A/N You guys are so great I had an update that was a little long, so I cut it, and hear is part of it. When I finish the other half, I will update that one. This one made sense to cut off right here.

*ATTN DANG I POSTED THIS LAST TIME AND ACCIDENTALLY LEFT OUT DAMONS POV, SO ITS REPOSTED NOW WITH ELENA, BONNIE, AND DAMONS POVs OOpsie.

*Unbeta'd

*Please enjoy

Elena's POV

Rebekah drops Elena off at the Condo's after leaving the airport. "I can't believe we are letting this trip end, it's been a blast, kiddo."

"Yeah, well, I have to make an appearance at some point."

"Oh yes, I forgot you were supposed to get married. Ha you, married?" Rebekah laughs.

"Listen, no one can know the real reason I left. Okay. If he finds out, he'll kill me."

"Elena, you are not together anymore, but at some point you have to tell him, he deserves to know."

"It doesn't matter; I just want to get some things out of the condo."

"What if he's in there?"

"I called several times he never answered. When I called the office, they said he hadn't been here in months. My guess is he selling it."

"I'll just wait here for you. No need to hope he left the keys to one of his cars inside."

"I have no idea how long this will take."

"I'll just come inside with you then."

"Huhh. Hurry up we don't have much time."

Rebekah smiled at the thought of being sneaky. "So what are you getting, your engagement ring and what else?"

"Some money from the safe."

"When he cut you off, didn't that mean nothing Elena?"

Yeah, but, he didn't mean it. Come on, it's Damon! He'll do anything for me. When I left he felt bad and wired me seventy-five grand to get on my feet."

"Not knowing, you had taken money out of his business account to live on the last 8 months."

"Exactly. He doesn't have to know about the abortion. It will break his heart."

"Elena, I don't know about this, Damon may have moved on, and you could be treading heavy territory here."

"Do you know how much blackmail I have on he, Stefan, and your brothers? He wouldn't dare try to fuck with me on that level."

"I've completely fucked his brain up for ANY woman. There is no woman in this world, that will take on the monster that is Damon Salvatore. He's liable to make a woman go crazy the way I have messed with his head."

"Can I just say, that on behalf of spoiled rich brats everywhere, you do not necessarily speak for us all. If I had a guy like Damon, I'd have been content with having his child and marrying him. Hell that is a fairytale."

"Except that, I am not ruining this body for no one."

"Did he ever find out about you and Enzo A while back?"

"Ewww No, it wasn't Enzo, it was Silas."

"Yeah, you and Silas. Does Damon know? No, thank god. He and Silas became distant after that. Then Silas disappeared."

Elena gets to the office of the condo, and her friend a security guard, left a key for her in an envelope, after she told him she'd just be picking up some things then leaving. He told her so long as she was in and out within the hour, because it would all be on camera through the lobby. Then she had to leave her key back in the envelope in the security office.

As soon as Elena and Rebekah got the key, they headed up to the highest floor of the condos to the penthouse. When they arrived it was somewhat quiet, yet there was a fire going. And it appeared that someone was there. She thought maybe Damon let one of the guys use it for the weekend, which he did sometimes for Enzo, when he came into town.

"Champagne glasses, liquor glasses, Let's leave, its clear someone is here. Probably one of the guys. Let's not ruin this for whomever it is." Rebekah said.

"No fucking way. This is mine and Damon's place, why would he let one of those perverts bring a bitch here?"

"Correction, this is Damon's penthouse, that you used to sleep over at some nights you crazy bitch. You partied too much to be considered to live anywhere."

"Shut up Bitch."

"Don't call me a bitch, bitch."

"Shhh, Listen. Oh my gosh someone is hitting it good in there, listen. Hell at least he is hitting it right." Elena said

"Elena, let's go."

"NO! I'm going to kick whoever it is out and their little slut too."

"You evil bitch, you have no right. Damon will kill you."

"Ppft. Sounds like they are done now, come on…" Elena leads the way to embarrass what she thinks is probably Enzo.

