Hello pallies! It's your author buddy Aerie, I apologize for making you wait so long for the next installment but I was really busy...okay I am so lying, I was really lazy. So here we are...you're about to read chapter 11...aren't you excited? I hope so, because I am...this is a POV chapter from Marco, so sit tight and read kiddos!

Oh...I forgot to mention...chapter 10 came as a surprise to me, I didn't expect the breakup to happen so quickly so when Jay said "Tomorrow, I get to see what you taste like Del Rossi. Meet me at my apartment. Around 1:00." Let's pretend he meant a bit later...like 3 days after the events in chapter 10 happened...PLEASE USE YOUR IMAGINATION AND FILL IN THE DAYS THAT WILL NEVER BE EXPLAINED!

Love ya!

Warnings: SEX. Marco has sex for the first time. Unprotected sex (consensual), profanity, explicit homosexual relations...muahaha...enjoy!

/Story time/

It had been a long day, and when I say long...I mean longgggg. How do I get myself into these situations? Let me start out by saying, as a single 5 foot tall Italian, I love boys...I guess you could call me boy crazy...and when I see one I like I will do anything to get him. This has been problematic for me and obviously Dylan...because we're not together, which still pisses me off. Why? Well let me give you a quick recap on my life in the past 6 months. I have been in a fabulous relationship with my gorgeous (unfortunately now Ex) boyfriend Dylan Michalchuk, fell in love with a gangster named Jay, who has successfully fucked me over...literally (but I'll get to that later), then I was single...after I broke up with Dylan, and cried my eyes out for a while. Then, after my horrible breakup I found myself in the possessive arms of Jay Hobart, who loves me in private, but tries to keep our 'meaningless affair with no strings attached' on the DL. Please tell me that isn't fucked up...and if you don't think it is yet, wait until you hear about today! Let's just say I won't be sitting comfortably for a while.

FLASHBACKIE!

"Mama, I am going out." I say looking at her, hoping she doesn't make me change my outfit...it is a little scanty.

"No." was her reply simple and firm, not a second thought put into her answer.

"What do you mean "No"?" I ask irately. This is not going the way I planned; I have to be at Jay's in 10 minutes.

"Three reasons. One, you are dressed like a male prostitute. Two, you go out too often. Three, you can't just leave whenever you please, our home has rules and I expect you to follow them." Stated my mother, she looked angry, not just 'I'm so angry I'm going to forget this in 10 minutes', the kind of angry that says, 'If you don't do as I say you can NEVER go out EVER again!'

"I AM NOT DRESSED LIKE A PROSTITUTE!" I screech back at her, even though we both know she is right. So what if I am wearing tight, black, leather pants that are so low you can see my crack, a pink mesh shirt, so see through that it could barely be considered appropriate, and last but not least my necklace, a set of pink studded handcuffs.

"Police use handcuffs, little boys don't." she snapped unhappily.

"Shows how much you know." I mutter under my breath and turn to leave.

"Marco, don't make me get your father." She warned uneasily, we both know my father is away in Italy on a business trip. He likes to leave when things get tense at the house, or when I can't be "more like Giuseppe." So off to Italy he goes, to see his family and too get his mind off things, it's been a month since we have seen him this time.

"He can't do anything, he's not here." I open the door, and blow my mother a kiss.

I hear a loud sigh, but it doesn't matter, all that matters is that I'm going to be late to Jay's.

My car sits in the driveway gleaming proudly; I hop in and turn on the CD player. Oh, I love this song, Darren Hayes's 'So Beautiful'. I hum along with the words, until I see Jay's apartment complex.

I find myself standing outside his door, knocking on it. There is a bunch of shuffling, some muttering, and then a loud exclamation of "Dammit!"

"Marco?" asks a voice groggily from behind the door.

"Yeah, let me in." I reply I shiver a bit, because a gust of wind caresses my skin.

The door swings open, and standing there is a scruffy Jay Hobart, 5 o' clock shadow and all.

"Mmm, I like my men scruffy." I tease, as I ruffle his hair.

