ok so i kind of wanted to adress this review real quick...just listen! it was from 'stupid-unrealiable-vampire' telling me that bella wanted to get married in washinton but cant because Jacob is 16 and u must be 18...and altho i appreciate her telling me..and it is true and i kno that..but you can get married if your under 18 if you have parental consent...ok FINALLY heres chap 11

SAY THOSE SIMPLE WORDS I LOVE TO HERE 'WELCOME HOME'...

Final Destination

We left the diner shortly after Jacob had made me fall more in love with him. With his understanding nature. He was just way too perfect. I often wondered what I had done special, to deserve such a wonderful guy. Well what ever it was, I was glad that I did it!

We got into the Truck, and I scooted all the way over, so I was very close to Jacob. Most people would call it 'too close for comfort', but it was actually when I was most comfortable, when I was in his arms. He pulled me closer, as if I wasn't extremely close already and he whispered

"Bella, I love being this close to you, you have no idea how good it feels."

If it was even half as good as I felt when we were like this, then it was pretty amazing. I didn't want to go into all the details of how it felt, as if he were holding me together, and his warmth, in actuality, felt as if it warmed my very soul. So I settled on

"I think I have a pretty good idea" snuggling closer and wrapping my arms around his waist. For the first time in a long time he was wearing a shirt. 'Because we are in public' he had said, when I asked him why all of the sudden he felt the need to be clothed. And it occurred to me, that I very much liked him shirtless. But even in a shirt, he was still very warm, I could feel his heat radiating off of his body and through the cloth.

I had to clear something up with Jacob, it had been bothering me a little, not that I didn't trust him, but I had a real fear of the unknown.

"Jacob, where are we going to live?" I asked quietly. I mean, hotels where fun, but I could only see so many before I flipped! And I really didn't want to have to live in the truck. That wouldn't be too fun, don't you agree?

"I found us an apartment. Two bedrooms, one bath, living and dinning areas, and a kitchen. I've seen it, so don't worry, its pretty nice. It think you'll like it" he answered. He was really good at running away. Especially since he was like 16, but he didn't seem like it, he was so mature. And took such good care of us both.

Wow! Our first apartment. I was ecstatic but I wondered why we would even need two bedrooms. I figured we would just share one. When had been sharing a bed for about a week. So why should it be different. We had nothing to do with a second bedroom. But I figured that maybe he had gotten a two bedroom apartment, to respect me, like always. Maybe he thought that I'd be uncomfortable, so he got a two bedroom apartment just incase. That was sweet.

For the most part, we talked about the wedding. I don't know why, but I was excited. I really wanted to spend the rest of my life as 'Mrs. Jacob Black' it sounded so cool! I knew that it would take time though. Jacob wasn't even old enough to get married, and we were not ready to go back to Forks just yet But that didn't stop me from being excited.

"Where would you like it, I'm for what ever makes you happy" Jacob said, sincerely. It made me smile, and I wondered what he would think about my 'dream place'

"what about the cliff up at the reservation?" I asked hesitantly. That's where I wanted it, but this day was about him too. So if he didn't like it, we'd pick something that made us both happy. He smirked, and I had a feeling that he had known that I was going to say that. I guessed, that I had said something about it in my sleep or something.

"I think it's a perfect place to get married" he answered, kissing my head. Yay! I was happy that he was happy.

"But you do realize that we would have to return, for that place to be available to us, right?" he asked.

"I was kind of hoping that one day, not right now, but maybe soon, we would be able to go back" I whispered. The way he had said it, it sounded that returning wasn't going to be an option. And that saddened me, I knew that Charlie would be upset if I never came back.

"I figured that you would get home sick eventually" Jacob said understandingly "and we can go back whenever your ready" he smiled. I beamed, that made me so happy! We would be able to go back, and get married, and do what ever else we wanted to do! This was great.

We talked a little more about the wedding, well Jake did, I just listened. I briefly wondered who was more excited me or him? He talked about who he wanted to invite. He wanted to invite what I had originally thought of as a cult that turned out to be a pack of werewolves. I though about who I wanted to invite, there had to be someone else besides Angela. And then it hit me. I wanted to invite Alice. She had been my best friend, before Jacob. But there was no way for her to know, and even if she did know, by maybe seeing it, she couldn't attend. The cullens were not allowed on their land. I sighed, slightly. It saddened me that I would never get to see Alice again, and that I couldn't invite her to my wedding. Even though, knowing her, she would want to plan the entire thing.

Jacob looked down at me curiously, wondering why I had sighed. But I just shook my head. I really didn't see any reason for him to know. And if I told him that I was missing one of the cullens, his enemy, he might begin to think that I felt incomplete. He may think that I didn't believe he was enough for me. Which isn't even close to being true, he's way more than I deserve.

He continued to talk about the wedding, flowers he thought would look nice, and where the reception would be. I just kissed him lightly on his neck, face, and shoulder. I felt like I should show him some kind of affection, what type of man really participates in the wedding planning? Only the best ones! As far as I knew men never really did, Phil hadn't helped with my mom's wedding, and the rest I was basing off of television. But I still figured Jacob was just way better than other men or boys, what ever way you wanted to look at it. Even with my lack of experience with weddings.

"You kissing me like that, makes me think of what color dress you should wear" he grinned to let me know that he was just kidding. And I slapped him playfully on the arm. But then I really did think about what he had said. I decided I would wear white anyway, even though it symbolized virginity, which I no longer possessed. But hey, only Jake and I knew that right?

The next few hours, Jake drove, kissed me, and refused to tell me where we were going. I just held him around the waist, kissed him back, and stopped asking. we were almost there anyway, so there was no real point. So I settled on just being close to him. Enjoying lying on his strong chest, with my arms wrapped around him.

I looked down at my watch, it was a little pass 5 30 pm. We were not on the highway anymore. And I didn't know if that meant that we were at our destination. I looked out of the window as we slowly pulled up to an apartment building. It was kind of dark outside, but from the looks of it, the apartment was grey and made of stone. I was instantly in love with it, and I wondered if this was where we were going to live. If it was, I was excited. Jacob leaned down, whispering into my ear

"welcome home Bella" Yay! It was gorgeous, and with the little bit I could see, through the windows, it looked wonderful inside too.

"Jake, I love it! But where are we" I asked. Happy to finally know where we had run away to.

"We are in New York" he answered simply. Cool!

as if my last note wasnt long enough hahaha ..im just here to make sure you remember our deal..reviews equal updates...i need to kno what u guys think cuz im kinda startin 2 hate this story so if no one wants 2 read it then i can stop writting it..which i dont wanna do but i feel like its suckin real bad..and i kno its slow but its about 2 pick up if u just bear with me..ok review and ill be your best friend! hahaha k thx bye...