Rebekah and Elena can hear the words more clearly now as they approach. The man and woman in the room are talking now:

"So don't ever think that I don't like making love to you, because I love it, and I love that you are the only woman I have ever shared that experience with."

"And you are the only man I have ever let control my body like you do."

"I need this forever, Bonnie. What I feel with you, and what you bring to my life, I need this forever. I know it has only been five months, and I don't care about time, I care about the way I am with you, and the man that you have helped me to become."

"You have me Damon, I am not going anywhere. I am here as long as you want me to be here, and as long as you don't start treating me like a non-priority. I want to be here next to you, laying with you, sleeping with you, waking up next to you, holding you."

Elena's eyes widen as she hears his name, Rebekah listens on in shock. Then as she sees Elena about to say something she grabs her by her face covering her mouth forcefully, she wants to hear the rest of this juicy conversation.

The man starts kissing all over the woman.

"Don't ever stop peppering me with kisses." She says.

"I promise I won't." He says as he looks into her eyes.

"No other man will ever make you feel this way, Bonnie. I promise you that."

"I know."

"No other woman, has ever and will ever make me feel like you do." He says with absolute.

Rebekah's eyes pop, her mouth drops, and she smirks, at the words, because hearing Damon say these things to another woman, after Elena just professed to ruining him for any other woman, was kind of ironic, after all of the things Elena has done to him.

"I was a little jealous of watching that guy Matt flirting with you. I don't know what I would do if I ever saw you with another man. I just don't think I can ever see you with another man. I want to be the last man you are ever with. I don't ever want another man to be inside of you again. I don't ever want to be inside of another woman. Do you understand me Bonnie?"

Elena Peeks in now through the barely cracked door, and pushes it open somewhat. Peeking in at the vision, through the mirror. She can't see them directly, but the mirror on Damon's walls is reflected to naked forms on the bad laying and talking to one another with such, passion and compassion. She is telling her self over and over that it isn't Damon. HE doesn't act SOFT like that. He's too crazy to ACT like a softy. She gets irritable and pushes the door open some more to see his face for herself.

"What are you saying, Damon?"

"Bonnie, I'm saying I am done. I want you and only you from here on out."

Elena sees some bitch kissing her man. She drops what was in her hand, and before Rebekah could catch her she reacts. "He better not be about to tell her what I think he is! Oh hell NO!"

Rebekah tried to grab Elena's arm, but it's too late she in the room!

"I think, no I know Bonnie Bennett, that I love… ELENA?!"

"ELENA?" she asks angrily.

"OH MY GOD! DAMON?" Says a voice from behind Bonnie.

Present Moment

Bonnies POV

Damon immediately grabs Bonnie to shield her nude body, then proceeds to yell at his intruder.

"What in THE ABSOLLUTE FUCK are you doing in my house? Get the fuck out of here!

"You mean, OUR HOUSE?"

"No, I don't have time for this bullshit, Rebekah get your friend out of here now before bad things go down."

Bonnie is wiggling around trying to figure out what the hell is happening.

"Get who out? Me. From my house? What the hell do you think you are about to do?"

"I'm about to make love to my GIRLFRIEND. In my house.

"Girlfriend?"

"Yes. Now get out!"

"Make me." She spits out like a brat.

Damon is in a compromising position, lying naked on top of his girlfriend, who is fuming right now, and she is also naked, and his bitch of an ex playing her usual games. "Rebekah, I don't have time for this, get her out of here, PLEASE! Before I call someone to handle her."

"Sure you want to call the cops on me Damon? That might be a mistake on your part." Knowing she's the blackmail queen.

"I didn't say I'd call the cops, I'm not a fucking snitch, like some people I know. I said I'd call someone to handle you, and I meant that."

"Damon! Get the hell off of me." Bonnie chimes in, sick of the games. "Get off!"

"Damnit Bonnie you don't have any clothes on."

"AND?" She says shoving him over and putting the sheet over his package.

