Hetti looked at Kensi and said "this is all my fault. I orchestrated everything. All you did is what you always do,
refuse to let someone in. We both may have killed someone we care dearly about my dear. You can save him but what
is holding you back. He has never failed you yet you keep failing him. I can't help him anymore only you can. I will suffer
for losing an agent but you must bear the weight of his death if he dies." Sam just blamed both of us but she has washed
her hands Kensi thought and then lost it.
1 hour later they were all in the waiting room and the doctor came in and said, "I see no hope for him, he keeps
slipping farther away. We have done all we can. Physically he is now fine but for some reason his brain will not believe
what the rest of the body is saying. Is there any reason he would give up and prefer not to live?" she asked. "You may all
all have 10 minutes with him but that is all. We expect him to be gone within the hour." With that she walked out.
Kensi said "you all go first I want to be last." Puzzled, but willing to go along, they all took turns going in and saying
goodbye to a man they had come to love the hard way. They had to learn to understand him and that they finally did.
As Sam walked out, he nodded at Kensi. As she stood up she looked around and realized all of them held her
responsible for this. That hit her like a freight train. She was determined she would make him live and she would
tell him everything. She walked in and poured out her heart. How she resisted, wouldn't let him in. The fact that she
just didn't want to deal with a relationship cause she knew how it would end and how she really loved him.
Nothing happened and she walked out. Soon after they heard the intercom blaring, code red to room 412.
That was Deeks room. They all thought this was it. 20 minutes later the doctor came out and said, "I don't know what
one or more of you said but something gave him some fight. After crashing 1 more time he is now hanging on. I feel
optimistic for the first time. I will keep you advised. But it will still be a long road back. He has lost a lot of blood and
his leg will take time to come back. Is there a relative that can be there to help him? The leg he was shot in is not going
to work right for a while. It will take therapy and exercise. "How soon can he surf?", said Kensi "that will cure a lot of
his problems." The doctor said that as soon as he could stand and handle the bumps he would be good. Kensi said
"my apartment is at the beach, I'm his relative. He will want to serf so he's my responsibility." With that she
Looked at Hetti, said I'll give you my badge whenever you want it but don't ever play God with Deeks and me again."
Then she went to his room, sat beside him, took his hand and sobbed like there was no tomorrow. Finally Sam
came in, put a hand on her back and simply said, "thanks baby sister, we won't forget it" and walked out.
This is the planned end, anyone care to have me continue? Give me your thoughts say thanks to the men and women
in uniform.