Author's Note: Okay guys, here is chapter eleven. I hope you enjoy, I very much enjoyed writing this chapter. I would like to apologize for taking a while to update, it will probably be longer between updates now and I apologize again in advance.

Also I feel like I should clear something up for you guys, one of my great readers pointed this out for me and I feel like I should make it clear. I'm aware James died in Twilight and the wolves weren't introduced until New Moon...so think of this as a mixture of the two books :] haha I'm not really going with the way the books were wrote, hope that doesn't bother anyone :[.

Another thing, if anyone would like to Beta Read for me, please feel free to PM me and let me know, you can probably tell I'm in dire need of a Beta Reader and any help would be appreciated =).

But I'm going to stop talking now, I hope you enjoy, please review and let me know what you think :].

Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight Saga or any characters associated with the books. I just do this for fun and cause I think Seth and Jacob are awesome! lol


Jacob's POV

Jacob! NO don't! came the voice of Sam in my thoughts. There was a sudden urge to obey in my body but I shook off the authority in his voice and sprung at the leech. This new found agility and speed was exhilarating, but the anger I felt coursing through my body was mainly all I felt as I ran straight at the monster.

Jake, stop, you don't know how to fight! Paul yelled in my mind and I ignored him too. I didn't need to know how to fight, really what could you do but bite in this form? I was ready to rip that bastards throat out with my teeth.

I jumped in the air attempting to maul the monster that attacked my Seth. Next thing I knew I slammed right into a tree, hearing the crunching sound of the word as it split in half spewing splinters every which way. I let out a low howl as I laid on the ground, my vision going blurry from the impact.

That bastard was fast! It was like he was there one minute and just disappeared.

Jake, you don't know what your dealing with here, let us handle this! Sam scolded me.

"What a bad bad doggy." Chuckled the demon. He was knelt down next to me when my vision cleared and I saw the evil smirk plastered on his face. "Little puppy needs a scolding."

He then stood up, and all I could do was look up at him, still dizzied from slamming into the tree. He pulled his foot back and I heard another crunch. This time It was the bones in my face crumbling to dust at the sheer force of his kick, I felt every fracture on the side of my face and my vision went black again.

JAKE! Oh my god are you okay? I heard the frantic mingled thoughts of Paul and Quil.

Surround him! Don't let him get away! commanded Sam in my thoughts, more to Paul and Quil…I still couldn't move, my face burning as it tried to heal itself.

"Aw do the other puppies want some attention?" I heard the demon man utter as my mind went blank.

Seth's POV

Today wasn't such a bad day, I do feel awful for telling Jake I want to keep our relationship on the low down, he was more than ready to show the world. I however am not so ready for this coming out party, my sister knows and that's enough for me right now. He did seem a little hurt though, I need to find a way to make it up to him. Maybe a repeat of what we did in the janitor's closet?

I rode home with Leah in silence, staring out the window lost in thought. Jake said he was going to hang out with Paul, Quil and Sam after school, which I had no idea why. I thought Sam freaked Jake out, it's kind of odd that they are now getting to be buddy buddy all of a sudden. But hey, I never really disliked Sam, I'm sure there was a good reason he chose Emily over my sister, although it was a bit harsh, her being our cousin and all and it being so sudden. Either way he was always nice to me.

I continued to stare out the window, the sky was its usual tent of grey clouds. It was colder today and Leah had the heat turned on full blast in the car and the radio was turned down. All I could hear was the low hum of the car's engine as we drove home. She was even driving normal…weird! I was oddly comfortable though, she seemed to be so much nicer here lately, to me, after she confronted me about Jacob. Also she seems just different, I can't exactly place it. She's calm and not been in her normal bitchy mood and eternal PMS. Hmm…maybe she's coming down with what Jacob had a few days ago. I hope not, I don't want to catch it where I live with her…oh and I don't want her to get sick.

I was about to fall asleep in the car when Leah screamed "HOLY FUCK!" out of the blue and swerved the car off road. My slowly closing eyelids shot open and I think I pissed myself, but I wasn't totally sure. I was lost somewhere in complete fright, anger, and wonder as to what the fuck just happened.

I gripped the door handle tight, my knuckles turning white as I tried to still myself. I mentally thanked my mother for always making me wear my seatbelt when we rode with her. As we ran into the ditch, the car jolted and I nearly hit the windshield with my forehead. Nice seatbelt, you protect me from crazy Leah. I almost petted the safety device as it saved my life, but I was still scared senseless.

"Seth! Oh my God…" Leah yelled, panting heavily as fear shook her body. Her hair was disheveled and falling into her eyes. She held on tight to the steering wheel, shock racking her body. I was about to cuss her but I could see she was scared to death like I was. "Did you see that?!"