Bonnie gets up in her full nude glory, unashamed of her beautiful naked form, sated in Damon's love juices, and sweat, she stands up and walks towards Elena, in utterly close proximity, "Number one, I'm not worried about you're past, with my man, all I know is now, he's none of your concern, so pick your mouth up, because he no longer, is your claim. Next, you stay in here long enough, you'll be wearing our natural perfume as well as we are, Hmmm, smell it. We smell good huh? Lastly, you better grab your shit, and get out of my man's room before I make YOU watch HIM FUCK ME!"

Both Damon and Rebekah's eyes popped out of their heads and their mouths drop. Elena's mouth closes, and for once she is silenced. Damon mouthed to himself, "Oh my god, I love her."

"And believe me hunny, once we get started, it WILL (emphasis on WILL) be a while." Bonnie said with absolute seriousness in her face. At this point if a woman had perfected a bitch face, it was this woman, in this moment. Although shorter than Elena in stature, Bonnie could hold her own, and something about Bonnie was intimidating to Elena. She backed down, and Rebekah grabbed her by the arm pulling her out of the room. It would be a lie though, if Rebekah wasn't pretty amused by it all. Elena may have met her match.

"I'll be outside Damon; this is not over." She walks out and Bonnie slams the door in her face as she tries to speak again.

Bonnie turns to look at Damon, who is both speechless and afraid to see what she's about to say or do. She walks towards him and he just kind of feels her out. She takes a long hard look at him and then speaks calmly, "So that is her?" She almost sounds disgusted.

His head drops, in shame. She embarrassed him just now, reminding him of their old relationship, and allowing Bonnie a look into that Bunny hole of a life he was trapped in when he was with her. He couldn't say anything but, "Yup."

"You know; I never knew her name until tonight. I never wanted to know her name. She is a terrible person."

"I'm sorry you had to find out, the way you did." He said shamefully.

Bonnie walked up and held him. He came to the edge of the bed, to wrap his arms around her. "Don't let her shame you from me. I don't care about her, she is an evil person. Okay? Don't ever hold your head down in shame to me, because you have nothing to be ashamed of with me baby. Look at me. Damon, look at me."

He looks up into her face, and she couldn't be more beautiful to him than at this moment. He pierced her eyes with his, and she didn't back down." I don't care about her, or the past. I care about you. I will not let her come in here and ruin this, and make you feel the way she used to. Do you hear me Damon Salvatore? I know she doesn't scare you. I know if you wanted to hurt her you could. I also know you are not that type of man. She wanted you to be that man, but that is not you. You are a good man, that she never deserved."

He gives her a little boy smirk, feeling elated that she doesn't think less of him.

She holds his face, "Do you feel that?"

"What?"

"Five months ago, you wouldn't let me touch your face. Because of her. Your beautiful face. You took a while to warm up to me. To trust I wouldn't hurt you. Now, you just let me hold it, and kiss it, and play with it. Hell you let me shave your face sometimes. Damon, you have come a long way. Screw her. Whatever her name is. You never told me til I heard you say it, I wanted to slap the shit out of you when I thought you were telling me you loved her." She laughed and he laughed and they kept laughing.

"My god, I thought you were going to kill me I am so sorry about that. See, what I mean, she is perfect at spoiling my important life moments." They laughed.

"I just don't think she can break you down, more than I have helped build you up. She never did deserve you."

"That is exactly why I love you Bonnie Bennett. Because you are the better half of me! The half that makes me want to be the better half of you."

Her eyes watered. To the point she dropped her head, and this time he lifted her head up, "Look at me." She looks up with her eye sockets filled with water ready to flood the gates. "That is right, I said, that I love you. I love you so much I can't even breath sometimes. Not because I depend on you to breath, but because I never thought that in my life, someone like you could ever exist for someone like me. I have to pinch myself every day to make sure this is real."

"Stop Damon." She says getting emotionally.

"No, I'll never stop."

