Warning- There is a little bit of lemony goodness and some mushy stuff in this chapter. I will warn you when I hit the lemon.

As always - "Parenthesis" are spoken words, italics are thoughts, and AAAAAAA are a scene shift.

Shout outs are in bold at the end of the story.

Disclaimer- Still don't own Inuyasha.

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Kagome was exhausted. It was been an extremely long and tiring day. She had seen her new youkai form for the first time today. She was beautiful, but felt a little odd. Everywhere she went; those around her had snuck glances every moment they could.

Her father had told her she was not required to be in her youkai form every minute, but there were rules. If she went somewhere in either form, she should make sure to return in that same form. She could understand this one.

It would be odd for anyone to see her go to the dojo or study as a youkai and that youkai to never come out. But that wasn't all.

She had fought them tooth and nail when it came to their 'little' announcement that a gathering was to be held in her honor as a youkai. Her new parents had said it was to keep appearances so that she could be hidden in plain view. She guessed it made sense, sort of.

She knew that most youkai would not accept her as a human miko to be within a royal family. There was still a lot of bad blood between the demons and mikos of this time.

But, really? A gathering just for her. She was to be introduced to all of the other Lords and Ladies and the lesser lords of the Northern Lands. The main rule for this event was that she was to remain in her youkai form for the duration of the event until all guests had left except within the confines of her bed chambers or bathing springs.

She guessed she could deal with it.

She had trained again today. In both forms this time. As promised, a strong miko had been sworn to secrecy of the fact that Kagome still existed and she was allowed to begin training her. She had also had a long and intense training session with Lord Aisoka on her demonic abilities. She was pleased with most of them.

After the mid-day meal, Lady Aiyana had given her lessons on youkai educates and traditions. Those would continue until they felt she was ready to appear in front of the court.

She could already feel herself getting stronger and she definitely had a lot more confidence since she had come to live at the castle. Shippo was also with her now, so she had her little son to cheer her on.

She stood in front of the mirror examining herself again. She liked her youkai form, but was not going to sleep in it. It was not who she was. She unclasped the necklace and watched as the blue disappeared from her face and hair. Her claws went back down to the blunt nails of a human. She grew just a few inches shorter as her human form took over.

When she was back to her true form she sighed in contentment. Shippo jumped into her arms as she turned to walk away. She put her bed clothes on and tucked Shippo into bed for the night. She waited until she could hear his soft breaths even out in sleep.

She walked out onto the balcony and looked up into the sky. The moon was beautiful when it was full. She had always loved a full moon. Its soft light filtered down onto her innocent face as she closed her eyes and wished with great longing for a love she would never have.

Sure, she loves Inuyasha, but she had realized long ago that he would never belong to her.

Lady Aiyana watched her daughter stand in the moonlight. The child was beautiful regardless of youkai or human form. She could see the longing in her face. She knew that look. She had worn it before in her own heart.

Soon my little one. Soon.

She went to turn away but a light caught her eye. She turned back just in time to see Kagome begin to glow with a heavenly light. Light shades of blue mixed with white as they swirled around her. She slowly floated up off of the ground and towards the moon itself. Her long hair swayed in the breeze that didn't exist.

She looked closer and noticed that the symbol of a full moon illuminated her forehead in a silver flash. She had never seen that mark before and was quite sure that Kagome didn't even realize what was happening. She would have to talk to her mate about this.

Kagome had asked what type of youkai she was to everyone that day, but none of them could figure it out. They could not tell from her aura or markings. The show she had just witnessed could explain a lot if they could find its meaning.

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Sesshomaru tried to fight it. He really did. As the sun slipped behind the horizon and the full moon took its place he was overcome with a weariness that engulfed his entire body. He couldn't understand.

He didn't need sleep. It wasn't time yet. And he knew. He knew it was all because of the dream.

**** START OF LEMON ****

He could feel the warmth of her body as her form was pressed up against his. Skin moved against skin. His eyes were closed but he was so familiar with the form sleeping next to him.

Her skin was flawless as he moved his hands gently up and down her form. It was soft and yet he could feel the firmness of the muscles that lay just underneath it.

As his hands traced their way up her body he could feel the swell of her hips, the indention of her small waist, and the side of her perky, perfect breasts. He didn't need to see with his eyes. His hands told him everything he needed to know.

She let out a soft moan as he gently caressed her curves. She could feel him turn around in the bed to face him. As soon as he felt her warm breath against his lips he opened his eyes.

