Roman walked past the stage entrance not bothering to stop for anybody that tried to talk to him. His whole being set on fire with a new sense of purpose. The only goal he had was confront Dean and find out why he had stormed away from him. To find out why the blonde had tried to push him out. Roman wanted to live with Dean to have the other man wake with him in the morning. To have the other man lie in bed with him at night. He wanted them to drink coffee and watch snow as it covered the ground outside. Roman wanted to grill in the summer and cuddle in the rain. Roman knew that Dean and him could make it work no matter what he just wished Dean believed it too. Roman felt foolish maybe he had moved too fast in their relationship but he would never hurt Dean that much was certain. Roman was sure the other man was trying to build walls around himself. Roman remembered all the things about Dean's past that he had shared but Roman would never leave the other man. Roman needed Dean to understand and believe that. As Roman approached the locker room they shared he took a deep breath. He felt his stomach doing flips and he was nervous. He hoped that the decision to confront the other man wouldn't backfire on him. Dean made it pretty clear that he wanted to avoid Roman at all cost. However a day without Dean had been pure hell for Roman especially since the other man avoided his calls and text messages.
Roman reached out for the door handle and paused he debated for a moment if he should just enter or knock. Roman knew that if he knocked there was a very good chance that Dean wouldn't answer the door. If he just went in Dean would be pissed but Roman didn't really care about that so he figured the element of surprise was better. Roman twisted the handle and opened the door pushing harder than he intended it hit the wall with a thud. Dean turned his head and groaned as he saw Roman enter the room. The door clicked shut behind him and the taller man crossed his arms over his chest as he stared at Dean. "What do you want Roman?"
"To talk."
Dean stood and turned around so he could rummage in the locker and pretend Roman wasn't there. "Stop avoiding me Dean." Dean said nothing and Roman felt the air around them get heavy. "Dean damn it I said stop avoiding me." With this Roman dropped his hands and crossed the room closing the distance between them. Roman reached out and pulled Dean around by his shoulders causing the smaller man to glare at him. Roman himself was getting annoyed but he tried his best not to convey it. "Look what the hell is your problem? I have been trying to get ahold of you and nothing." Dean still said nothing instead his eyes only narrowed as he stared a hole through Roman. Roman gently shook the other man trying to break the silence. "Dean please talk to me damn it." Roman stumbled backwards landing on the floor his head making a thud. He felt disoriented as he stared up into the face of Dean who had a hateful look on his face. Before Roman had a chance to react Dean was sitting on his chest as he pinned his arms above his head. Roman felt his chest tighten from the pressure and he thought he might pass out. Dean said nothing for a moment as he continued to look down at Roman.
"How dare you. You think that you can just pull me in with fake promises. Your like everybody else. You know what will happen do you?"
Roman was confused he had no idea what Dean was talking about he tried to shake his head but he couldn't really move too well. Dean ignored the movement as he continued to speak. "You think we will just live together and it will be so peachy what happens when you get tired of me huh? You just gonna leave me like everybody else. Look what happened with Sami right under my damn nose."
"Dean stop please stop that won't happen."
Dean laughed "Why won't it happen huh?"
"I love you so much Dean. I wouldn't hurt you it kills me when you hurt. I would die for you."
The silence hung between them and Roman was unsure of what the other man would do. He waited as he anticipated the worst. Than Dean crushed their lips together in a hard needy kiss. Roman sighed into it as he returned it allowing the other man to explore his mouth. Roman felt his hands being freed. Roman lifted his hips as Dean clawed at the button on his pants. The blonde was rough and Roman knew this is what Dean needed so he was more than happy to let him take over. Roman could handle rough and as long as it helped Dean deal with whatever was running through his mind he was happy. Dean bit at his bottom lip not letting go until he caused the copper taste to fill Roman's mouth. Dean finally unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down his legs tossing them to the side. Roman let Dean lick the blood from his lips as he heard the blonde unbutton his own pants.
Roman let out a deep moan as Dean moved his lips down to the side of Roman's neck and bit hard. Dean moved his body between Roman's legs as his arms wrapped around the taller man's waist. The blonde pressed their bodies close together as he thrusted once pushing himself deep inside Roman. The samoan hissed in pain as he ran his fingernails up under Dean's shirt and down his back leaving dark red trails down the porcelain skin. Dean breathed into the side of Roman's neck as he pulled almost all the way out before thrusting in again. Roman hissed louder the pain making him feel like he might be ripped apart. Roman knew the pain would subside as Dean continued to slowly pull out than slam himself back in. Dean had his eyes closed as he rested his chin the crook of Roman's neck he inhaled the scent of the other man. Sweat and the after shave Roman always wore even though he kept a nice trimmed beard. It was intoxicating and Dean enjoyed the way the scent made him feel inside. Roman was achingly aroused as his hand traveled down to touch himself his hand was slapped away by the other man.
"No."
Roman groaned as the pleasure overtook all his senses Dean rolled his hips pushing deeper inside of Roman as he quickened the pace. Roman was being rocked on the tile floor below his skin being burned by the friction but he couldn't feel it as Dean hit the spot. Dean had him turned him into a mess begging for more which made Roman feel dirty but he loved it. Dean quickened the pace even more until sweat was dripping from both their bodies and the sound of skin hitting skin filled the room. Dean bit hard again at the side of Roman's neck as the taller man felt the heat beginning to flood his groin. Roman knew he was close to his release and that he would fall without being touched. Dean rocked their bodies together as he slammed into Roman tearing him. Roman felt himself getting closer to the edge and as he released all over his own stomach Dean name came crashing from his lips. Dean deepened the hold his teeth had on Roman's neck and the other man knew makeup would kill him but he didn't care. Dean tightened deep inside of him than he felt the other man's warm release. Dean gently kissed the side of his neck before he collapsed on top of Roman. The blonde reached over and intertwined their fingers together as they lied there in the sticky mess.
