The very first time I kissed a boy was in first grade, but if we want to get technical, my real first kiss was when I was a freshman in high school.
King County High School. Jensen Moor. He was a friend of mine, geeky type, skinny, wore glasses, terrible, terrible hair, and he had braces. I think that's what made the kiss the weirdest, his braces, but at the moment I didn't really care about that. Jensen was the first friend I made in KCHS, he was nice and I trusted him... I wonder where he is now...
But anyway, I wouldn't say I was promiscuous in my teens. I lost my virginity when I was 17, just before college, with good ol' Georgie Baits... wonder what happened to him... Um, like I was saying, I wasn't a slut, that was for sure. I was kind of a nerd, I didn't party every weekend, I didn't get drunk or stoned all the time, I did my homework, I watched cartoons and ran around with my friends with a camcorder.
{For a while I wanted to be a director, I don't remember- Oh yeah, I remember why, because I wanted to marry an actor, like Leonardo DiCaprio, Hugh Jackman or Johnny Depp, someone like that. Ha, oh to be a teenager again and think everything will work out as you plan it. My friends and I would document almost everything we did, looking back at those videos the footage was so shakey I wouldn't be able to make it through a full minute without getting some motion sickness. Needless to say, that dream went out the window just as quick as it flew in.}
But back to sluts. I was the girl that beat up the sluts, it's just what I did. Not for fun or anything...though sometimes it actually was pretty fun, but because they'd pick on me, and you know me, I'm not one to be picked on. So with my violent reputation, it was sort of hard to find a boy that wasn't scared of me and actually liked me.
During high school I had...ooh, maybe 5 boyfriends, none were serious of course, otherwise I'd still be with one of them. In college I had 3 more, and then I meant Keenan at the hospital...
I'm well praticed in the arts of kissing, foreplay and sex, not that I'm trying to brag or anything, but, heh, I'm kind of a big deal. Ha, only kidding, but really. I felt like a complete porn star throwing myself at Daryl like that...
Daryl... he couldn't be considered... could he? No. No, no. I'm blowing this way out of proportion, I need to just stop thinking about it. I mean, all we did was make out, that doesn't constitute a new tally to my conquests.
...though...
-L.B