Her head drops as the water floods through, then he grabs her and holds her to his chest. His sweat, mixed with her tears are covering his beautiful body, and her more beautiful body is rubbing against his, and as their sweat and her tears mix, her nipples harden against his chest, then his pecks harden against her. He sniffs her hair, and her neck, and he smells the two of them all over her, remembering what she said to Elena how much it turned him on. She stood up for him, and she didn't need to, but she did. His desire for her may have been heavy before, but if anything, it was heavier now.

Damon stepped off of the bed and towered over his small girlfriend. Allowing her to be any emotion she wanted to be in this moment. He lifted her face again, to look directly at him. "When you cry, on my chest, and let me hold you, I know that is where I am supposed to be Bonbon. If you let me hold you and take care of you, I will do just that. I will do that forever if you let me."

"Damon, if you let the heat of the moment make you say things you don't mea-"

"If you finish that sentence, I might strangle you again baby, and not in a good, pleasurable way, like I did an hour ago."

"You know what I mean."

"No. I don't." He lifts her body up and wraps her legs around his waist. He looks her very deeply in her eyes, and with a very seriously connected soul, his deep voice, speaks lowly to her sweet face and says "I love you."

Bonnie continues to connect to Damon's soul through their eyes, and deeply in her emotionally shaken, yet very sure voice she says, "I love you more" to him.

He smiles at the same time his manhood gets hard. "God, I love you. Like, I got hard just hearing you say it."

Their wet bodies rub against one another and Damon sits at the edge of the bed with his little Lola on his lap. He lifts her slightly and preps her entrance for him. As soon as he meets her opening, she quivers and he can't take his eyes off of her face. Her sex faces make him go hours and hours, keeping him hard just looking at her. He can come and get hard again watching her faces. When she bites her lip he knows it is because she is trying to silence a moan. He continuously watches her, as he slowly enters her. Her head falls backwards, and he takes her neck, pushing himself into her. She screams out and he eats it up.

"Should I lock the door?"

"Hell no. Let her watch if she wants. She'd be dumb if she stayed."

Damon, flips Bonnie over to her back and gets on top of her, and says he's in the mood to fuck her. Something about her Lola personality came out of her, and he was ready to fuck her senseless. Damon hit Bonnies walls hard, and slow. At some point after Bonnie screamed out his name in pleasure, they may have heard his door slam closed. But he wasn't finished with her, because he never just made her cum once. Damon, did what he always does to Bonnie's body for another hour. He tortured her; pulling her hair, choking her, pinning her down, then letting her make love to him to finish them off. Her last position was on top riding him, when she collapsed, she just stays laying in top of him. He rubbed her back softly with his fingertips, because she loved that.

"You know what else I love you for?"

"What?"

"You are feisty. I saw some of Lola come out of you tonight."

She laughs. "What do you mean?"

"The way you told her you were going to make her watch me fuck you. Damn, that was sexy Bonnie. I'd do it too. I mean if you wanted me too." He laughed, making her laugh. "I knew you were ballsy but to be honest Bonbon, I had no idea how ballsy you were with your mouth. As I watched and listened to you, it made me so hard. Luckily no one noticed that, I was getting hard watching my girlfriend, word murder my ex, in her beautifully full nude form, at that! My lil Lola, you are pretty hard core, if I must say so myself. I think all of the role playing, and angry sex brought it out of you." He kept laughing.

"I'd do it again for you, in a heartbeat." She said. "I may not be the violent type, but I doubt a person wants to see that side of me by messing with the people I am protective of. Let alone her."

"Knowing her, this is far from over, but I sincerely hope you and I can have smooth sailing without her interference." He said.

"Do you think we can?" She asks him.

"You want me to answer that honestly?"

"Well maybe not," She says laughing. "Not now anyways." She wiggles on top of him getting comfortable, so she can fall asleep, which she has done in the past.

"I know. Damn, I'm getting hard again. I can't help it, it's not me it's you." He said, trying to blame her for his insatiable appetite for her.

"Babe, we've been having sex for hours. I am super sleepy." She says.

"Okay, don't worry. Go to sleep. I'll do all of the work." He laughs and she hits him. "No, but seriously."

"Damon."

"Okay, Okay. Good night."

"You mean good morning."