"I am sorry Ro."
Roman gently kissed Dean's knuckles as he tried to catch his breath.
"Does this mean we are going to live together?"
Roman got the answer he had hoped for when he felt Dean's head move up and down against his chest. A smile lit up his face as the two of them lied there and cuddle for as long as they could.
Two years and four months their relationship had so far stood the trials of time. Dean and Roman were still going strong and neither man could've been happier. They had been living together for almost two years and things had been wonderful. Roman stood at the foot of the bed as he opened both of their suitcases a smile plastered on his face. He couldn't remember a time in his life were he had been happier. Roman thought about all the memories he shared in this house with the blonde.
Their first month in the new home they shared was rough Dean always assumed the worse that any moment Roman would regret wanting to live with him and move out. Roman worked everyday to prove that Dean could trust him. After that things got better and better Dean finally realized that Roman wasn't going to up and leave. Than they had their first family dinner Roman invited all his family. The two of them had cooked a traditional Samoan meal which Dean loved. Roman's family accepted Dean instantly and treated him like one of their own.
Roman felt his heart swell as he started to fold spare clothes for them to wear when working out and traveling. He thought back to their first Christmas how they had bickered over a fake tree which he wanted or a real tree which Dean wanted. Dean won in the end and so they found themselves in a little tree lot with snow falling as Dean tried to pick out the perfect tree. They tied to their car and drove it home than Dean sat it up and they decorated it as Roman made fun of him for picking out a Charlie Brown Christmas tree. Dean had been so offended it took Roman a week to make it up to him.
Roman worked on folding their ring gear neatly and fitting it into the suitcases. The first Valentines Day Roman worked all day to cook a romantic meal. As he decorated the house by throwing rose petals everywhere which Dean complained about having to clean up later. Than they had a candlelit dinner with chocolate covered strawberries. As they ate and drank Dean made them both laugh so hard after telling Roman he felt like a chick. Roman insisted they take a bubble bath together which turned into a slow and long love making session after which they cuddle naked by the fireplace until both men were asleep.
Roman felt two arms wrap around him and a kiss being planted against the side of his neck before Dean stood next to him and helped him finish the packing. "I am so nervous about the draft tomorrow." Earlier in the week before their days off the whole roster had been called for a meeting. Vince informed them all that Smackdown would be going live and to kick it off their would be a draft like the old days. Roman nodded his head in agreement as he closed his suitcase than took the other one from Dean. Dean watched him as Roman zipped them close then Dean pulled him in close by his hips crushing their noses together.
"What happens if we get drafted to different shows?"
Roman thought for a moment before he answered the question. He felt unsure himself but he didn't want to let Dean in on that because he knew the other man would pull away. That still happened sometimes and Roman would alway do his best to comfort Dean and make the other man believe Roman wasn't going anywhere. Roman knew it was from all the shit in Dean's childhood that made him guarded.
"We will make it work no matter what. I am sure that the different shows still travel together. I love you Dean and this will work regardless."
Dean seemed content with the answer for the moment as he planted a soft kiss on the taller man's lips.
Dean and Roman sat close together in the back as they watched the monitor that had been sat up in the catering area. Roman grabbed at Dean's hand and laced their fingers together as the continued to watch another superstar was Drafted to Smackdown then it was Raw's turn. As Stephanie announced that Roman would be joining Raw with Seth his blood ran cold. Roman felt Dean tighten the grip on his hand and he knew the other man shared the same thoughts. Smackdown now had their choice and Roman heard it but he couldn't believe it.
Daniel Bryan had announced that Dean Ambrose would be the next member of Smackdown live. Before Roman could fully process everything he felt Dean pull away from him and than the chair next to him was empty as Dean started off towards their locker room. Roman looked around him most of the superstars were in shock as well although it had never been said out loud most people knew they were an item. Roman looked at faces each filled with pity as he followed after Dean. He felt himself call out to the other man but it was no use Dean didn't turn around instead he continued storming down the halls. Roman quickened the pace he had to get to Dean had to make sure he knew it would be alright. Roman opened the door as Dean collapsed on the floor. Roman felt his heart drop as he bent over and scooped the blonde into his arms. He held Dean close and he rubbed circles into his lower back. He felt the wetness and at first it confused him until he realized his Dean was crying. Dean never cried ever or at least Roman never saw him cry. Roman tried his best to soothe the other man as his mind raced over what had just happened. "It will be okay Dean it will be okay."
Dean pulled away from him and looked at him with red swollen eyes. "How do you know that Ro?" Roman pulled the blonde closer as he started to run his fingers through the curls. "I know that because I love you Dean. Do you understand how fucking much I love you." He felt Dean shake his head no and Roman knew he had to make the other man understand. "I love you Dean with everything I have. I would do anything for you I am nothing with out. You complete me and make me a better man. You bring out the best in me."
"Why?"
"You are a great man Dean don't ever think otherwise. You have a wonderful sense of humor and through everything you never give up your determination is incredible."
Roman suddenly had a plan to prove himself to Dean. "Tomorrow I am going to take you somewhere special okay?" Dean just nodded as Roman tried his best to continue to comfort the other man.
Okay guys sorry for the long wait but Happy Holidays to all. Hope you guys got everything you wanted as always thank you for the continued support of this story it means alot greatest gift of all.
