Another wolf

Chapter 10

The rest of my school day, was hard to get through, as to I had to see Derek, everywhere I went. Lunch time I see him lurking, in the hallway; free time, he was outside the gym doors just watching me, I know he can hear, everything I say.

Although Danny and I are not, on the best terms, we try to remain friends, he sits down next to me, and throws his arm around, my shoulder, and says. "Hey there cupcake, in the words of coach, anyway how you holding up?"

"Not so well Danny boy, in the last the last 2 weeks, I've been pulled from my dad's care, and home, had sex with Nathan, lost Derek. Almost been kidnapped, and now I'm told I can't even have contact with Derek, just when things are trying to get better. You know what I mean?"

"Well if you have been removed, from your dad's where have you been staying?"

"Currently been living in a boys home, for foster kids, and if your there longer then they plan, for you to be they set up a family, send you to live with them; until your problem is resolved. And in the mean time you can't have anything to do with your family or friends, which help put you there."

"Damn man that sucks ass, sorry your having to go through all that, I just wanted to see how you doing, I haven't seen you at practice in a while. "

I then turn to look him in the eyes and say, "Danny can I ask you question?"

"You just did, but go on shoot."

"Okay well you know I know you had slept with Derek right?"

I look up at the gym doors, knowing he can hear me, I stop for just a second, and then I start again. "Well i just want to know; did you know I had feelings for Derek when you slept, with him?"

I watch Derek's reaction to the question, as I ask Danny, if he knew; Derek's eyes grow wide, and he pushes himself off the wall, stuffing his hands in his pockets. I then hear Danny.

"I didn't know you had those kinds of feelings, but yes I knew you had a crush on him, what happen with us didn't mean anything, Stiles we were drunk; and I can promise you it will never and I never happen again."

He then asks me how I knew, about him Jackson and Derek. i then say. "Let's just say you are the best on cleaning up after words, I found your shirt, in his room; one night when I stayed with him. "

We laugh and then Derek makes a beeline over to me, and says. "Stiles, can we talk, for a minute? I feel like if we are going to try, and work things out between us, then we need to talk."

I look to Danny and back to the alpha, I then see one of the other boys, from the home, I'm in walking my way. When he gets there, he says. "Your Stiles right, I'm Dominic, but you can call me Dom. Umm I know it's really none of my business, but didn't Brenda tell you, you can't have contact with this guy? I just don't want you getting, in trouble. "

"Okay Dom your right it's not any of your business, but if you keep your mouth shut, she will never know, will she."

I then turn my attention back to my alpha and say. "Yeah let's go somewhere else."

We walk hand in hand, getting in the locker room, we go to my locker, and sit on the bench. – Derek grips my hand tighter, and says. "Look as much as I don't want to bring it up, or talk about; but I want things to work with us, and for us."

"Derek we don't have to, do this right now."

"Yes, yes we do I need to know, so here it goes. Why did you feel, you had to sleep, with Nathan, that night; was it to get back at me?"

"No I was not, to get back at you; I didn't expect for that to happen, he kissed me I backed away, at first, I tried to stop. But then I don't know what happen, the next thing I knew was; I told him to lock the door, also we were not a thing so, I thought what the hell, why not. Yes I have and had feelings for you then, and still do but you never said, we couldn't be with other people; I never in my life wanted to hurt you Derek, then again I didn't know it would, hurt you."

His eyes were now like a gray color, the tears in his eyes told me otherwise, on me not hurting him, I then said. "Derek I know you heard me say I loved you, that night. That wasn't meant to come out, of my mouth, it slipped. But apparently, it needed to be said, or it wouldn't of been said, I do love you. You never told me, you had feelings for me and I'm sorry I hurt you; I didn't mean to. "

As I began to say something else he cut me off, and said. - " Stop, you shouldn't be sorry, this is all on me; I should of told you, yes I did hurt when I found out that you slept with him, but who was I to kick you out, like I did, and yell at you. I shouldn't be blaming you, for this it's my fault, not yours, and I'm sorry, I really am sorry. Instead of kicking you out, I should of let you explain. But me being a dumbass didn't let you and pushed you away, when I should have been listening. "

Derek looked me in the eyes and then kissed me one time, before asking me. "I need to ask you though; how did you know about the night, with Danny and Jackson. But before you answer, I need to tell you this. I was pissed at you, that night, we ended up fighting over something stupid, I don't even remember what, and it was we were fighting about. I was goanna call you, have you come over, so we could talk; but I didn't want you to think, I only wanted you there for sex. so I decided to go out, for a little bit; I didn't plan on having sex that night, I was at the club and the guys were there; they seen I was upset, so they were trying to cheer me up. Then one thing lead to another, and it happen was I proud of it, no I wasn't; then when I saw you, at the door I could scenes, something was wrong, I just didn't know what. I knew you were lying, I could tell by your heart beat, but I let it go. I'm sorry"

"I know what we were fighting about; I can't believe you don't remember, I was smoking a cigarette, because I was upset with my dad, and you caught me. You got mad because you didn't want me smoking, and I told you it was none of your business. Now as far the sex; I knew because I was there longer, then I said I was."

Before I could finish explaining he cut me off, and said. "What do you mean you were there longer, then you said you were Stiles, how long were you there?"

I then looked to him and said. " just shut up and listen would you, I went to the store for my dad, and I stopped by to see you, and say sorry for snapping, at you like I did. when I got there the door was open, when I knocked, so I called your name when I walked in. and I didn't get an answer, so I thought maybe you were sleeping; so I went looking for you, and when I came up the steps; your door was open. I seen and heard everything, I was trying to get out of there, before you seen me, I didn't want you to know I was there. I didn't want you to know I knew. But you caught me, and when I hugged you I could smell them on you. "

"so wait you seen everything, you seen me fucking Danny? Oh god I'm so stupid, but did you forget I can smell your scent, how do you think I knew you were there? Did you have feelings for me then I mean like love me then?"

" I knew that you knew I was there, I heard you say you smelt me in the house, that's why I was hurrying to leave, when you stopped me. Yes I loved you then, why do you think I was lying to you, I didn't want you to know, I felt that way, it bothered me to see you, with them, see you in him, and you fucking him, like you did me. It still bothers me Derek,."

"So is that why you wouldn't stay with me, that night. Is that why you left the way you did, why didn't you tell me Stiles? I'm so sorry; you never meant to see that. I didn't mean to hurt you either."

"YES, that's why I left, and I need to know, why did you sleep with them? I mean it's not like they made you, and you didn't seem drunk Derek It really didn't. Did you have feelings for me then?"

"I did but, was lying to myself telling myself it was nothing, it was all in my head. Yes I was drunk, but you have to remember, with me being a werewolf the effect doesn't put off signs, like it would with you. I know they didn't make me or force me that was all on me. And for that I'm sorry and I love you. But can we try to put this and Nathan behind us, and be together?"

I pull my hand back from his, and I look away, I then heard another voice in the room, that said.

"Pathetic unbelievably pathetic; Bliniski, why the hell are you cupcakes, in my locker room?"

"Coach come on really cupcake, and because we were talking."

"Well I don't care if you were play, tidily winks, get the hell out of my locker room NOW"

I laugh at coach and look back to the alpha, which is laughing his ass off I then say. "Okay we are going, just chill."

Leaving the locker room, I stop and turn to Derek and say. " we can try to put this behind us, if you're willing to work on us."