I don't know what the hell she was talking about, I was just sitting there lost in thought, enjoying the silence and she frigging swerves off the road. "No…what the hell Leah?"

"You didn't see that crazy fucking red headed bitch run across the road in front of us?!" She asked in utter horror.

"No, I didn't see anyone." I said, calming down somewhat, the initial shock of the wreck over with and feeling a bit agitated at my crazy ass sister.

"Oh my God…" she said, leaning her head down on the wheel and closing her eyes. This really freaked her out, I felt a bit sorry for her so I reached over and rubbed her back.

"It's okay, we're fine…" I tried to soothe her but I couldn't tell if it was working.

We got out of the car then, to check and see if it had done any damage. We'd in fact ended up hitting a tree, I hadn't even noticed, but we only grazed it. It completely smashed Leah's left headlight but all in all her car was fine. She'd have to get that fixed soon though. She was still pretty shaken up when she got back in the car. I swear it looked like she'd been crying but I wasn't sure. I felt so bad for her, something else had to be going on that she wasn't sharing with anyone. She's been acting so weird, something's up and I want to know what it is. Just like Jake, I'm going to find out what was really wrong with him soon enough.

"Let's go home, dad's going to be pissed but I don't feel so well." She said, starting up the car again and backing out of the ditch. I just nodded and we started for home again in silence, she seemed a bit more jumpy now, making sure there were no signs of the elusive red head.

When we got home, as we were walking up the stairs to our porch, I could have sworn we were being watched. It felt just like that day when I was met by those giant wolves and that wild looking man. I turned around, and I saw the faintest touch of fire red disappear into the greenery of the forest like the flame of a candle being snuffed out.

Was that possibly the girl that jumped out in front of Leah and me? I shuddered at the thought of being followed by another crazy person. I've still not recuperated from my last encounter with that wild man. I hurried inside my home, neglecting to tell Leah for fear she might freak and went straight to my room.

Should I have called the police when I saw that man? Should I call them now? There may be some crazy serial killers loose on the reservation and in Forks, but wouldn't we all know about that then? Why does it feel like I'm being watched whenever I'm outdoors? None of this makes sense. What the hell was up with those giant wolves? Ugh my head hurts again. I didn't know what to do, maybe I should tell Jacob. Or maybe I shouldn't, last time he got the crazy Idea to go after that crazy man. I can't allow him to worry just because of me nor have him put himself in danger. He can be so stupid sometimes…but hell I loved him for it. He just wanted to protect me, but I don't know if I even need it. That man could have just been out playing with his dogs.

Heh yea Seth, real believable. I thought to myself. Those weren't dogs, they were wolves the size of fucking bears, and that man was anything but a dog person. He didn't look like the compassion for any life ever entered his mind, and those red eyes…those demon eyes…they weren't human. What the hell could he have been then? I so won't let myself believe I was in the presence of Satan himself, he had no horns for that matter, and where the fuck was the pitch fork? But there was seriously something wrong with that guy. His image seemed to be burned into my mind, and I trembled with fear as I remembered the smile on his face as he advanced on me before those wolves came.

I laid my school bag down on the bed and decided I needed a nap, It's been a long day, so I tugged off my shirt and unbuttoned my pants. I turned off the light and slid under the covers and drifted off to sleep.

Later that evening when I woke up, I could remember the faintest parts of a dream I'd had. I was alone in the forest, and the man with the piercing red eyes was there. I'd heard a howl in the forest and then it got fuzzy from there on. I vaguely remember running and crying, but I don't know exactly from what or who. I rubbed my eyes and they were wet. Had I been crying in my sleep? I don't remember the man with red eyes chasing me, nor any wolves. It wasn't even scary, it was one of the oddest things ever.

I walked out of my room, finding the house empty, I walked to the front door to see who was there. The knocking had been what woke me up in the first place. I rubbed my eyes some more and let out a long yawn as I opened the door. Jacob stood on the porch and I smiled at the sight of him. He was standing their with his hair tied back in a pony tail and his hands in his pockets. It was getting dark outside, so I guessed it was around seven, and I quickly pulled him inside. It was cold, and I was freezing standing there with the door wide open in my boxers.

Wait…I'm still only in my boxers.

"Wait right here." I told him quickly as a sly smile curved up his cheek. I put my hands between my legs, covering the outline of my crotch visible through my boxer briefs, and ran to my room before he had a chance to say anything. I threw on some jogging pants and went back out to meet my boyfriend, still without a shirt but I didn't mind and I doubt he did.

"Hey there." he officially greeted me, pulling me into his arms. I hugged him back around his waste and buried my face into his strong chest, my favorite place on earth.

"Hey you!" I greeted back, reveling in his warmth. He began to stroke my back with his hand and I hummed into his chest. The world was once again complete, nothing could harm me. I was in my own special fort on top of the world. "What are you doing here?"

