Strawberry Gashes
Well We have definitely been posting a lot. I mean we're up to now chapter 11! YAY! I really do hope everyone is enjoying the fanfic. This chapter might be on the major short side due to whose POV it's in. It's sort of just a drabble. Please let us know by reviewing. Helpful criticism is highly appreciated. Have a great day guys! ~YaoiFanGirl1990
Chapter Eleven- Watch Me Fault Him
Everything was whirling out of control that was for sure. Last night after the big fight between Allen and he had retreated to his own room and kept me locked out. I wasn't worried about him hurting himself because in truth he couldn't with all his devices taken away, but what concerned me was he knew all of us were hiding something from him. It was so weird to know exactly how observant my Moyashi was. I hated keeping this from him, but like Asarina had told us; the less he knew the better chance of Tyki and Road believing that she was truly giving Allen up. As much as I hated this plan all of us knew that it was the only way to get Kalira back for Asarina. Cross was going to be coming with us so at least I knew there would be no way of those Noah's taking my Moyashi away. Here I am sitting in my room my back pressed up against the head board of my bed my head leaned back starring up at the ceiling. His words reverberating around inside of my head and they deeply hurt me even though they were so right.
Damn it Kanda you say you trust but you can't even fucking look me in the eye and tell me what the hell is going on! Just….god damn just leave me alone!
I clench my hand into a fist by my side clicking my jaw from the hate I felt for myself for having to do this. Cross had warned me that at the end of this plan, things might possibly get worst between Allen I. It might get to the point of Allen possibly leaving me; that idea was not sitting with me very well. I refused to let that happen, I swore to myself that when this is all over I was going to make sure that I made it up to him. That is if he let me. I am brought out of my never ending thoughts at the sound of a knock on my door and Lenalee walking in.
"Hey Kanda." She greeted me standing there with her hands linked behind her back and staring at me with those sad eyes of her. I knew she was worried about me, fuck we were all worried about one another plus being worried about Allen. Last night had just been horrible he had basically yelled at everyone.
"Any word on how he is?" I asked and I just hear her sad sigh as she walked over sitting on the edge of the foot of the bed her back to me.
"The only one so far to get into his room was Cross and well…as much as it was funny to laugh at with the General getting blasted out of Allen's room I can't laugh. He's pushing us away Kanda and it's only going to get worst. With what we plan to do we might as well literally stab him in the back with a knife. I fear for you to Kanda with what will happen to the both of you." She says and I hear the strain in her voice knowing that she had begun to cry again.
"We can't blame him Lenalee, he has a right to be angry with us. Not only are we blatantly lying to his face but we also plan to almost give him up to the very person that has caused him nightmares." I say moving over to sit next to her.
"We can only pray for the best, we can only hope." She says before burying her face into my chest crying, I can only awkwardly wrap my arm around her shoulders finally looking up to see Lavi was now standing in my open doorway with a sullen look and an ice pack on his nose. We both look to one another with that silent agreement that things were much worst with Allen's state of mind than what we had originally presumed. I open my mouth to say something and he only abruptly holds his hand up to keep me quiet.
"Don't ask because I am not repeating it. Just know that what he said sent Cross into an angered frenzy. Just you two keep this in mind, we're probably not just going to lose a friend but we're probably going to lose an exorcist in general. He swears that if we don't come clean in the next 24 hours then he is disappearing from the Order for good. He will make sure we will never find him." Lavi explains and Lenalee finally sits up with a gasp. I'm in too much of a shock to fully comprehend what was just said. Before I could let anything else be said I jump from my spot on the bed grabbing Mugen heading straight for Allen's room. Before I can even reach the hallway Cross comes by grabbing my arm and purposely begins dragging me.
"Don't waste your breath! He's gone quiet now!" He hisses and I can only sigh and let myself get dragged. Things were defiantly bad, but I wasn't going to let Allen become an ass. My anger had finally hit and I ripped my arm from Cross's grip heading straight for the Moyashi's room, only one thought in mind as I reached his door and banged onto it. I don't care if he hates me after this, he will hear me out.
Well there you have it chapter eleven and it was a bit longer than I had generally thought it was going to be lol. I'm just on a roll seeing as I am writing the next two chapters completely.