I don't own anything SOA just the character Amelia.

I did get a little discouraged with the lack of feed back but I've decided to keep going. maybe i'll have more time with my kid going back to school :)

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Chapter 11

Amelia awoke to soft kisses on her neck. The tickle of his goatee making her giggle. "I'm awake" she rolled over to face him.

"Morning you little Minx" he kissed her forehead. Furrowing her eyebrows "Why are you dressed already?"

"Already? Its almost noon" he laughed.

"Noon?" she jumped out of bed. "I have to get my truck" he grabbed her arm pulling her back in bed.

"Easy Lass I had the prospect tow it over this morning"

"Thanks babe your the best" she got real close to him and looked in his eyes as she nipped his lower lip

"So I Ask again, why are you dressed" she purred running her hand under his shirt.

He grabbed her hands and pinned them above her head. "Oh how I wish I had time kitten, I have church in 15 then a short run" Chibs left soft kisses down her chest.

Amelia knew more about the club business than she should, when she tried to prospect she hung around ease dropping.

"Are you going to tell the guys at church? Because you don't have to tell them yet" he stopped the assault of kisses.

"No I'm not telling them at church, but Amelia I don't want to wait any longer. A few guys from Tacoma chapter are coming down so it'll be a small party at the clubhouse when we get back. We can tell them then"

Amelia pouted. "What will I wear?" Chibs laughed getting up.

"I've grown rather fond of your jeans and t-shirts"

Pulling up the sheet around her "You don't think I can dress sexy?" He slide his piece in the holster and put on his kutt.. She got up on her knees at the foot of the bed.

"Im not saying that, I think you'd be sexy even in a burlap sack" he leaned down and kissed her.

"I'll show you, now go you're gonna be late" He touched his forehead to hers"I love you"

"I love you too, be safe"

Amelia slide into a pair of chibs boxers and t-shirt before making the bed. She threw in some laundry and picked up around the house. Locking up she headed back to Gemmas.

Amelia checked her makeup one last time before leaving. That afternoon she moved the little amount of stuff she owned over to Chibs.

"Is this all your stuff?" Chibs said noticing her change in his room.

"yea I still have some stuff in a storage unit in nc" Chibs headed into the bathroom.

Chibs leaned on the door frame. "I think you need to change lass"

Amelia frowned and looked herself over in the mirror. She was wearing a red short jumper with a black bra underneath, showing in the low cut cleavage.

Chibs wrapped his arms around her and looked at her in the mirror. "Whats wrong with it"

"You look fucking amazing" he pulled the top over her shoulders kissing her neck. Amelia giggled "Isnt that the point" "I don't need every man there tonight to be thinking dirty thoughts about you like I am right now" She blushed and felt the warmth between her legs. "Let me show you" He pulled her jumper and panties down in one swift motion. "Bend over love" He unzipped his jeans.

***sound of hospital machines in background**

"Deep in thought?" Jax asked leaning in the doorway. Amelia jumped, the book in her lap hitting the floor. "Oh hey Jax, I was just thinking about when I first moved back" She grabbed the book, looking at her watch. "Been here long?"

"only a couple of hours or so" she laughed tucking her behind her ear.

Jax entered the room and took the book from her hands.

"The adventures of Huckleberry Finn?" he asked looking in the incubator at Abel.

Amelia stood next to him and placed her hand on the incubator. Smiling she said "Its never to early to put adventures in his mind" Jax laughed "He is beautiful Jax"

Jax smiled looking down at his son. "You been by to see your old man yet?"

Amelia huffed and reached for her purse. "No I haven't yet, things have been kinda strange between us since I took this job. He is always gone, I'm always gone. We are never home at the same time."

Jax looked at her "That's the reason he has been difficult lately? You've been at the job months now."

"6 months yesterday" she pinched the bridge of her nose and closed her eyes "We got into an argument before I left this last trip"

Jax waited. "he admitted he didn't like that I worked with an all male crew and that I should work around her like other old ladies, and I said something about why should I be faithful and at his beckon call when he is married"

"Shit Mel" he shook his head

"I know, I know.. I was just mad. I moved back here for him. I took this job to help buy us a home and so I wouldn't be around all the time being needy. I didn't even get upset that I have to go to this wedding alone. Why couldn't he give me a little credit?"

"Its not about you, He is a man and know what men think. Your his old lady and he wants to protect you. He doesn't know those guys but he does know what men think about you"

She nodded fighting back tears

"and darling he would marry you tomorrow if he could"

"I know, I'm just scared he will get tired of me, or realize I'm not good enough"

Jax wrapped his arms around her. "Do you think I messed it up" she looked up at him

"No darling I don't. Your more than enough."

"I have something for him in my work truck downstairs could you deliver it to him?"

Jax said a quiet goodbye to Abel and threw his arm around Amelia walking her down to the parking lot.

"Don't think I haven't heard about Tara being back in town" Amelia glanced at Jax.

"Yea she helped on Abels surgery" He said looking anywhere but at her.

"I know and she did a wonderful job but Jax be careful"

"Not a problem Mel" he ruffled her hair and laughed as they reached her new work truck.

Amelia grabbed a piece of paper and scribbled a note on it. Reaching in the passenger seat she put the note inside a box and grabbed the box handing it Jax.

"Thanks for talking with me and taking this to him" "Anytime kid" he laughed "I still can't believe your an old lady" "Shut up teller" she shoved him and laughed.

"You helping ma tomorrow at the fair fundraiser?"

"yea i'll be there. I'm working from home this week then i'm in North Carolina for the wedding the week after"

"alright see ya tomorrow" he nodded at her and headed for his bike.

Chibs was sitting away from the guys at the picnic tables when Jax dropped a box in front of him.

"oye what did ya get me" Chibs said.

"Ran into Amelia at the hospital, she asked that I drop it off to you" Chibs was glad he had on his sunglasses. They hid his surprise that Mel was back in town. She wasn't due till this evening. Why hadn't she text him. "Thanks" he nodded at him. "Listen man, you more than anyone knows the inner workings of her mind but shes good at twisting things so she doesn't get hurt. Her dad made her believe she was never good enough for anything... or anyone."

"aye we have some work to do" Chibs put out his cig. "Thanks Jackie boy"

"Church in 15 we gotta vote on Kyle" Jax headed into the club house.

Chibs picked at the tape on the box and decided to take it to his room to open it.

Opening the box was a folded up note

"I feel so ashamed that I showed

my worst side to the best thing

that has ever happened to me.

I'm sorry"

Under the note was a brown leather jacket. Chibs laughed, she hated that they all wore black all of the time. He was never mad at her, just mad at himself. She had made a point. He could never marry her.

Sliding on his new jacket he sent her a quick text and headed into church.