His fingertips roam her frame lightly until she falls asleep. He kisses her head and let's sleep take him over, as he lovingly holds his girlfriend.

Damon's POV

Couple of hours later

(Knock Knock)

No answer

(Knock Knock)

"What?" He screams he's too tired for this shit.

"Damon, It's Stefan!"

"What Stefan?"

"Please, can I come in, I'd rather not talk from out here?"

"We are indisposed Stef."

"Damon, throw a blanket on."

"Come in."

Stefan comes in to find an odd picture, of Damon asleep with Bonnie on top of him. He thinks this is peculiar. He laughs a bit, then wonders how Elena and Bonnie are in the same place.

"Damon, how is it that you two are asleep with the devil out there?"

"What?"

"You did know that Elena was out there, right?"

"The fuck? Stef. She was supposed to leave last night."

"Whoa! Am I missing something? Did you guys have some kinky threesome for you to fulfill some naughty Devil, Sexy Angel fantasy or something?"

"Hell no. She walked in on me and Bonnie last night, in the middle of – well, you know, and she should have left when she realized she wasn't welcomed."

"She's out there with food service?"

"Damnit. What am I going to do Stef?"

"Get a restraining order?"

"She's going to try and have me arrested. For all of that stuff from the past."

"All of the embellishments Damon, don't let her black mail you anymore. She is a liar."

"I have no way of proving that. I have to play nice for now. I have no idea why she is here when we clearly ended on bad terms."

"Well, yeah 100K down the hole, no wedding, oh yeah, did I mention the psychotic bitch part?" Stefan said gladly.

(Knock Knock)

Damon grits his teeth. He tried to wiggle Bonnie off without waking her up.

"Damon really, I don't need to see you naked."

"I got no shame brother." He smiles

Stefan glances at Bonnie and Damon says, "Not a chance. You won't be seeing her naked. Get out, I'll be out in a sec. Go entertain the devil for me."

"Pft, I think if someone hates her more than you, it's me." Stefan says.

"I'll be out in 2 and 2 just please Stef. I don't want Bonnie having to deal wither shenanigans."

Stefan walks out to go and be fake friendly with Elena for the sake of keeping peace, but he doesn't trust her. Damon brushes his teeth, and puts on some Nike sweats and a t-shirt Bonnie bought him. Along with some running shoes, for when they go on runs together. When he walked out, Elena looked at him and rolled her eyes.

"What the hell are you wearing?"

He says nothing.

"So you are just going to act like I don't exist now? We were going to get married eight months ago, but now, I don't exist?"

He keeps moving throughout the kitchen, getting some bourbon to drink.

"I see much hasn't changed. Still drinking in the AM?"

"Listen, how long will you be here? I really need you gone by the time my girlfriend wakes up, she kind of likes a heavy dose of me before she starts her day and I kind of like to oblige."

"Well, that depends. We have much to discuss."

"For example?"

"The reason I left."

"I don't care."

"But you will once I tell you."

"Not really."

"Damon, when I left it was because I needed to heal form a tragedy. That not even you knew about."

"Elena, spare me the details of your lies, upon lies. Seriously. I am very upset with you for even thinking that coming here will change anything."

"Damon, will you just listen?"

"Not no, but Hell no! SO you need to really re-evaluate your position here, and leave before I call someone to come get you, that I know won't hesitate."

"Damon, stop being and sounding hateful. Listen I had Rebekah to leave so I could talk to you about this. I went away to grieve."

"In the clubs, with Sergio, and Antonio, and Whoever else."

"Everyone grieves differently, nothing you could have grieved could settle walking out on us, and our almost wedding, Elena, nothing you could make me say could forgive you. EVER!

"I was grieving the loss of our child Damon. I had a miscarriage Damon. I was four and a half months pregnant."

"WHAT?"

"Yes. We were going to be parents," she said going to reach for his hands.

He backed away from her, and Stefan eyes furrowed and disbelief.

"No. You are lying Elena. You always were such a good liar."

