A bit of a shorter chapter than normal. I have changed the rating now just in case, I don't want to get in trouble lol.

Chapter 11

Elliot turned onto his side and raised his head up and rested on his elbow and looked down at Olivia as she slept. For the last three years all he had were the pictures in his head of her. He smiled as she mumbled in her sleep. He had only slept for about an hour and had spent the rest of the time watching her as she slept, trying to control the urge to touch her. Despite all the training he had had to control his feelings this was first time he had to control his feeling about Olivia.

He watched her as she turned over onto her back the blanket slipping down below her waist revealing her bare stomach.

"Jesus," he mumbled licking his lips as his eyes took her in. He felt the rush of blood through his body heading south as he began to get hard. Unable to hold back any longer and the need to touch her overwhelming him he gently lay his hand on the warm skin of her stomach and with feather touches moved his fingers over her skin pushing her vest top up a little higher.

"Your fingers are cold," she mumbled and Elliot raised his eyes to her face and saw her smiling.

"Sorry there is nothing I can do about that," he smiled back at her, not moving his hand as it lay just under her breasts.

"I want to ask you something, put you got to promise me you won't get angry okay?"

"Okay," he said as his eyes roamed over her body.

"You said you had to control all those urges you were having…."

"Yeah."

"How did you control the ones you were having for me?"

Elliot raised his head and looked her in the eyes. "What do you mean?"

"Did…. Have…. Have you been with anyone else in the last few years?"

"Have you?" he asked her as the back of his hand touched the underside of her breast, making her flinch.

Olivia shook her head. "No nobody."

"Me either," he smiled as his knuckles brushed over her hardening nipples. "You are the only women I have wanted, the only woman I have thought about and the only woman I get these urges over….. I don't want anyone else Liv only you."

She bit her lip as his hand cupped her breast.

"Why have you not seen anyone else?" he asked her moving his hand to her other breast.

"Because I was waiting for you, guys have asked me out but I didn't go all I could think of was you."

"You did?"

"Hmmm, I would dream about you," she said raising her hand and running her fingers through his short hair.

"What were the dreams about?" he asked as he pushed her top up revealing her breasts.

"At first they were nightmares about that night, slowly the nightmares stopped and the dreams became…" her body shivered as he took her nipple between his fingers and squeezed it gently. "The dreams became…. They became…..oh Jesus El," she sighed losing all thought of what she was saying as his lips closed around her nipple and he sucked it gently into his mouth. The feeling of his tongue circling her nipple sent a rush of warmth through her body.

"What did they become Liv?" he asked her as moved his mouth over her breast kissing her softly.

"Sexy and raunchy," she breathed. "I would wake up exhausted as though it was all real."

Elliot smiled against her skin kissed her nipple before raising his head to look her in the eyes.

"These dreams started about six months after I left right?"

Olivia nodded. And Elliot grinned.

"I had those same dreams," he told her. "Some days I would just be sitting and the images would flash through my head, they would seem so real."

"Me too, I nearly crashed the car one day," she told him as Elliot grinned and he moved over the top of her holding himself off her on his elbows.

"Close your eyes and relax," he whispered into her ear.

"Why?"

"I want to show you something."

Oliva closed her eyes.

"Just relax," he told her. "And no matter what keep your eyes closed."

Olivia nodded and took a few deep breaths relaxing.

"Oh god El," she moaned as he kissed his way down her body and pulled off her top throwing it on the floor. He kissed his way down over her stomach and pulled down her sweat pants throwing them on the floor with her top.

"Keep your eyes closed Baby," he warned her again as he spread her legs and moved lower his tongue circling her belly button, making her shiver.

"Feels so good," she sighed as he moved even lower placing open mouth kisses on her inner thighs, she could feel his breath on her pussy as he moved to her other thigh avoiding the one place she wanted him to go. "Stop teasing El," she told him as she felt herself becoming wet in the one place she wanted him to go.

"I'm not doing anything," he told her.

"Well if this is not doing anything I can't wait till you do, do something," she said sucking her lower lip into her mouth.

"Open your eyes Sweetheart."

"Mmmmm don't stop," she breathed.

"Liv…. Open your eyes Baby."

Olivia slowly opened her eyes and saw Elliot's red eyes looking down at her she could feel his erection pushing against her thigh through her sweatpants.

"El! What the hell?" she asked pushing him off her as she sat up. Her top was still on along with her sweatpants. "How did, what did?" she asked him.

"It's okay Liv," he said trying to calm her down as she jumped off the bed.

"You…. You were….. I was naked…. Your mouth, you were….. I could feel it, I could feel it all."

"I know," he said climbing off the bed and taking hold of her hands. "I could feel it all as well."

"But…. But how?"

"I don't. I asked Martin when I started having the dreams and he didn't know. He took me to the Master for answers."

"And?"

"He said he had only known it to happen a few times before. But normally between the Vampire who has turned you and yourself, never between a vampire and a human….. Our need is so great for each other we are connected Liv in here," he said touching the side of her head.

"Wait a minute," she said stepping back away from him. "You're saying we can read each other's thoughts."

"Sort of," he said smirking. "But it seems it only really happens when our thoughts and dreams are about sex, which is fine by me."

Olivia shook her head and began to pace back and forwards. "So you're trying to tell me all those dreams I had weren't actually dreams but your thoughts about what you wanted to do to me."