And he stared. He stared into those eyes he knew so well. He loved those eyes for the pleasure they brought and yet he hated them. He hated them because he could not tear himself to look beyond them and into the face of his goddess.

He felt her small hand being placed against his chest and a shiver ran down his spine. This woman could stir his desires with only a touch.

He felt the other small hand run through his hair before it ended at the back of his head and pulled him in. The kiss they shared was deep with desire and want and need. Her lips were soft as petals and she tasted like nothing he had ever dared to dream.

He couldn't get enough. His tongue slide across her lips begging for entrance into her hot cavern. She slowly opened for him and his tongue plunged in and plundered every inch of her mouth, savoring in her taste.

Their tongues fought for dominance until they had to pull away to breath. They were both panting lightly as she pulled him even closer. Her breasts brushed up against his chest and it was all he could do to keep himself from throwing her on her back and ravishing her body with his own.

He looked into those eyes again. Beautiful.

She whispered his name in a way that told him of her want for him. She wanted him to take all of her and make her his. Her body was on fire with desire. He could feel it in her heat. He could smell it. Her arousal enveloped his senses to the verge of driving him mad.

He closed his eyes again as a smirk came across his mouth. He kissed a line down her body using only his sense of touch and her light moans to guide him. He was in heaven with this goddess.

He moved down the side of neck and nipped slightly where he could feel her erratic heart beating under his lips. Slowly he moved to each breast as he caressed and kneaded each one letting his tongue circle the nipple before suckling ever so slightly. Teasing yet fulfilling at the same time.

Down her stomach, past her belly button. He was a man on a mission but was in no hurry to get there. He wanted to hear her moans. He wanted to feel her body writhing in pleasure under his own. He found it erotic and pleasing to himself.

He finally made it to the juncture at her hip and slid his tongue down the inside of her thigh. Her hips thrust up at the touch. She wanted him and he knew it. He kissed his way back up her thigh as he found his treasure.

She screamed out in ecstasy as he parted her lips and took one long lick between them. He continued to devour her, making her scream in pleasure. He placed a hand on her stomach to hold her down once he had her hips thrusting up to meet his mouth. She was grinding them against him as he worked to throw her over the edge of her orgasm.

He carefully inserted one long clawed finger and began to slowly pump into her. Soon a second and third joined it. As soon as he made her dive over the edge he would take her but he needed to make her ready for him. As he pumped and licked her nub she finally released all that she had been holding back. She threw back her head as she screamed out his name.

"Sesshomaru!"

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He awoke panting. He popped up with eyes wide open as the dream ended the same as it always did. He never got to see her face. In all these months he never should see anything other than those haunting blue eyes. He knew he was going crazy.

He just knew that someday he would find his goddess and when he did he would never let her go.

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Miroku sighed once again as his hanyou friend paced back and forth. He should have expected this. He knew Inuyasha would be angry, but really. He was acting like a child.

"I don't get it monk."

"Inuyasha, I have explained this several times. It is quite simple. Sesshomaru will give us any and all information that he gathers about Naraku. He has much better connections that we do and can acquire information from the other ruling Lords."

Inuyasha rolled his eyes in annoyance. Duh he knew that!

"No. I get that. What did he want in exchange? I know he didn't do it out of friendship or concern for me. That prick has a block of ice for a heart."

"All he wanted was my council on a personal matter."

This was really starting to get on his nerves. The monk was avoiding the answer that he wanted. He didn't trust Sesshomaru. And why should he? He was always trying to kill Inuyasha.

"And besides, I figure it is also a way to get information that might lead us to Kagome or Shippo. He would tell us if some miko was running around causing trouble. That would be seen as suspicious and he promised to report anything like that."

The monk had a point. He had to admit, even if it was just to himself, that the monk had given them a sly way to use Sesshomaru to their advantage in both of their searches.

He stopped pacing and plopped himself ungracefully in front of the fire with a smug look on his face. He like using that stuck up half-brother of his a lot.

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I got more reviews than normal. Yay! I love getting them.

Sesshy's Mate2012- Don't worry. Even I am getting all worked up over the ball. Wish I could go for real! LOL. Don't worry about the hidden agenda. I think everyone will enjoy and appreciate it by the time I am finally done with this story. Atleast I hope so!

Safuuru- Always a pleasure to hear from you. Nah. I love the lemons too, or I wouldn't write them. I just want people to know that EVERY chapter won't have one. I love blue!

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