'We don't have to do this, if you don't want to" His voice like honey, as he kissed my shoulder. Every muscle in my body tensed up, and all I could manage was to shake my head and whisper.

"I want to."

My hands were shaking as I began to remove his t-shirt, and I felt his own, trembling as he found the end of mine. I was only sixteen but, I knew, with every fiber of my being, that he was the one. This boy would be the reason I live, and breathe. He kissed me slowly, and for once the words I love you weren't strong enough for how this kiss felt. I closed my eyes, and melted into him with no regret. My heart racing, my mind in a billion places, and then, just like that, the only thing playing in my mind was the music from the computer, a soft melody as my innocence was left leaking onto his cotton sheets.

"I love you…"


You what?! Pamela's eyes widened to a frightening size, "Is this a late April fool's joke?"

"No friggen' way!" Selina eyed me up and down, as if to reassure herself I wasn't lying about it. My cheeks went red, and I opened my mouth to speak but my jaw froze in place.

"HAR!" Pam placed her head on top of her chemistry textbook.

"Shhhh! We're in the library freckles." Selina gave the red head a look, before continuing to speak. "Don't make her feel bad about this Pam, it's not like this stuff is uncommon." She shrugged, and smiled supportively in my direction.

"But-" Pam seemed like she wanted to cry out of anger or disappointment.

"If you're happy, then we're happy for you too." Selina shot her head towards Pamela, as she linked arms with me, leaning her head on my left shoulder.

"Just-" Ivy paused, trying to choose her next word sensibly. "Be careful." I nodded quickly, blushing and smiling like an idiot in the process.

"Aaaaanywaysss, tell me everything!" Selina yanked my arm, trying to bring me down from cloud nine long enough to spill. Again I tried my mouth but this time was cut off by the sound of the chair screeching back.

"I have chemistry, so unfortunately the exciting details about April for the fools will have to wait." Pamela had grabbed her books already, and was now standing to leave.

"It's called April Fools Pam" Selina rolled her eyes and giggled, trying to diffuse the tension beginning to settle in.

"I know." And with that I watched her fire like hair move away, and out of view. A sudden wash of guilt began to overwhelm me, and I felt the warm sensation I had been feeling since Sunday begin to dissolve. Did I mess up?


Dear Diary,

I had an amazing night with him, after numerous attempts at trying to learn how to ride a skateboard, I was finally able to! But that was not the best part, for me the best part was watching the way his eyes lit up as he rushed over to hug me, not to mention the sound of his voice as he said " I'm so proud of you baby" it was a feeling of happiness that could never be explained with words. Now all I have to work on is proper footing…hehe I'm not very good at standing the way he does. If you ask me my method works just fine but he really doesn't like when I don't listen to him hehe oh well… soon enough we will be cruising together… just give me like a year… or two…. Oh well I'll get it eventually!

Harley OUT! XOXO


Come on the bus will be here soon he spoke enthusiastically. I laughed as he pulled me down the stairs and out the school doors passing the groggy kids seeping into the school.

Ah it's coming! I stepped up the pace and let go of his hand. We ran with smiles plastered to our faces the cool air of the beginning of fall chilling our features and turning our skin like porcelain dolls.

*change clatter*

Come he took my hand in his and smiled at me his chest rising and falling quickly from the sprint I hugged his arm tightly and followed him to a set of empty seats. He entered first taking the window seat and I nestled into him in the aisle seat I glanced down at my watch that read 8:30 am my heart beating this time not from the sprint but from the adrenaline of ditching school for the first time.

You okay? His voice startling me from my inner thoughts

Yeah I'm fine I smiled remembering why I'd agreed to do this in the first place. I was always so busy with homework and after school things that we never truly got much alone time, sex was great but I really just wanted more time to do more than that. I just wanted to spend a day curled up next to my Joker.


He wrapped his arms around my bare chest and nuzzled my hair I smiled in satisfaction and kissed his arms our heart beats in sync and the comforting warmth radiating from each other I slowly felt my eye lids begin to flutter and then peaceful darkness.

"Hey" his voice raspy, from the slumber we had just awoken from.

"Hey," I smiled up at him, as he leaned in to kiss me, "don't think I'll be able to sleep without you anymore." I blushed, propping myself up.

"Yeah," he paused to stretch, "that was the best sleep I've ever had." He looked over towards me, his green eyes leaving me speechless before he leaned over, and tackled me back down. I laughed, feeling him playfully kiss me all over.