"Can't I come by and see my boyfriend just because I want to see him?" He pouted, sticking out his lower lip and giving me those puppy dog eyes. I couldn't look at that, my heart might burst from how cute he was. I buried my face in his chest again, rubbing my nose across his hard pectorals and sighed in content.

"Now why would you want to see me?" I asked playfully, looking back up at him.

"Because your beautiful…" I blushed at his words, and melted at his smile. "And I haven't had the chance to do this in about…oh 6 hours." He said, leaning forward and brushing his lips against mine. I thought the world was perfect when he held me, but his kiss redefined the word. I would gladly stay in his arms forever and let him kiss me if I could.

We broke apart, much to my dismay, and he rested his head on top of mine, still holding me tight in his warm arms. He kissed the top of my head and I pulled back, grabbing his hand and led him to my room.

"Well, a bit forward are we?" He asked, snickering, and I could hear that smile curve up the side of his face.

I just rolled my eyes at him and laughed, pulling him down on my bed. I then got a good look at him. He looked tired and a little sick. "Jake, babe, are you okay?" I asked, concerned for his health, what had he done all day to make him look this tired?

"Yea I'm fine hun," He said a bit weakly, giving me a smile. I was unconvinced and gave him a look that said 'bullshit', "Well I do have a bit of a headache." He laughed and I saw a slight wince in pain. I reached up and touched the side of his face, and there he flinched under my touch the slightest. What was wrong with him?

"Jake, what did you guys do today?" I asked, he was really worrying me.

"Nothing, we just did some…uh…weightlifting today, I'm pretty wore out and sore." I totally didn't buy that, but I figured he'd tell me when he wanted to. I know he wouldn't keep anything to important from me. I then got an idea, smiled at him and moved behind him. I put my hands on his shoulders and began to massage out the muscles of his neck and shoulders. They were taut and stressed…why was he so on edge? I continued my ministrations on his neck, gently kneading the tense muscle, eliciting a soft, husky moan from him.

"Oh babe, that feels so good." He moaned, leaning his head back into me as I worked on his shoulders. He closed his eyes, truly enjoying this. I loved making him feel good, he deserved it, he makes me feel great just by being in the same room as me.

I moved my hands from his neck and he whimpered as I stopped massaging him momentarily. I lowered my hands to the hem of his shirt and slowly rubbing up his back underneath the material. He moaned again, sighing at the cool touch of my hands, and I started to pulled the shirt up.

"Oh I like where this is going." He said in his husky voice, and I felt myself harden at the sound. He helped me remove his shirt, and I pushed him down on my bed, him lying on his stomach. I threw my leg over his back and straddled him, running my hands down the smooth muscles of his back. He laid his head on his forearms and seemed to relax a little under my touch.

It was unreal how much muscle he had. His back was smooth and the same russet color of his face and arms. I ran my hands through the deep valley between his shoulder blades and up his biceps, his deltoids creating dimples on his shoulders as he laid on his arms. I began to knead the tensed muscles, pressing deep into the firm meat with my fingers and massaging out the knots and kinks.

He moaned again, and I'm sure he could feel my hard on through these thin sleeping pants I was wearing.

He then flipped over underneath me. I raised up a little so he could turn completely, and sat down again.

Wow…I'd ended up sitting on his groin. Lets just say his muscles weren't the only stiff thing about him anymore. The fact that I'd turn him on so much…the fact that he was so hard underneath me, so hard by my hand, made my own member twitch with excitement and my face flush a deep scarlet. He ground his hips up into me and moaned my name in a desperate voice. He sat up then, me still in his lap, and I situated myself where my feet were behind his back and our groins were now slightly rubbing against one another. I'd never felt such a sensation in my life, the friction between us was better than anything I'd ever felt before.

Jacob put his arms around me and pulled me closer to him, grinding into me slightly and meeting my mouth with a needy kiss. I put my hands around his neck and his tongue snaked out to lick my bottom lip. I obliged and opened my mouth, allowing him to taste and massage my tongue.

I moaned into his mouth and started sucking on his own tongue. He whimpered and the sound set my whole body on fire, my cock ached with need and want, and I found myself desperately grinding back into him. He leaned back down, pulling me with him, our mouths never breaking contact, and flipped us over. I was now below him, we both pulled back, the need for air too great, and I hooked my legs around his waste as he panted above me.

Jacob grinded down into me, and leaned down again to kiss me, hooking his arms under mine and grabbing my shoulders, pulling me to his groin desperately. I whimpered into the kiss again, and his bare muscled chest was flat on top of mine. I hugged my arms around him, pulling our bodies closer, the feel of his skin on mine, the contact of our heated flesh was so wonderful It was like I couldn't get close enough to him.

