The next few days Becky still seemed to be on edge, watching, and keeping a lookout for someone who wasn't there. She was acting slightly paranoid about everything, every little jump made her nervous. Spencer finally got her to agree to go see a therapist.

Becky went to her therapist and talked with her for a long time, well it felt like a long time for Becky. It was really an hour meeting. She answered her questions and told her about what happened with Paul and having Thomas. She walked out of the meeting, and felt slightly better. She kept going back weekly.

Three weeks had passed. Paul was hiding, and nowhere to be found.

Spencer and Becky were keeping a close eye out for him. She hadn't told Spencer about the nightmares, or hallucinations she was having of him. She didn't want him to know she was losing her mind.

They all got together to have a BBQ at the park, it was beautiful out. They needed this get together.

Becky sat on the blanket with Thomas, playing with him and laughing. She had a little vibrating bouncer for him to sit in when he was done nursing or the adults were done playing pass the baby.

"How are you feeling?" Rossi smiled sitting down across from her eating a burger that Morgan had made on the grill.

"I'm doing alright." Becky smiled bravely. She didn't want to worry any of them. She kept it all in and didn't want to scare anyone, or worry them. She still felt awful that they had to save her the last time things went wrong. She placed Thomas in the bouncer and let him sleep/

"That's good." He smiled, and sat back.

"Yes it is." Becky smiled and looked around the park watching the kids play. She stopped watching some boys toss a football. She smiled. She glanced some more and stopped noticing someone standing behind the tree slightly. She paused and swore she was shaking and all the color drained from her face. She thought she saw Paul. She blinked and brushed it off as a dream. She didn't want to focus on him or the thought of him. She looked down at Thomas and smiled.

"Earth to Becky." JJ smiled watching her check on Thomas. "Doing okay?"

"Peachy." Becky smiled slightly and got up to see how the food was coming.

"Becky." She heard the voice and turned around. She smiled down at Thomas being tickled by JJ. She shook her head and turned back to helping Morgan and Spencer.

"Thanks hun." Spencer smiled kissing her cheek. She nodded and smiled back taking the food to were they where sitting. "Time for chow." she smiled sitting was now asleep in the bouncer.

"He's such a good baby." JJ smiled watching him. "Makes me want to have another." She laughed, she had two already.

"Go for it." Becky smiled and took a bite of her food.

"I might." She teased and worked on her food.

A bit later Becky looked down and covered herself. "I uhm… I'll be back." she said not realizing she soaked through her shirt. She got up and walked to the car. She climbed into the back and changed her shirt and nursing pads.

"Becky." She stopped after fixing herself and looked up. She didn't see anyone.

"Hello - Becky." Paul chuckled.

Becky turned around and saw Paul in the backseat. She was on medication to stop the hallucinations. She closed her eyes. "You're not real." She whispered and held her breath. She opened her eyes and saw him still there. He leaned in and kissed her cheek.

"I missed you." He smiled slightly looking over her. He reached a hand out and touched her face. She jumped slightly.

"Becky!" Spencer called coming to the car.

Becky snapped her head around and looked at Spencer as he opened the door.

"Are you alright?" He asked noticing she looked pale and scared.

"I'm…. okay." Becky smiled softly, she forced it. "Just emotional." She sighed softly.

Spencer smiled slightly and stroked her cheek. "Long day hasn't it?" Becky nodded.

"Yes." She replied softly, sighing. She didn't sleep well last night at all, neither did Spencer, but they didn't want to cancel lunch with the gang.

He smiled and pulled her in for a hug. "We can leave soon."

"Oh hon, we just got here." Becky smiled softly. "I'm okay. We can leave in a while." she said fixing her shirt and bra and got out of the car. She brushed her cheek were Paul kissed her. She could swear she could still feel his lips.

Spencer nodded, "Alright hon." He smiled and wrapped an arm around her and walked with her.

They sat back down and talked with everyone.

Morgan smiled a Penelope and held her close. "We are getting hitched next." He grinned.

They smiled and moved to hug them. They all congratulated them and smiled. They sat back and started talking about wedding details for the future.

Spencer paused looking at his phone and frowned.

"What's wrong?" Rossi asked looking at him, Spencer handed his phone to him. He saw it was a text message that was about Paul being spotted in Mexico, but then disappeared and wasn't seen again. Rossi shook his head and sighed. "Well, atleast they are keeping an eye on him."

"That's true." Spencer paused and looked at Becky watching her nurse Thomas again. "I don't want him coming after them again - Becky…has been through enough."

"We will keep them safe." Rossi promised, smiling softly.

Becky laid back and relaxed against Spencer as Thomas was cuddling with Penelope. She closed her eyes as Spencer stroked her hair. She smiled listening to him talk about how Thomas loved tummy time and playing. She opened her eyes and sat Paul siting above her stroking her hair instead of Spencer. She closed her eyes again hoping he'd go away. She then opened them again and watched him. He didn't say anything and just smiled slightly. Becky sat up holding her head and kept quiet.

"Becky?" He asked putting a hand on her shoulder.

Becky held her head and kept her eyes closed. She felt a hand move to her back as she moved more.

"Becky." Spencer said watching her, worried.

"I... I..." She got up and ran to the bathroom and locked the door. She started washing her face in the sink. She breathed and dried off keeping her eyes closed.

"Becky?" Spencer was knocking on the door.

"He isn't real. He isn't here." She muttered to herself, and looked in the mirror. "Get it together!"

"Becky!" Spencer banged louder on the door. "Please answer."

"I..." She dried her face off more, and walked to the door, unlocked it and slowly opened it holding her breath.

"Are you okay?" Spencer asked taking her hand and hugging her. He looked at her face and saw her breathing shakily.

"I just don't feel so great." She lied, She closed her eyes. "Migraine is really getting to me."

"Oh." Spencer's eyes softened and he cupped her cheek with his hand. "Lets get you home." He knew she got bad migraines from time to time.

She breathed and nodded, following him back to the picnic she glanced at the guys and shielded her eyes from the sun. She felt her stomach flop.

Spencer rubbed her back and looked at them. "We're gonna head out. Becky's got a really bad migraine. She got sick in the bathroom."

"Oh no." JJ frowned. "Well... We can keep Thomas for a while, and drop him off that way she can get some rest.." She smiled slightly.

"Are you okay with that Becky?" Spencer asked glancing at her.

"Yeah." She replied leaning against the hood of the car. "Thank you JJ."

She kissed Thomas goodbye and thanked them and they headed off home.

Rebekah closed the dark curtains and turned off the lights and laid in bed with Spencer trying to rest.