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Tim set Julie down for a few seconds to open the door to his room. She whimpered a little but when Tim pulled her close to him she became quiet again like she was just in need of someone who made her feel secure. The room was dark when they entered it and Tim could feel Julie tense up again." It's all right, Jules, no one is here but us. You'll be alright I wont let anything happen to you tonight or any other night," Tim softly crooned. He was supposed to be sharing a room with Smash, but at the last minute Smash decided to room with another teammate, so Tim was left to his own devices.
There were two beds so Julie didn't feel afraid that anything would happen, and after the night that she had ended up having, she didn't know if she would welcome the advances of Tim for a very long time if she ever did again. She didn't have any night clothes with her they were all at Tyra's, and she didn't welcome the idea of sleeping in her torn clothes, so she asked, " Tim I don't want to bother you but could I borrow a t-shirt and a pair of sweat pants. I don't want to sleep in these rags. I don't think that I could sleep with the smell of those guys on me."
Tim didn't hesitate he gladly gave her what he was going to sleep in opting to sleep in the shorts he had planned on wearing after the game the next day. He didn't even think about his half nakedness until Julie came out of the bathroom after her shower. She looked at him and almost turned sheet white. " God, Julie, I'm sorry I didn't think," Tim said covering up with the covers on his bed.
"No, it's ok I need to get used to it right? Besides, I know that you would never hurt me or do anything that I didn't want. It just startled me is all I'll be fine once I get a good nights sleep," Julie whispered. It wasn't really shock, well maybe it was, she thought it was the shock of knowing that even though she had just been through a horrific event she was still totally and completely attracted to the sight of Tim bare chested. It didn't make since to her, but she thought, nothing about Tim Riggins made much sense to her except for the fact that he was the most beautiful creature in the world.
Julie slipped into the bed and welcomed the soft feel of the sheets. It was like being enveloped in security and after what had happened that's all she really wanted. "Tim, I just wanted to say thank you for what you did for me," Julie whispered into the darkness of the room.
At first, Tim didn't know what to say. He had been thanked before but it was never as sincere as the way Julie had said it. He wanted to get out of bed and hold her until the memory of the nights events went away, but he wouldn't simply because he didn't want Julie to think that he was taking advantage of the situation.
Then out of nowhere, Tim said, "If they would have raped you I would have killed them, Jules," Tim knew it was true but it surprised even him at the admission. He knew it wasn't the response that Julie expected, but Julie never said anything. Thinking that Julie had went to sleep, Tim rolled over, but then there was a soft rustle of sheets and blankets, and then Tim felt pressure on his bed and knew Julie was crawling in beside him.
At Tim's admission, Julie knew that he was absolutely serious and she loved him for it. That's why she was almost surprised that she was crawling into Tim's bed. She just wanted to be held, but she knew that it could turn into something that she didn't want if she let him too close to her. It wasn't the physical closeness that worried her either. Julie had seen Tim in action she had seen what happens to the rally girls after they gave it up to Tim Riggins they never heard from him again and Julie was falling in love with the idiot.
"Tim," Julie called out softly, "Could you just hold me for awhile?" She didn't know if he would but was relieved when he turned over and pulled her close to him without saying a word.
Tim didn't know if it was such a good idea him holding Julie when his desire for her was mounting by the second, but how could he refuse he when she sounded so small. He just hoped that he could curb it long enough for Julie to fall asleep. It didn't help matters that she was wiggling around and Tim had to grit his teeth to keep from groaning out loud. If she knew what she was doing, Tim thought, then she wouldn't be doing it she would be far away from me and scared out of her little virgin mind.
Julie could feel the heat rising up between the two of them. She knew that Tim was turned on because she could feel that he was as hard as a rock on her backside. If the situation were different, she would have found this all very funny but it wasn't different and Julie was beginning to get turned on by the fact that after everything that had happened to her that night Tim had made no move to have sex with her. It was the most endearing thing Tim had ever done for her; even when he was beating those Dunstin Valley guys half to death, it was probably just the fact that they were stepping in Riggins' Territory, but the fact that he hadn't made his move made Julie aware that he might think that she was special and not just some instrument that he could use to scratch an itch like he had all those rally girls.
Julie knew she wanted to have sex with Tim but she also knew that it wasn't the right time if the Dunstin Valley guys hadn't of tried to rape her Julie was sure that she would have been knocking on Tim Riggins' door about five minutes after he left her but they had and Julie was just content to be wrapped in Tim's arms. That was the last coherent thought until dawn the next morning.