.
I notice something in my dream Kailey was there too but she's asleep. Why though? Many questions are needed to be answered yet no one seems to know it. I read Yuri's books that was given to me and it was superb to read, Monika's poem is deep yet brilliant. I mean we can't deny Natsuki's best cupcakes. Sayori is getting better at baking. Well I still think to my self, what a wonderful friends I have. Ophelia's kiss still warms my heart. Kailey's rugged persona is kind yet very helpful and versatile as a friend. Honestly what a day to be alive but sadly i'm still at bed and I can only leave after three days... The good weather outside is a sign that me and Ophelia should have a date today but look at me in a bed and can't leave. I laughed a bit but those dreams... Makes me feel fear, coldness, anger and sadness... Tears fell from my eyes. What did I do why am I sad? Is it because of the dream or is it something else? That dream hurts me... I can feel it... It's weird. Can someone please help me...
I fell into state of unconsciousness... "Hello, Everyone I Love Paintings." That was my Introduction back then... I was only covering up my pain back then... Then a doctor ask me if I needed some help with this pain... Wait... Is this the dream I was dreaming about yesterday... It was real but this time Kailey wasn't in the dream. I'm scared now... The pain is real, my chest hurts like heck. Is this the state of being? What? Did I just said that? A laboratory, Doctors in coats, a picture of a girl in the ceiling? What? I'm confused... My head hurts. I'm seeing things... No... I can't... Help.. Help... HELP!!! I screamed...
A day later... Tuesday, August 14, 2017.
Morning came by and a painful headache kicks my brain... Way too early for this... I need answers now! My dream is a reality nightmare... I'm scared of myself... After that sleep my mind is bugging me now. No, I can't think of anything except that dream, what does it mean? I grabbed a small canvas that was given to me and painted the dream from my head to the canvas... I changed some of the details.
After three hours.
There finished... Its fairly clean but it adds to the effect of the painting. Few minutes later. Monika came in and told me "Tyler the doctor said that you had been painting something?" I nodded in reply. "Yes, I had been painting something and it's called Restraints..." Monika replied "Nice painting the contrast is really good for the size of the canvas." I really do love painting but... The painting that I made... Is not what it seems. I just can't, I just can't. Ophelia came a few short minutes later and said. "Tyler, you feel better now?" I replied "Not yet really but I feel recovered a bit though really, I even painted something while i'm in bed. Look *gives the painting*" Ophelia looked surprised and was happy that I can paint again. After some short conversations they head home while I still figuring out the dream that I had...
-chapter 11 concluded-