He returned the need and crushed himself closer to me, still rubbing our groins together, our hard cocks grazing over each other's through our thin, scant clothing.

I felt heat pool into my balls as I was close to release, Jacob still thrusting his own throbbing hard member into mine desperately still. He began to slow then, moving his arms from their hook around my shoulders and his mouth from mine, trailing a kiss down my heated flushed skin of my neck to my tiny hard nipples. He captured one between his teeth, biting slightly and I arched my back into him, screaming at the intense sensation. He then licked the hard studs of my nipples, and electricity shot through my body. My chest was heaving up and down, and a light sweat began to collect on my face. Jacob's hair fell over my body lightly and I reach up and tangled my hands in the raven locks, pulling his face closer to my body.

He relinquished my nipple, using his hand to tease the other, and trailed wet kisses down my stomach to the top of my sleeping pants. The head of my penis was sticking out the top, wet with pre cum, and Jacob stared at me, a grin on his face so devilish I thought I might explode then and there.

His hands moved to the hem of my pants, ready to pull them down, when the door to me room opened with a loud creak.

"Oh my fucking gawd!" came the laughing voice of my sister, the bitch was back from hell I see. "Guys, we…um…we brought pizza home, it's the Meat Lover's special" She stopped, eyes wide and laughing like a hyena "It's got all kinds of meat for you two love birds. So keep yours in your pants and come eat."

Me and Jacob both shot up so quick I don't think Leah even saw us move. She just stood their with the biggest smirk on her face and I felt like crying. My face grew even hotter, seriously you could like use my face as a fucking stove right about now, and Jake put his shirt back on while I searched for one, trying to hide the tears falling down my face.

Me and Jake went out to eat, not before I went to the bathroom first and tried to straighten myself up. I was so embarrassed it wasn't even funny. I couldn't look Leah in the face and Jacob kept trying to apologize to me for some unknown reason. I'm the one that started it, we both got caught up in the moment, and it was so very amazing, but I was so not ready to go as far as we were about to before Leah interrupted. Although I hate to admit it, I'm glad she did, even though I'm embarrassed, it saved me from going all the way too soon.

Mom and dad greeted Jake and allowed him to stay for dinner. Leah made some snide comment asking why we looked so flustered but I just flipped her off and mom smacked me in the back of the head. Jake snickered of course, and I sat there eating the meat filled pizza in the most awkward silence of my life. It started storming pretty bad as we ate, and mom invited Jake to just spend the night and ride with me to school in the morning, he had clothes here anyway so there wasn't a problem there.

After dinner, we went back into my room after Jake called his dad and got permission to just spend the night and avoid the storm. He changed into some more comfortable clothes, those jogging pants from the resource center seemed to be annoying him. I crawl under the sheets of my bed and Jacob followed. My bed was full size, so we just slept together when he spent the night, which I'm sure wouldn't ever be allowed again if mom or dad had caught us earlier instead of Leah. I turned toward the wall, my face flushing at the memory, and closed my eyes. I was still so embarrassed.

"Babe…" Jacob whispered, leaning over me and touching my arm. "I'm sorry about earlier…I went way to far, I should have controlled myself."

I turned over and looked him into the eyes and placed a soft, chaste kiss on his lips. "It's not your fault Jake…it was…it was amazing…do not be sorry for that…I'm just…just not ready to go that far just yet." I whispered back and stroked his face with my hand.

"Okay babe, I'll keep myself under control from now on." he said with a chuckle, and I couldn't help but laugh at that.

"I'm the one that can't keep myself under control…I started the whole thing." I admitted sheepishly, looking down at the quilt.

He just smiled and kissed me again before wishing me sweet dreams. We turned away from each other and tried to go to sleep, but the rain outside fell hard and the thunder boomed incessantly with each flash of lightning illuminating my room, creating shadows on the walls. For the first time since I was little I was scared of the storm.

I heard the bed creak, and Jacob was by my side again as he rolled over. He threw his leg over mine and wrapped his arm around my waste. He knew I didn't like thunder, and all my anxiety and fear left my body as he held me. I was able to fall asleep peacefully, the storms being drowned out by Jake's snoring. I wished I could fall asleep like this all the time, and my eyes drifted closed for the last time that night.


Lets just lie here,

curled up and warm.

We don't have to leave,

we can avoid the storm.


Okay, hope you guys liked, I tried hard on this chapter, and if I failed, don't hesitate to let me know haha. Last part was a stanza from one of my poems, I know retarded right, but I thought it kind of fit...Jake and Seth are about to hit some trouble (little advice, if your in a closeted relationship and your b/f is spending the night, don't fall asleep in his arms :]) even if it is the cutest thing haha

-DaringReality