"Okay ladies, times up" One of the smash shacks employees ushered us towards the doors.

"Yeah okay, thanks!" Ivy smiled back at him, before turning to glare at me. "This isn't over Quinn." She spun on her heel, and threw her protective goggles into a bin before exiting the room towards the main foyer. Ivy was disappointed in me but, I knew trying to reason with her would make it worse. I bit my lip before walking towards the door she had disappeared through.

Im sorry Ivy...

"Uh Ma'am?" The man who had come previously, stood blocking the doorway," I'll take that please."

I lifted an eyebrow in confusion, before realizing his gaze was fixated on the plate in my hands. "Oh um," I fidgeted with it, before forcing myself to hand it over. "Here."

"Thank you for coming to the smash shack Miss!" He smiled, and walked towards where Ivy and I had once been standing. I watched him for a brief second as I removed my goggles, but turned when he threw the plate onto the pile of broken ones. I heard it shatter as I walked through the doors.


"Bye Ivy" I smiled at my friend, before exiting her car "Thanks for today."

"Yeah alright." The red head shifted in her seat but didn't lift her gaze up at me. I held open the car door and waited. 'What?" Ivy finally broke and looked up at me "oh come on Har we're a bit old for pouty kitten faces" Ivy tried to hold a stern look but gave a small smile.

"There it is! Okay I can go now" I smiled brightly at her before closing the car door and waving goodbye once more.

"You're such a dork!" Ivy stuck her tongue out at me as she drove away. I smiled and watched her car disappear before heading into my building and up to the apartment.

When I got to the front door I took out my keys and began trying to unlock the door, but it was already unlocked. I pushed open the door and walked in " I swear I locked his door before I left" I thought aloud as I walked in tossing the keys onto the round table and flicking my shoes off.

"It was" an irritated voice came from behind me

"Oh Puddin' you're home!" I turned around to see Mr. J standing under the archway of bathroom "why are here early? Did something happen?"

"Never mind that, where were you?" His tone seemed irritated still but he held an odd smile plastered on his face.

"Oh um, I went out with Ivy." I walked towards him and wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head onto his chest.

"And you didn't tell me?" He places on hand on my lower back and with the other lifted my chin to look at his forest green orbs.

"Um no," Suddenly my throat felt dry, I licked my lips before answering. "I mean, I didn't think you would be home early." I stretched on top my tippy toes to give him a peck but he pulled away.

"Oh, so you do this often? Go out, spend money on useless things, with useless people, while I'm out working myself to the core" His tone changed, sending chills down my body. I pulled away from him and snapped. I was not about to let him ruin my good mood.

"What do you mean?! I'm alone at home all the time! Cleaning, and cooking, waiting for you to decide to come home! I think I'm allowed one day out with my best friend!" I turned sharply towards the kitchen archway.

"How dare you talk to me like that!" His hand landed on the top of my head as he yanked me by the hair to face him again. "What's with the attitude Harley?! And besides, why are you even hanging out with Ivy?! She's one of my least favorite friends of yours." His eyes seemed to go black and I felt my body tense but I was not in the mood to have another fight.

"Everyone is your least favorite person" I placed my hand onto of his and tried to loosen his grip but it only made him pull more.

"What was that?" His voice was low but threatening in my ear drum. The adrenaline stopped flowing through me and I remembered the last time we had fought a few weeks ago.

"Oww J." I patted his hand "Stop, it hurts." I wrapped my arms around him once more and squeezed my eyes shut.

"Jeez your pathetic" He let go of my hair and shoved me off. "You're lucky I'm in a good mood today. Just go make me something to eat." I nodded rubbing the top of my head as I backed into the kitchen.

"And here I was expecting to come home to my girlfriend after a long day at work, and eat a meal together for once." He smashed a fist onto the table, making me jump.

I'm sorry Ivy…


Quinn's Reply~

Hey Puddin' Cups! Sorry its been a while since iv updated but Harley had to be at Anime North so i was busy with all that planning, It was so much fun! Ivy and I had a blast meeting all of you guys! Anyways i hope you liked this chapter please review so i know you did! Anyways as always have a hell of a day! Harley OUT!

Neveria: You are very correct haha if you would like the exclusive picture i have of her make sure to leave me a review!

MsAtomicBomb Thanks! Did you guess the end ;P How did you like this one..