Elliot nodded.

"And whenever I dreamt or had thoughts about you…"

"I got them all….. We are connected Liv," he said stepping towards and reaching up and touching her cheek. "I mean we always had a connection even when we were just partners, the connection just got stronger when I was turned."

"But how?"

Elliot shrugged "Don't ask me Vampire voodoo juice I guess. I honestly didn't know it was two way until just now when you mentioned the dreams, so I thought I would give it a try," he smirked. "Even the elder Vampires don't understand it."

He saw the side of Olivia's mouth begin to turn up into a smile.

"What?" he asked her.

"If our dream sex was that hot can you imagine what the real thing will be like," she said wiggling her eyebrows and making Elliot laugh.

"Oh trust me I have thought the same thing myself," he said pulling her to him and crashing his lips against hers kissing her hard. "However," he said pulling back. "I think we should take that step slowly."

"What do you mean?"

"Like I said earlier I have learnt how to control my anger a lot better as I was able to practice that, but you….. I don't know how much control I will have once we start."

"You have been doing okay with kissing and the touching and when you sucked my nipples," she said kissing the side of his neck.

Elliot swallowed hard as her hands went under his top and her fingers ran over his muscled chest.

"Liv you will never know how much it took for me not to throw you down and just …"

"Fuck me," she finished for him pulling his top up his body over his head and throwing it on the bed.

"Yeah fuck you," he panted as she kissed his chest, sucking his nipple into her mouth as she kissed her way lower down over his stomach and dropped to her knees in front of him, her head level with the large erection pushing at the front of his sweats.

She looked up and watched him as she ran a single finger over the waistband and traced the length of his cock over the top of the material. She heard him hiss as she used her hand and gently took hold of him and began to massage him.

"Liv, you…. you need to stop," he told her as his cock throbbed in her hand. She wasn't even touching him directly and he felt like he was going to explode. "Liv! You need to stop…..Now!" he snapped pulling Olivia up so her face was level with his.

Olivia hadn't even realised what had happened until she found herself looking into his red eyes, her feet not even touching the ground as he held her by the top of her arms.

"When I say stop Liv, you need to stop," he told her. As he talked she saw a glimpse of his fangs for the first time. Olivia nodded and lifted her hand to his mouth. "Liv," he said a slight warning tone to his voice as he talked.

She ignored him and ran her finger over one of the fangs jumping when she felt how sharp it was pulling her finger back. Both her and Elliot looked down at the small drop of blood on her finger where she had caught it on the tip of the fang.

Elliot lowered her to the ground as his eyes staying fixed on her fingertip and the blood. Olivia lifted her finger to her mouth and wiped the blood along her lips before sucking the remaining blood from her finger and reaching up around his neck.

"I'm not afraid of you," she whispered as she pulled his head towards her. "I trust you with my life," she told him before kissing him softly. She heard him moan as his tongue traced her lips and he tasted her blood for the first time, he deepened the kiss pulling her to him and Olivia felt his erection growing again, as the kisses became more powerful.

"God I want you so much," he breathed into her mouth as he ripped her top from her easily and threw it across the room.

"So take me," she panted crashing her lips back to his and reaching down pushing her hands into his sweatpants and taking hold of solid erection.

Elliot suddenly pulled away and his head turned towards the living room, seconds later there was a knock on the door.

"Elliot, you okay?" she asked him as she noticed a panicked look on his face as he put distance between them.

"You… you should get that," he told her stumbling over his words and turning his back to her.

"Elliot what the hell is wrong?" she asked stepping towards him, as whoever was at the door banged again.

"Just get the damn door," he growled at her. Olivia got herself another top and pulled it on. "I will be back in a minute," she told him going towards the bedroom door.

"Liv," he said his voice softening a little. "I'm sorry," he said with his back still to her.

"It's okay I will get rid of whoever it is okay."

"Yeah," he said as she closed the door behind her.

"Okay I'm coming!" she yelled as her visitor banged again. She unlocked the door and flung it open.

"Surprise!" screamed all of the Stabler kids at the same time.

"Wha….what are you guys doing here?" she asked them as they all hugged her one by one and walked into the apartment. She suddenly realised that Elliot must have heard them before they knocked.

"We hate that you spend every Christmas alone," said Kathleen.

"So we decided enough was enough," said Lizzy. "We told Mom we were coming to spend a few hours with you."

"We love you Liv and we hate the thought of you sitting alone all day on Christmas Day," said Dickie hugging her.

"Now," said Maureen. "We have all the stuff here for deluxe hot chocolates and Christmas cookies," she said putting the bags down on the kitchen counter. She noticed the two empty glasses and coffee cups that Olivia and Elliot had used earlier. "Oh my god Liv, have you got a guest, I knew we should have called first?"

"No," said Olivia quickly. "It was just Munch, he stopped by last night. I'm just going to sort myself out, I won't be a moment," she said hurrying towards the bedroom as all the kids got busy in the kitchen.

She shut the door behind her and looked around the empty room. The bedroom window still open where Elliot had left. She ran to the window and looked out into the night.

"Damn it El," she sighed tears in her eyes as she stepped back and closed the window.

Elliot watched her close the window from the roof top across the street, before disappearing into the shadows.

Would you prefer the shorter chapters like this or the longer ones I normally do, let me know.