"You better, cause I'm all you got." He murmured huskily.

"Well are you going to invite me in or do I have to tear your clothes off and have your neighbors watch?" I ask sexily, I'm so horny right now, like I wouldn't mind being fucked against the door right now. I'm still a virgin, but I really want to have sex...and Jay seems like the perfect person to have it with, because he had never had gay sex either. In fact, I don't want to just fool around today, I am going to do it, I need to have sex, my sanity depends on it, and most of all, I'm hard again, like if I don't get fucked now, I'll go crazy.

"Oh...I best let you in then." He smirked and grasped my wrist and tugged me inside.

He looked at my handcuffs and grinned, "Are those for me?" he asked playfully, fingering the cuffs around my neck.

"Yeah, I want to be punished." I whisper in his ear.

"Of course you do. And, babe I am going to punish you, long and hard..." he trailed off, hungrily eyeing my tight leather.

I throw myself on the bed and spread my legs sexily. "I have been so naughty..." I say to him.

"What did you do?" he asks, his eyes clouded over with lust.

"First, I touched myself all over when I thought about you...then...I watched some dirty porno, and wished I was the lucky boy getting his brains fucked out by some nameless trick...then last of all...I licked the cum off my fingers and pretended it was yours..." I moan, making up the last part...

"Yeah...sounds good." Jay starts to undo the drawstring of his sweatpants, I watch lazily out of the corner of my eye, his erection is very obvious, sweatpants are unforgiving.

I feel his strong body straddle my waist, he's not wearing anything...and I am so glad. Then he unhooked my handcuffs, and believe it or not he cuffed me to the bed post. I am not joking, this is something out of a porno flick...not that I mind but Christ!

"This is how I imagined you, only minus the clothes." Which he skillfully discards of, peeling them sensuously off my lithe body.

"C'mon, C'mon..." I urge, I am so hard, it's like insane.

His fingers pinch my nipples, which are now erect, like my dick, which has been standing for 20 minutes now. Jay's fingers skim down my abdomen, until they linger above my hard on. I really don't mind the kisses on my torso, so I just nod, and guide his hands towards their destination. My proud cock already dripping with pre-cum, he grasped my shaft, and moved up and down, slowly...oh so slowly, for about 5 minutes, and stopped. I lifted my head and groaned, he gave my cock a squeeze, and before I knew it, his mouth and engulfed the head of my cock. A moan escapes my lips, "Yes..." I cannot believe this; he must have been gay in a past life. His tongue wrapped around the head, licking, sucking, running over the vein...it felt so amazing. I feel his tongue pass over my slit, nipping it with his teeth; I think I'm going to lose it. Jay's head bobbed up and down, and with the help of my hands grasping and stroking his hair, he deep throated me, all nine inches of me...I was speechless, I had no clue how he knew how to do that, I can do it, but...wow. The sensation is simply maddening; it went down in one smooth motion, slick and quick. I moan loudly, "Oh Yes...Yes...Jay! Fuck me!" My last words are not a just an exclamation of passion, they're a command. I feel myself release in his throat, I cum for awhile and he swallows all of it. Jay's moist mouth leaves my member, but before it does he nibbles on the very tip of its head, and I cum a little bit more, which he licks off my spent dick.

"Did you like that?" he asks, lazily playing with my pubes.

"Yes..." I reply throatily, "You sure you want to do this?" I ask him finally.

"I never do things I don't want to." He says kissing up my body, until he meets my lips.

"You have protection right?" I inquire, I am not getting STDs.

"Yeah, but I kinda wanted to fuck you bareback." Jay says looking at me, with a pleading glance.

"No." I feel like my mother...

"It'll be fine, I don't have any STDs." He stated almost defensively.

"How do you know?" I ask, this is totally ruing the moment but I don't care, better safe than sorry.

"I got tested a few weeks ago, and I haven't had sex in months anyhow."

I am shocked, Jay hasn't slept with a ho biscuit in months? Weird...oh well.

"Fine, but can you please unhook my handcuffs?" I question, squirming a bit.