She poured on the crocodile tears and then he almost got drawn back in. He looked at Stefan and Stefan shook his head telling Damon not to believe it.

"I can bring you the paper from the Doctor, I promise. It's in my luggage. The positive test. I was super ecstatic to tell you, then the Doctor told me that the fetus was without a pulse." She runs to get the paper from her luggage.

When he sees it matched the date of before her leaving, and it had her name on it.

"Oh my gosh. I was almost a father, and you never told me?"

"Damon, can you blame me, I found out the same day I was pregnant that I miscarried. It was heart breaking. I just couldn't face you so I left. I had to. If I stayed here it was a reminder of what I lost. What we lost. I came home to make it right Damon. I came home for you and Me. To fix us."

She walked towards him and he is still in disbelief. She grabbed him to hug him and she said, "Damon, the fact that we were almost parents, solidified what we have. We are not over, we can't be. We have to try again. We owe it to our unborn child to try again."

"Elena, how can I believe you?"

"If you ever loved me you would believe me. Did you ever love me Damon?"

"At one point Elena. But not anymore. I love Bonnie."

"If she was a real woman, she would understand that she can't come between a man, a woman and their unborn child. Damon, any real woman would walk away and give us an opportunity to really try." She reached up to kiss him and then Stefan chokes on his breath as Bonnie Stands in the bedroom door wearing Damon's shirt and nothing more, because it fully covers her body.

"Bonnie." Damon jumps away from Elena.

"It isn't what it looks like at all. She kissed me."

Elena puts on an act. "Don't apologize Damon, let her know her time is up, I am here now. Thanks for keeping my seat warm."

"Elena, get off of me. You and I are done. Bonnie is my girlfriend now. Not you. I am sorry about what you said, but you never told me, how do you expect me to react to something I had no real time to grieve about. Get out of my house. Seriously leave." Damon says.

"Why would you pick this trashy girl over me. What is she some one-night stand? Some fun hook up? You can't be serious about her."

"I can and I am." Damon says.

"She can't speak for herself?" Elena asks.

"She doesn't need to, you are not her problem, you are my past. Please don't be a problem in my life anymore. All you ever were was a problem Elena. I am happy. Let me be happy. You need to go and find whatever it is or whoever it is that makes you feel the way Bonnie makes me feel"

Bonnie smirked, at Elena and said, "That will be the first and last time you do that (referring to Elan kissing Damon) and I don't react." then turned to walk away. "Damon, I'm lonely in here by myself. I thought we were sleeping in today."

"Be right there baby." He says, and they each blow each other kisses, annoyingly to hurt Elena.

"If you have to try hard to prove it, it must not be real." Elena said.

"You would know, right? That was our entire relationship. No, this is what genuine happiness looks like. You see how she never once put her hands on me, and how we respect each other's voices, space, opinions, and boundaries? Believe it or not, people can be together, and not hurt each other, mentally, or physically.

Stefan laughed and then Elena snared at him, like some animal. "My brother is happy Elena, why are you here?"

"Wow, eight years for what, nothing? This isn't over Damon; we will talk about this. Maybe when your bitch isn't here!"

"First of all she is not a bitch, don't call her that. Secondly; Eight years, no? More like off and on for several trial and error stages of life. There was nothing consecutive about our union. And Please watch your mouth. Don't talk about my girlfriend like that. I know you can take the girl out of the crazy, but it is hard to take the crazy out of the girl. Please learn to act like a lady around me. I don't know how to deal with or tolerate you the way I used to. Ow if you'll excuse me, there is a beautiful woman's naked body calling my name in there." He winks, and smirks and walks in the room, this time shutting and locking the door.

Elena says nothing. Stefan offers to give her a ride wherever she needed to go. She made sure to leave somethings at Damon's place so she could drop back by. She was not letting him go, not that easy!

A/N Bonnie meets "What's her name," finally. Their situation is far from over, but Bonnie wanted to let her know what she thought about her, and let her know, basically that, "Damon is quite alright." Bonnie got pretty protective, real quick.

*Bamon says I love you

*Elena gets a double dose of denial