"No, you look hotter, sprawled out and spent, your hands above your head, your cock urging to be touched again, your ass never been fucked...I'll be the first one to be inside of you...oh god..." he murmurs, his eyes smoldering with desire.

Jay takes out a tube of lube, and asks me to put my legs on his shoulders. I'm lucky I take yoga and am so flexible.

"I want you to fuck me...fuck me long and hard, I want to lick the cum off your chest, I want it all." I moan.

I'm in position, my legs wide and spread, he dabs his fingers with lube and starts stroking my ass, until he finds my entrance. I am a bit nervous, but the horniness takes over, and I'm lost in his touch. I buck my hips, and his index finger probes my pucker, I shiver. His finger slides in, I gasp lightly.

"This may hurt a little." He states calmly, while inserting a second finger.

My eyes widen, I squeak as a 3 finger is added, I know he's prepping me so it won't hurt as much when his rock hard cock is the replacement. Jay's fingers scissor inside of me, and I'm mewling, and shuddering.

"Hurry up." I order, my eyes mist over.

"How bad do you want it?" he asks...just like Dylan...I shake that out of my head.

"So bad, I need you inside of me." I plead, this isn't fair, he's not going fast enough.

I notice he's pumping his cock with his free hand, he's lubing it up, so it will slide right into me.

"You ready babe?" he asks me softly.

I nod readily, I am so ready...oh my god, am I ready. He kisses my lips, and I know this is going to be the best thing ever.

Jay positions himself outside my entrance, I can feel his cock at my hole, I expect him to be gentle, so I close my eyes and wait. He pounds into me, hitting my prostate on the first time.

"FUCK!" I scream, that hurt like a motherfucker, but it feels like heaven, like the best thing I've ever felt. He grunts and keeps on hammering into me, hitting my sweet spot over and over again.

"Yes, Yes, Yes. OH JAY!" I cry, I keep on moaning, and moaning, I feel the sweat trickle off his body, my dick slapping against my abdomen, "Faster!" I screech.

And he goes faster, my head is spinning, I'm so close, his member is inside of my body, raw, and long, unsheathed, all mine. I can feel pre cum dribbling from my dick, it bubbles over the slit and the warm liquid drizzles down my shaft.

"One...more time..." he groans, and thrusts his tool into me, slamming into my prostate so hard, I lose my breath, my hole tightens around his penis and we orgasm simultaneously. The hot cum is all over me and him. Jay collapses on top of me, and we lay there.

"Shit, that was the best sex I have ever had." He whispers in my ear, we are still connected by his cock. But, he doesn't leave me, and I obviously can't move too much seeing as my hands are chained to a bed post above my head.

My cock is limp, and so is his, but it's covered by my tight ass, "Thank you." I sigh, I am in awe, I cannot believe I never had sex sooner; it was the hottest thing I have ever experienced.

"You were amazing." He comments, "the way you moaned my name, I thought I would come as soon as I entered you. You were so tight." His penis leaves my body, and I whimper from loss of contact.

"You want me to unchain you?" he asks kindly.

I nod, and allow him to scale my body until he reaches the bed post. I feel my body go completely limp, as I am free from the metal cuffs.

"What does this make us?" I ask quietly, really hoping he says 'lovers'.

"After this...anything you want us to be." He replies, his eyes looking into mine.

"You are my lover." I say proudly, "And I will come over here every Saturday, and you will fuck me raw."

I chuckles and strokes my sides, oddly he takes my hands, I wince, but he kisses my wrists, where the handcuffs were. Jay is so affectionate right now, I love it, and he licks my chest, tasting my seed.

"You're going to be sore for a couple of days." He comments, sadly.

"Why?" I ask dumbly, momentarily panicked.

He doesn't say anything, but he presses a few fingers gently to my opening. I gasp loudly in hot blinding pain; I know this is to show me something not hurt me. His fingers have a small amount of blood on them.

"I was a little rough, I'm sorry..." he apologizes quietly, not meeting my eyes.

"It's okay Jay. I wanted this." I return, I slowly sit up, and bring his fingers to his lips, I hold his hands lightly as he regrettably licks his fingers, cleaning them of my blood.

"Is there a lot of blood?" I ask grimly.

He shakes his head, "not a lot." He confirms, but touches my entrance and lets me taste my own blood and his seed. It's actually extremely sexy, and I am so turned on, he can tell. But, he shakes his head again, "It will hurt too much, I can't hurt you again."

"I don't care how much it hurts; I want you to inside me again." I plead.

"Are you sure?" he questions in surprise. I can feel his cock, it is also hard, and it became hard when I was sucking the blood and semen off his fingers.

"I am so sure." I moan. This time there is no prepping, and no lube, it is hard and raw, and his whole length is inside of me, and it hurts. Jay is so big, Ican't believe he fit inside of me,I can feel blood leaking from my hole, coating his member; I'm very hot right now. My legs are so wide right now, not even all my years of yoga could have prepared me for this stretch.

"OH MY GOD." I scream again, this time it hurts a lot, but I am overcome with pleasure. Tears freely streak my cheeks; I open my tightly shut eyes, to see Jay grimacing.

"Harder!" I growl, I'm growing impatient, I need release, and I need it NOW. That's when it happened; he hit my pleasure spot so hard I wailed. I was openly sobbing; I couldn't decide which was more intense, the pleasure or the pain. I cum, it's so unexpected, I cum for a long time, until he finishes, and groans loudly.

"I can't believe you let me do that." He said, incredulously, but I'm too busy crying to care.

"Shh, shhh," he says, trying to calm me down. He quickly pulls out of my body, and wraps his arms around me, "Baby, I'm sorry, it's okay to cry...I know it must hurt."

I cry and cry, but at least, I know never to do that again, there is a lot of blood this time. Jay stands up from the bed. "You can't leave me!" I wail, trying to sit up, but I'm too sore.

"I'm not leaving, just wait." He replies, and walks into the bathroom, I figure he just has to piss so I quiet down some.

He returns with a few towels and some lotion, "We shouldn't have had sex again." He says.

"I know, but it still felt good." He cocks an eyebrow at me, and shakes his head.

Jay holds up my hips as he places a towel on the bed beneath them, he takes the second towel, and starts to wipe the blood off my sticky entrance, but I am resisting a bit, the towel feels rough.For awhile he finds this fruitless, so he spreads my legs for me and gets better access with the towel, successfully getting rid of most of my blood. He opens the lotion and spreads some around on my pucker, I wince and cry some more, but he doesn't mind, there is now a comfortable thick layer of aloe on my hole, I'm contempt. I think the feelings of cool, soft, lubricated, skin fingering my ass, calmed me down, because I'm not crying I'm mewling.

"This is so sweet of you." I remark, carefully closing my legs, while Jay helps, get me comfortable.

"Anything for you, Marco." He smiles, and snuggles up against me. I think I love him, like really love him.

END OF FLASHBACKIE!

So that was my eventful day, I can't wait to go out tonight. The guys and I are getting together to practice for another wedding gig, we are going to perform 'Love and Attraction'. Yeah! The one Jay wrote fore me...it's so romantic, Dylan never wrote me anything. And the best thing about it is, I get to sing the song! My voice isn't that bad, it's not stellar like Craig's but, at least it won't make your ears bleed. Blood is bad...I know first hand...oh and so are bees, and...the pain in my ass that WON'T go away!

I guess I'll tell you more about my night later...Ciao!

So...what did you guys think? Am I doing alright, how is my driving? Lol, I'm kind of hyper, and I finally wrote a sex scene! I hope it was up to par, I never thought I'd have Marco have unprotected sex, WHICH YOU SHOULD NOT DO. But, it was 3:30 in the morning and it sounded hot...and I think it is...still...If you haven't been able to tell I love using the '...' why? I really don't know, but it is fun! Wheeeee!

Please review my story I would like to know what you thought of it, don't be oober mean though.

XoXo,

Aerie